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Absence

By Toby Dossett


The forest holds the language of grief

With a fluency I am yet to master

Saplings bow under the weight of the sky

That speaks only in questions

A stag’s steps are forgotten promises

Moving like the edge of a dream

The shadow of a boy I once knew

Is he watching me like I want him to?

The hawk tears too

Crying, waiting

What does it hunt

If not the silence between us? 

Like when I call the stag

But my voice is a stone that sinks

He tilts his head

I’ve stopped longing and he knows

The laughter we left hanging in the branches

Alike the memories we whispered to the fire

Now dust upon dust

Was it you who taught me

How to carry the weight of an empty clearing

Or was it the wind

Always pulling, always leaving

To become is to mourn

Still, the forest holds us

Roots tangled with absence

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Resurrection

By Muna Mir

In January I dreamt you’d been resurrected.

Walking through the woods,

I watched the colours shift

For the first time

When the sun hit your eyes.

The clenching of my stomach, the serpent

Wrapped twice around my chest,

Tempting and stifling. The memory

Of restraint

When the sun rubbed

At your temples. Smooth skin

And your golden hair

Falling over

That temple.

I’d only noticed

The colour of your eyes

The week before.

How often I have regretted

Not noticing sooner, not

Nailing you to a cross

To stare at your eyes forever

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Embryonic Scavenger

By Olivia Petrini

in the morning I know myself best

my shoulders light and sliding 

from the iridescent walls 

stretching limbs to trace the 

embossed red contours of the map

and you, across the way. 

 

we could criss-cross, you know.

 

collide, the embryonic scavenger, 

tiny neanderthal with a mallet 

in one hand, 

a stone grasped tightly in the other 

staggers over flints like a rock-hopper

to the tangled white arms 

which glint up from the sea.

 

I untangle myself from your embrace

to clamber over the slick roof tiles 

and perch at the peripheries 

senseless by the lazy messes 

of the afternoon.

 

we advance along the beach 

the sunlight bleaching our eyes 

a civil orange, rolled between

both palms you cast into the 

sky and back again with a 

thud

which might once have been a moon

 

now scatters the bully-rooks 

loose from their briar 

up into black trees

and once again we retire to 

the shadowed nooks of the night.

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Sonnet for Winter’s First Frost

By Woody Jeffay


Winter’s maiden frost clouds up my window

Through drawn blinds, dulled sun caresses my face

Outside icy grass crunches soft below

Winter’s presence announced with such cool grace

I’m awoken from autumnal slumber

From the depths of sleepy October hush

To mild morning air and misty splendour

The echoless chirp of a lonesome thrush

I stop and watch as she glides above me

Effortlessly she drifts with the wind’s will

Bound to nothing but air, she seems so free

And I swear, in this moment all is still

          Stark-blind and cold there’s a peace in the air

          The winter sun warms my soul – all is fair

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Slug

By Esme Bell

 

Like shame, you stop me sick: 

Heaving at your foot, damp sickle

By my feet – who turn away, afraid.

 

But you, unlike me, can write in silver;

and what plains are forged, 

and acres tended, and quiet empires

felled by you, unshelled warrior. 

Naked bodkin, singular em dash –

command your line, your road. A car

 

threatens, and like a dare, you stay.

I won’t think of the wet starburst, 

your treasure gorged and spilt as

guts, sharing now with the sky.

I will walk instead around, and keep 

an eye open for hedgehogs.

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Prayer for October

By Saoirse Pira


On the bank of the river in 

early October, I fall fast 

and in love with Living. 

It is a prayer– 


when I fall to my knees

in the grass, when

the trees dance in the wind,

and the woods sound like waves.


I pray there for plenty. For 

so much sun, for something to love

like the bank loves the bluebells

and the water-mint. To care because 


I can, to love because I must.

When I die, as I know I will– 

let it be here, let it be

like this. With the wind in


the trees and the dance like the

waves. Let it be kind.

I can only be as gentle as 

A prayer on my knees by the river.

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Nighttime poem

By Madeline Harding


Tonight my sadness has a sound,

It seems to fill my nose and mouth,

Seeping in and drowning out,

The world as it’s known to be.


Darkness wears me like a shroud,

Soaked and wet it pulls me down.

To my feelings I am bound.


I want to get back to me.

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Ode to the End of the World 

By Saoirse Pira

 

The road is long, 

it arches softly like the back 

of a cat on a hot day 

basking in the sun 

 

and I think we’re lost. 

The sun is setting 

or maybe it’s the middle of the 

day, but the birds — 

 

they are awfully quiet. 

I think the trees are 

drowning and the dust 

is hurting my eyes 

 

but you can hold my hand 

(please hold my hand) 

Time is a slipping like so 

much sand through my fingers 

 

my legs are tired our legs 

are tired. Come, we should sit down but 

I love you and I love you 

and that is all there is.

 

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A Railway Trilogy

By Rohan Scott

 

Ticket to Ride

 

It’s ten past nine.

The morning sun is still cloaked in her clouded gown.

 

 

Traipsing up the steps,

Shuffling past weary smokers,

I approach one the petites portes of the colonnade,

Before being swallowed up by Empire frontage.

 

Now under the canopy of rusting ribs, I am enveloped by a chorus of chatter

Incoherent announcements sound across the hall

My sullen eyes scan as my tired bones creak,

The languor of the morning has been rudely interrupted.

 

A scene of anxious voyagers unfolds before me:

People scuttle across the floor, 

mothers shepherd their children, 

tourists trundle their baggage.

The seemingly lost are then soon found,

Whilst the sloth-like are then suddenly forced to scramble.

 

Amidst this flurry, pressings of caffeine permeate the air,

Mixed in is the buttery waft of pastry.

I pause my senses to interpret the abacus of departures.

 

Taking directions towards the mooring of the steel serpent

I join the tide of passengers lumbering along this landed jetty

Studying the numbered portals, before reaching my station.

 

I mind the gap and then unshoulder my effects.

I then squeeze past my newfound neighbour,

And nestle into seat 643.

 

 

Rolling Anaesthesia 

 

Upon the timetabled minute, the iron horse gracefully shunts out of her vaulted burrow.

She ambles through industrial edifices, trots by postcard scenes before building to a gallop.

 

Metropolitan facades begin to flicker until they dissolve out of sight. 

Suburbia is swiftly replaced by the visual delights of rolling pasture.

 

My eyes sift through darting morsels:

Grazing livestock and hedgerows.

Winding becks and solitary oaks.

Church spires and cookie cutter clouds.

 

The motion picture of countryside, an optical lullaby that soothes the insatiable mind –

One last blink, then I am lulled asleep

 

 

Crossing the Thar

 

I peel my arm away from my vinyl bed

Glued by sweat,

The swelter keeps me in a permanent state of damp.

 

Triggered by an unwelcome touch,

I swat at a fly, palpating on my thigh. 

 

The dry currents of air shunted through my window do little to stave off the heat.

The ever-growing lagoon on my back juxtaposes the barren desert landscape.

My companion drowsy from the scorch, dozes whilst saline beads roll off his brow.

 

The atmospheric fever holds me down, too weary to read a verse, too sapped to raise a pen.

Even my tepid water tastes of desert sand, it does little to satiate my discomfort.

 

The inhospitable palomino landscape is scattered with fatigued spinneys of desert shrub. 

The wagon rattles through this hellish landscape, inviting those warm gusts.

My awe for this sand swept plain is fickle, soon the character of the intrepid and adventurous 

quickly folds.

 

As I wallow in a pool of sweat, I yearn for modern comforts. 

My loathing of this morbid environ grows,

My fantasies blend into hallucinations, 

Until I join my companion,

In the realm of the unconscious.

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October

By Esme Bell

This gold afternoon tastes of crying – 

A scalded throat caught in hoar-frost

Breath and last-time wistful sun. Leaves, day, 

Year – all wryly clench their trembling chin, 

Strong as the sky, who veils her damp eyes 

In gulping cloud. Like Persephone, 

They know the end: feel the pricking

Of pitiless stars and the canine 

Leanness of watchful early dusk. 

We walk back under this mourning,

These plaintive funeral jewels –

And we are glad, we say, to reach home.