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L’Hotel Grande Bretagne; Regione Lombardia, Bellagio Below the Sorgenti Alpine 

By Emilia Brookfield-Pertusini 

The world of Wes Anderson’s The Grand Budapest Hotel contains the nostalgia of a time we never saw. A time when tourism was more than Instagram destinations and drinking cheaper booze. As the symmetrically perfect landscape of The Grand Hotel flickers between the hotel’s height and its slow descent to obsolete grandeur, we must ask what happened. Where did all these buildings go? The truth is, they didn’t go anywhere, we simply moved on without them, trapping them in a Haversham-like web of past and decay, with no room for the future to whisper some resurrecting hopes through. L’Hotel Grande Bretagne haunts the promenade of Bellagio, as oblivious Americans snap and sip in the shade of its glory. 

In my almost 20 years of life, my Italian homeland has changed. Gone are the days of people not knowing where Lake Como was; I have met people now who not only know where the place that has defined my summers is, they have swum on the shores of my village, walked the same cobbled staircases as me, jumped off the same bridge as thousands of Italians, Romans, and Lombardian people did before. People want that Italian summer. It’s a rather enviable summer and one I have taken for granted for a long time. There are certain times of the day when sitting on the porch back in Nesso the whole lake goes quiet. The lake glitters as the sun arches over the mountains just right, stardust dancing from the watery depths below, the boats retire, and even from my perch up in the heavens of the village, you can hear the gentle sighs of the lake, yawning as it nuzzles against that familiar shore. This should be enough. This was enough. But it isn’t anymore. 

Lord Byron spews hundreds of tourists off its deck. Manzoni lingers, puffing and panting, zigzagging across the lake not far behind, carrying the same load of hungry eyes and cameras. Out onto the promenade of Bellagio, they flounder, wondering where next to sit and sip. The Grande Bretagne looks on, paralyzed. Birthed as a response to Lord Byron, the Grande Bretagne served to house these future poets of the English upper class. This pilgrimage to the ‘pearl of the lake’ was one to see a place of wildness, of mystery as the mist rises on a silent morning, of inspiration, all under the shelter of the endless mountains, water and sky. Before meeting his end, Percy and Mary Shelley took shelter by the lake, hiding from the endless troubles flung at them during their marriage. A refuge. A stop away from the rest of the world. To find inspiration and keep beating on against the current. A sanctuary like no other. The Shelleys, Byrons, Flauberts of a new age, a belle-epoch, were to be sheltered by The Gran Bretagne. She provided all they needed. The grand mistress of the lake, providing international schooling and scandal in her grounds. Home comforts next to Italian ruins. Panoramic views of infinite sublimity. A search for Italy. Elegentiza from all over Europe flocked to her arms, longing for that Romantic experience. To bathe oneself entirely in all the lake had to offer to them. And yet, to remain hungry. 

From there she rose. The Gran Bretagne. Named in honour of those poets who came before her, she reached out to those around her after being wrongfully christened L’Hotel Grande Italia. Tourists crept back in after il Duce was caught along her shoreline, and with them crept old fashions, roast beef, and a surprise visit from an unelected Churchill. Whilst cigars, watercolours, and oysters flowed, locals learned how to become professional mixologists, oyster shuckers, and linen pressers. It was here my Nonno learned to cook; having never been afforded such continental delicacies at home, this job gave him more than a culinary education. The peach wedding cake on the lake was feasted on by all. 

However, the Italy the tourists were searching for wasn’t one that was pleasant to those who had always known her. Coffee cups clinked on the terraces outside, whilst inside people dreamed dreams unlike those of the Romantics; escape, revolution, to be better. She was like no other. She saw it all, and her arms heavy, mustered a response. People came to her for a better life, even if only for a night.

Sunrise. An orange lake. An old man pushes out a batell further into the abyss. The battering of a carpet, the hum of a lawn mower. Through the green, the snakes draw open their eyes to the uninterrupted, mice playing in her skeleton. Something happened. A shift. And now she lies alone, unable to keep up. No more Romantic poets. No more escape. 

Since Succession, James Bond, Clooney, and Star Wars arrived, she has been forgotten. They are the future, the ideal portrait of wealth, class, and taste. She can’t fit in. Her ballrooms, marble stairs, palm trees, and muraled ceilings mean nothing to the insatiable crowd of today. The iconic cobbled saliti of Bellagio is nothing more than a backdrop. Scenes of happiness, wealth, and a supposed Italian summer play out on her stage, the real Bellagio cowering off stage, hiding behind the alleyways, pushed far from the actions. Boats recklessly drive towards the shore, smiling for the camera as locals close their shutters. The towns swell under the mass of footsteps, yet no footfall is to be seen by the locals, as tourists flock to industry-approved havens, found from one of the endless flock constantly bleating about a perfect Lake Como itinerary, away from the alberghi, alimentari, and agriturismi. Mountains peep out from gapes between bars where Aperol constantly flows and boutiques where the silk industry has departed in favour of Armani and Gucci, the mountains that beckoned people all those centuries ago stand hidden from the spotlight, a minor role in this melodrama. Scripts written in English, costumes loaned from theatres from far afield, is this really Italian, or just an American fetish? 

Locked away in plain sight. Waiting ever patiently for this Renaissance of the Lake to reach her. Her, covered in cobwebs. Her, who’s marble staircase lies destroyed, stolen in some other house. Her, surrounded by a grail of thorns. Holding on to whatever of her she has left; using the cobwebs to feign a wedding dress, trying to keep the new rodent house guests happy. Like the rest of the lake’s features, she can’t come out, as she doesn’t align with them. Unlike The Grand Budapest Hotel, the love stories of The Grande Bretagne remain hidden, decaying with the timbers. There is no interest, no eventual demolition, only rot. 

This is the history of a building that no one wants anymore. Yet, we still need her. She carries a lot with her, representing what we could have been as travellers. People who slip into the scenery, do not make the scenery a prop. Lake Como is a place that is stubborn to move forward, and maybe you will think me stubborn and jealous too, yet this stubbornness is born of protection. There is only so much it can endure, and it is being exploited by too many, searching for the wrong Italy. When travel advice is so easy to encounter and when travel has become so quick, easy, and convenient, have we forgotten why we do it? We all want beauty, we all want the sublime, we want what those past travellers of The Grand Tour wanted, but we want it fast, on demand. By being too quick, and being too blind-sighted about where, and why, we travel, we miss out on where we are all together. We miss out on the immersion. We come to these places to pretend the beauty is ours, part of our existence, but how can we if we stay for so little time? The Lake is known by many, yet a stranger to most.

The Grand Bretagne is the cost of our travel. The lives, the history, and the buildings we affect by changing the way we travel. If we want beauty, we must be patient. We must push past the thorns, separate from the crowd, and bask in what once was, and what can still be. The beauty hasn’t gone away, we have just ignored it. 

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Poetry

Cathedral 

By Emma Large


Labouring against me

in the sun-sucked twilight: our coolness


and the cold empire of the cathedral, my own

hurt grating against my ribs like the pluck


of fingers down banister rungs; the image

of us is numbed in the frost, without feeling. 


I sit with my books and learn how to let go.

Then I’ll let the hot rock smoke 


of a cigarette lick into my afternoons, 

my evenings – the salt ash ruminates


on the living room floor, puddles on cathedral stone.

The nightly toothache of yearning 


will spur me to my work, to be better, to grow out

my hair: all my desperate efforts, our image 


flaming to desire, without reason. I look to the church

and wonder how they bear what they bear. Their unrequited


toil, to love what is missing, an Absence so silent

they fill its mouth with their words: the hope of you 

comes to me like that, so warming, so willing.

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Elvis isn’t Dead, and Apparently Neither are Scouting For Girls

By Xanthe de Wesselow

It’s a Saturday night. Big city lights. “Bride to Be” sashes scatter every street corner with hen-dos en masse. A friend and I are venturing to Geordie land for a big night out.

We’re off to see Scouting For Girls at Newcastle’s O2 City Hall.

Dinner is booked in a cosy Italian on Dean Street. This sets the tone nicely and we imagine we’re on a hot date until the bill arrives, upon which we return to our cripplingly single reality and regretfully split the damage, taking it in turns to play Apple Pay roulette before we submit to a slightly embarrassing yet unsurprising decline on the first tap.

Remarking on Newcastle’s club scene looming large in comparison to our favoured Durham-bed-by-2:30 night out, we venture forth arm in arm and join the enormous queue that pours out of City Hall; practising lyrics and guessing the set list to pass the time. By the time two (slightly uninspiring) warm up acts have played and tiresomely repeated their Instagram handles to a somewhat uninterested audience, Clemmie has sore feet and I’m beginning to regret not watching Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging with her the night before, as I internally question how many lyrics I will actually know.

Revealing their latest retro album cover (The Place We Used To Meet) backdrop, the curtain eventually comes up and our qualms are dissipated as Roy Stride leads the band on stage with a palpable bundle of energy at his disposal. That undeniable boy band-esque melody strikes up, and soon the whole auditorium is cheering to “there’s a hole in my heart” before joining in by the time it’s “…and you’re the missing part” in a sort of teenage fangirl frenzy. Yet this is not exactly Newcastle’s demographic tonight. Far from it, the audience lacks a common denominator and instead we are surrounded by a varied multitude of people. Older couples, drunken mid-thirties friend groups, high-pitched, screeching women head to toe in pristine merch as well as the odd fifteen-year-old girl possie who are assiduous in their mission to spend the entire three hours sending filtered videos of themselves to their Snapchat fanbase. This eclectic mixture is a nod to Scouting For Girls’ longevity and deserved recognition that continues to stand the test of time.

The gig centres around this very fact. The band transport us on a whirlwind tour of their various albums in which Stride breezily mocks their youthful naivety during the early days (when he’s not singing or darting around the stage). Their humble roots are visibly touching: Ellard and Stride were Cub Scouts comrades while Churchouse met the lead singer on their first day at Queensmead School, West London.

We go back in time to 2007 – the release year of their debut album – to relive some of their teenage bedroom tracks where they would play together after school (newly tee-total Stride points to the latest album cover’s top floor window of his childhood home, cheekily telling us that it had to be open because he was always smoking out of it). The amateur sound of the early days are mimicked when an old, basic drum set and a couple of acoustic guitars appear, and all three men take centre stage as they nostalgically play It’s Not About You, I wish I was James Bond and Michaela Strachan from their debut album. This is when the crowd interaction reaches its peak: the crowd is split down the middle and we aggressively ping pong lyrics left to right, right to left, in a bid to be the loudest.

Peter Ellard, the unassuming drummer who holds each song together like a stoic pillar post at the back, takes the right side while Greg Churchouse, the bassist who’s sporting a wide smile that reaches the edges of his khaki baker boy hat, takes the left. Stride stands diplomatically behind his keyboard in the middle and tells Churchouse’s side we are having more fun when we shout ‘Just for the day’ louder than Ellard’s group (rather like that slightly over-enthusiastic deputy head figure at school, who would eagerly feed on the power trip during a morning’s assembly). It’s this charming schoolboy-ish crowd interaction coupled with the criminally catchy, serotonin filled songs that make this concert so euphoric.

Another highlight is Posh Girls. We are informed that the three ‘magic’ words are boys at school before Stride launches into the iconic opening bars. By the first chorus he has bounced his way up to the balcony, armed with a selfie stick. He’s now filming the crowd interaction as we enthusiastically chant the magic words expected of us, as though we’re in an artificial world where Roy Stride is our master. This time he plays the floor off against the balcony (“floor cheer, balcony cheer, floor, balcony, floor, balcony…”) and we hardly know whether he’s the lead singer of a boy band or the principal boy of a pantomime – all the same, Clemmie and I are just two of the of the hundreds of people immersed into this happy, childlike, dream land for as long as we’re robotically generated to follow Stride’s commands.

It’s true, his electric stage presence is making him the star of the show, although Churchouse and Ellard appear to be having just as much fun as their wide-eyed fans. As for newbie Nick Tsang, it soon becomes clear he is some sort of God of the music industry – his expertise on the guitar is wheeled out as and when for all the big stars in need of ‘elevating their sound’ or ‘enhancing their tracks’ (Sheeran, Capaldi and The Backstreet Boys have all been prone to the Tsang drug). Stride jests that a front row die hard, going by Louisa, knows the songs better than this fresh-faced guitarist himself, who simply grins and nods in return. His appearance on this tour may initially seem subtle yet it certainly packs a punch.

Whether or not it’s just another day at the office for Tsang doesn’t matter; his upbeat performance is adding a new dimension to a timeless boy band and no doubt a generous pay cheque helps to keep any glimpses of superficial showmanship at bay. But then again, who wouldn’t be having fun playing iconic English indie-pop music with this illustrious trio?

The night goes on in much the same way, with evenly interspersed songs from the latest album The Place We Used to Meet, which manages to go back to the band’s roots and hit the same, life-affirming notes as all the infamous favourites. This somehow amplifies the success of the older records, which come as a celebratory treat when the whole audience rejoices in knowing all the lyrics.

There is a rather low key ending when they sing the album’s opening song, Glow – a slower, melodic number. But the crowd isn’t easily fooled and it’s only a few repetitions of “One More Song” before the four men appear back in position and strike into a cover of Thank you and Goodnight, specifically for the aforementioned Louisa, who is screeching chaotically at the front.

Then, the moment we’ve all been waiting for finally arrives. With the triumphant opening chords, everyone erupts, relishing in the playful atmosphere for the final time. The pure animation that is felt in the room as we all sing in unison: “she’s so lovely, she’s so lovely, she’s so lovelyyy” is remarkable, and a true token of their songwriting genius.

Having felt hungover and slightly sorry for ourselves at the start of the evening, we left City Hall that night feeling quite the opposite. Scouting For Girls has entertainment, lightness, and stage presence in abundance and I urge anyone and everyone to buy a ticket for their 2024 tour. Having fun? Feeling down? Need to laugh? Just listen to Scouting For Girls. Their music is a kind of nostalgic solace that can be the remedy you never knew you needed.

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Perspective

A Sit Down With ADHShe 

By Maggie Baring

Around 2% of children in the UK experience the neurodevelopmental condition of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, more commonly known as ADHD. The male to female ratio of diagnosis is 3:1, despite studies showing that ADHD is just as common in females as males. Women tend to be diagnosed at a later stage of adolescence, unlike men who are often diagnosed in childhood. I asked Ellen, a member of the exec of ADHShe (a Durham-based charity and society working with the neurodivergent community), why this was the case. 

Ellen was diagnosed with ADHD aged fifteen which, she says, is a pretty common diagnosis age for girls. She tells me that female symptoms are more internal: for example, inattention, disorganisation and emotional regulation difficulties. These are symptoms which girls become adept at masking, whilst hyperactivity and impulsivity are more common in men. ADHShe, which was set up last year and has been taken up by Ellen and her team, was created in response to the university’s frustrating lack of support for the neurodivergent student community. Their focus is to help support the female ADHD community in particular. Ellen herself tells of the ‘alienating’ experience of being a woman with ADHD, especially when studying at university; often feeling overwhelmed by work, struggling to keep a consistent routine, or worrying about seeming lazy. 

The society, since its creation, has formed a community and introduced a programme to help its members which Ellen is incredibly proud of, and rightly so. This includes study sessions in the Library every Monday using the technique of “body doubling” (a partnered learning process that aids productivity and concentration in a positive reinforcement cycle). They are also holding an eclectic variety of socials, and are planning the introduction of an ADHD audio-therapy software programme created by the company, Stimuli. The society continues to seek out collaborations with feminist societies to increase its outreach, with a partnership scheduled with Women in Business in the upcoming term. 

In other cases, this love for the creative fields can be taken further than simple relaxation purposes. Asha is a member of ADHShe who has recently been made Music Director of the 2024 DUCFS fashion show. Her love for music began from a very young age, growing up around her father’s taste for 80s pop, including ‘ABBA’ and ‘Wheatus’. She began DJing around 16; listening to ‘GirlsDon’tSync’ (one of the members, G33, she met at a workshop a year later) and ‘Jungle’ and being encouraged by her friends who saw that she had a gift in her musical taste. Asha was diagnosed with ADHD only five months ago, despite having a father who is a psychiatrist, such was her ability to mask her symptoms. She has found the recent diagnosis extremely helpful and enlightening: “I give myself more compassion if I’m struggling to keep up with deadlines, complete simple chores such as laundry (for ADHDers this is the worst one), attend lectures or even maintain friendships”.

Links have been made between those with ADHD and a love for music, as the structure of music has been known to help focus. Music such as house and garage, without lyrics, (music which Asha herself enjoys), is especially effective in this way. Asha laughs, adding that she can never be found without her headphones: “I find my life boring and dull if I don’t have my headphones with me”. Her love and talent for music has led her to meet incredibly creative people and earn positions within university organisations (such as DUCFS and nightclub DJing events) which are highly impressive and sought after. Asha’s creative flair proves yet again that neurodivergence ought to be celebrated within society; producing deeply creative people who see the world in a different light. 

ADHShe’s door is open to anyone who might be struggling with their ADHD at university, no matter their gender. They are a safe space and a community on campus where one can meet like minded individuals and cultivate new friendships.

For more information, follow their Instagram account: adhshe.durham.

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Poetry

Oh What an Art

By Izzy Weinstein

 

Oh what an art to draw that line

And walk away with those washed eyes,

A steady promise fixed in time,

A separate life to leave behind.

 

 

Oh what an art to find a soul

Where you feel safe, who you call home,

Whose touch is just for Love to know

Where poison weeds let flowers grow.

 

Oh what an art to let the rain

Seep through the scars and heal the pain,

The drops that cleanse defiled veins

And drowns the last new stranger’s name.

 

Oh what an art to just let go

Of someone that you used to know

Perchance to dream that next ‘hello’

Is that of whom who won’t forgo

 

‘Cause no one wants to start again

When lovers become your best friend.

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Review: Paris, Texas

By Zoe Worth

Paris, Texas is a work of exquisite beauty and is something written quite permanently in my memory. Wim Wenders’s stylish tale of weather-beaten drifter Travis Henderson, who finds himself a stranger in his own life, is wistful and haunting. Wenders contemplates the fragility of the Americana cult that dominated much of the era while also leaving us to reflect on lost memories.

Set in the profoundly American desert, the film is printed with a breathtaking sense of emptiness. We are introduced to amnesiac Travis who is in solitude for a reason he doesn’t remember or perhaps doesn’t know at all. Travis, dressed in a shabby suit and baseball cap, is America’s everyman. Henry Dean Stanton’s crusading face is both gaunt and visibly plagued by regret. Bathed in sunlight, Travis is painted with innocence. Wenders offers a poignant meditation on Americana. Akin to Kerouac’s On the Road, sometimes stamped with the ‘nothing happens’ critique, the lack of a linear journey is troubling. We are forced to celebrate and find meaning in the caprice and disarray. The directionless feeling is so familiar. We are reminded of the “heartbreaking potential of the present moment”. It is the art of looking for something that leads to catharsis, despite the complicated feelings of nihilism and nostalgia on the road. When Travis’s long-suffering brother Walt finds him, he is left with no choice but to confront the past. Wenders exhibits this encounter when Travis opens up about his long-forgotten dream to live in Paris, Texas.

Müller’s stunning slow-burn cinematography is utterly mesmerising. Jane and Travis’s romantic road trip is shot through the warm, hazy Super 8 film. There is so much tenderness and comfort in these scenes; contrasting the vast desert shots that precede and follow it. Natassja Kinski plays the gold-hearted Hollywood girl Jane: the American Dream. Part of Paris, Texas’s allure is its impressionability. It is irresistible to watch as the delicate nostalgia seeps through the old Super-8 videos and we find our own memories trickling into this intimate footage. Jane is undoubtedly ethereal, and we are awakened to what Travis is mourning. The disconnection of this scene from the rest of the film is strangely moving. Though we are watching the unfolding of their past, it feels like we are no longer watching a film but rather reminiscing about our own lives. Being so separate, we begin to understand the transience of such memories which are destined to break away.

The moody, elegiac score haunts the nearly two and a half hours of Paris, Texas. Cooder manages to evocatively mirror Travis’s odyssey through the empty Texan prairies. In pursuit of not only some resemblance of modernity, promised by Americana but also his lost past. The simple guitar twang ripples beneath the rare dialogue in the film – cutting through the silence. We are swept away by the power of the “scarcely uttered words”. Cooder sculpts a soundscape that is sad yet whimsical. Like the music, the memories aren’t completely gone but simmer gently beneath: always on the verge of surfacing.

Paris, Texas’s standout scene takes place in a sleazy peep show where Jane is first seen again by her long-lost lover Travis, who has been in limbo trying to find her. Featuring two elegantly wrought monologues, the irreconcilability of their past is finally unveiled. This scene begins with Travis’s sincere recollection of their romance, talking to Jane for presumably the last time. Her face is touched by every brutal revelation of her self-destructive past. Kinski’s sublime beauty encapsulates this, as she stares at the mirror looking for Travis, or rather answers. When she realises she cannot see him, her honesty flows even more in her pining monologue: “I walked around for some months talking to you. Now I don’t know what to say. It was easier when I just imagined you”. Her ice-cold voice shatters the one-way mirror, and we feel like she begins to recognise herself. Permanently separated by the mirror, and their past, these lovers see each other with a despairing clarity. This offers a stunning reflection on the timeless struggle of moving forward, one that ceaselessly taints the American Dream.

Melancholy and minimalistic, Paris, Texas’s charm lies in its subtlety. Even its oblique title gives it a somewhat surreal essence. It transcends the Atlantic creating a sense of distance and removal. Forged from the European eye, it leaves us to observe. It is the American Dream from the outside- for all its glamour and flaws. The perspective is truly unjudgmental. Its bittersweet ending where Travis watches Jane and Hunter’s reunion reminds us that though it may be pretty to long for the past, there is much to cherish in the present. In an act of touching selflessness, Travis sacrifices his romantic nostalgia for Jane and Hunter’s future. Paris, Texas, in a Hemingway-esque style, reminds us that the sun always rises even if the past is behind us. Wenders captures the lust for memories that will never satisfy the longing for something more enduring. We are left to hope that this family find this.

A gorgeous postcard of redemption and reverence; Wenders casts an eye on America as only an outsider can. It is as much about the words left unsaid and the things left undone. A brutally honest love letter to Americana- Paris, Texas is a film I will certainly come back to.

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Culture

Celebrating Joni Mitchell at 80

By Lydia Firth.

I grew up with my Dad being an ultimate hardcore Bob Dylan fan, to the extent that he claimed he no longer needed to listen to his music as he knew every song and every line (absurd behaviour). I dismissed Dylan’s music as a shambolic attack on the ears made for balding English teachers to harp on about. Cut to several years ago, my two elder brothers joined the Dylan fanbase and proceeded to have long conversations with him about his extensive back catalogue and to wash up after dinner to the dulcet tones of a man with a voice like a revving motorbike. They were completely captivated by him, and I simply did not get it. 

Around that time, I was beginning to find my way into the world of 60s and 70s music and I stumbled upon Joni Mitchell. I was immediately mesmerised by her and her music. I spent a year listening almost exclusively to Joni, immersing myself in her rich world. To my family’s delight, I no longer resisted the pull of folk music, but I gave in to its seduction. She became my Bob Dylan.

Joni’s equally colossal discography demonstrates her incredibly versatile talent, starting with her 1968 debut album ‘Song to a Seagull’ which reflects her wistful and elaborate storytelling abilities, contrasting with her later more mature and worldly jazz albums. In 1971, she released ‘Blue’ which has to be the ultimate no-skip album – every song is absolutely sublime. To no surprise, it is regarded by music critics as one of the greatest albums of all time. It is intensely personal (‘Little Green’ talks of Joni’s daughter, whom she gave up for adoption in 1965) and yet feels like both an ode to the female experience and a perfectly precise and tragic “break-up album”. The last track on the album, ‘The Last Time I Saw Richard’, opens with this verse:

‘The last time I saw Richard was Detroit in ’68

And he told me all romantics meet the same fate someday

Cynical and drunk and boring someone in some dark cafe

You laugh, he said you think you’re immune, go look at your eyes

They’re full of moon

You like roses and kisses and pretty men to tell you

All those pretty lies, pretty lies

When you gonna realize they’re only pretty lies

Only pretty lies, just pretty lies’.

This embodies her hopeful yet embittered personality that we can track throughout her music, a fusion of romanticism and pessimism that I both adore and identify with. In ‘Woman of Heart and Mind’ from the underrated 1972 album ‘For the Roses’, she untangles romance and disappointment:

‘Drive your bargains

Push your papers

Win your medals

Fuck your strangers

Don’t it leave you on the empty side’.

This cutting summary of her ex-lover’s downfalls feels particularly loaded when combined with an f-bomb and sung by a woman who also sings of eyes ‘full of moon’. She really is a woman who can do it all.

Not only does she sing of love and loss, but her lyrics are also steeped with political sentiment. The well-known ‘Big Yellow Taxi’ (1970), despite sounding upbeat, addresses worryingly current environmental concerns, and ‘Sex Kills’ (1994) talks of ‘little kids packin’ guns to school’. It is undeniable that Joni is politically and emotionally perceptive and perpetually current.

So, my Joni obsession began. I became far less resistant to the harmonica-infused tones of Bob Dylan and I was now able to join in with my family’s folk-based conversations and bond with my Dad, who was, and still is, impressed by the Google Home’s ability to play any song you ask for. 
Ironically, Joni absolutely detested any comparisons to Dylan, as she was often (sexistly) paralleled as the female equivalent to him. But, for me, she was that female equivalent. I was drawn in by her musical, emotional, and poetic brilliance. She stated ‘We are like night and day, [Dylan] and I… Bob is not authentic at all.’. Whether or not to agree with this contentious statement aside; they are night and day, with Mitchell providing a perfect, and equally strong, antidote to the domination of Dylan in both my household, and the music world.

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Culture

The Mythologising of Donna Tartt

By Emma Large.

“‘Who was that charming Southern girl in the Homer class?’”

– Paul McGloin to Prof. Claude Fredericks, “The Secret Oral History of Bennington: The 1980s’ Most Decadent College”, Laura Anolik, 2019.

 

“I called my mother and said, ‘I’ve been caricatured in a book, and my character gets killed.’ And she said, ‘No, no. No one would ever kill you, not even in print, no.’ Then she read the book and said, ‘That’s you all right.’” 

Matt Jacobsen, “The Secret Oral History of Bennington: The 1980s’ Most Decadent College”, Laura Anolik, 2019.

 

In the cool crescent of a Vermont lawn, a girl and a boy sit smoking the ends of their cigarettes. The girl wears a long grey coat and sits upright against the shallow slope, with her legs laid out in front of her. Her feet, with the weight of her enormous, burnished loafers, fall lopsided; she mechanically adjusts them straight. The boy runs his finger down the spine of an umbrella. Their dark hair is cinched by equivalent pairs of large, rotund glasses, and to the unfamiliar eye, they appear almost like siblings. Behind them, in the near-past, the ghostly shapes of dancers, art collectors, composers, vocalists, writers, trail onto the college building’s rickety balustrade – white, matchstick-pillared, vaguely ecclesiastical – the all-American Parthenon for the eccentric academic.

The oval-eyed girl looks briefly at her companion. Her dark hair, at this moment, is longer that it will be again; it curls childishly, sweetly, over her forehead and under her ears. The starry expression of her face is indecipherable, her whimsy countenance is razored to an erudite blade. I like to think that, in this moment, she is plotting a murder.

 A fictional one, of course, but a murder, nonetheless. And in speculation, perhaps, the literary murder of a schoolmate at Bennington College – one of the most profligate (in all the senses of art, success, and drugs) and notoriously wealthy colleges at the time in the United States.

The boy meets her glance: he has his own novels to plot. They will be friends, fleetingly and excessively, until he tires of Bennington’s extremes and drops out in that first winter of ’82.

In Jonathon Lethem’s place, the girl unearths a new crowd. She needles her way into the male friendships of her boyfriend, Paul’s, isolated social circle: the senior Classics clique, a trio of Oxford-aspiring scholars in hefty woollen coats and ties. The girl adopts box blazers and slack, masculine clothes, shears her dark locks to a sleek bob. It is here, hair now severed to her ears, that she may have witnessed Todd O’Neal’s particular admiration for their charming, polyglot Greek professor, Claude Fredericks – here, that she may have overheard Matt Jacobsen’s exaggerated expressions and observed his money “sponging” habits.

Rumours buzz about the tiny girl who has so infiltrated the elusive Classics circle, her dark, quick exterior serving to deepen her impenetrability. Always impeccable, she is known to smoke using a cigarette holder, and to host tea parties in her dorm room. Her air of secrecy riles gossip to its extreme. She is shy, and talks very little, so there is always more to know. When she does speak, the class falls quiet to listen to the blurred twist of her Southern voice, its trip so slightly eased by her startlingly English pronunciation; a sound that hollows out, as decadent and old as a Southern Antiquity.

In the first year of her time there, she exchanges manuscripts via mailbox with an affected, broad-shouldered man, who is provocative even in his youth. She reads the initial drafts of Less than Zero and American Psycho. Years later, when American Psycho is published, Bret Easton Ellis asks her what she thought of it: she extends nothing but a grimaced smile. 

In turn, he reads the beginnings of The Secret History, a novel that, eight years on, will catapult its author and her Bennington friends into the public eye and into literary fame. It will transmute their time at the college into a scene of international investigation – propelled by a collective craving for mystery, and a desire to make biographical sense of a novel that is at once disturbingly strange and utterly recognisable.

 

Trawling through interview after interview of the Bennington cohort sheds light on how Donna Tartt may have mythologised her reality into her novels. It is certainly baffling that Tartt, Ellis, and Lethem were delivered from the very same ’86 ceremony (Lethem there because his girlfriend was graduating, himself a drop-out) and into the world to write extensively about murder. But retracing Tartt’s history reveals, more interestingly, a case-study of self-creation through writing – the formation of an identity and a novel in one generative sweep.

Rarely do writers appear so congruent with their writing in the way that Tartt does; this is, perhaps, why she is a figure of so much public intrigue. Her quality of fantasy and elusiveness feeds into her narratives, in which knowledge is continually fended away from the reader. In The Secret History, Richard Papen’s confusion is ours – we are rendered equally oblivious and uncertain about the strange college terrain that he navigates. The reader of The Little Friend is trapped in what is essentially a children’s comic; a vicious murder is enmeshed in a child’s detective plot. Tartt crafts mystery in frameworks that her reader must constantly call into doubt; I think of Tartt, the quiet campus enigma, causing riotous speculation with her androgynous exterior and her silence.

Ellis calls Tartt “bracketed by etiquette”. In the same way, her structured prose keeps its decorum while narratives of horror press up against it like hot, sweltering breath against a windowpane. It doesn’t crumble under emotion, or violence. We feel the heat of its awfulness, but Tartt doesn’t allow its physical body to be unleashed. Her friendly colloquialisms are offset by the refined, mineralised gems of her description, holding us at once emotionally vulnerable and in rapture of her imagery; I think of Tartt, fitted in a tailored suit, speaking in a soft, indefinite tone at a tea party, her mouth contorted with politeness when addressing the question of Ellis’s American Psycho to his face, a picture of Southern propriety.


I don’t know if Tartt’s novels are extensions of herself, or she an extension of her novels. Perhaps, her persona was first cultivated in Claude’s Greek class, or standing on the Commons Lawn, with Bennington at the wood’s edge like a white canine surfacing from burred, mudded gums. Or maybe, I think, she was drawn from her own storytelling – a person become through her writing, the very first of her literary, aesthetic creations. An image from a Seamus Heaney poem, The Grauballe Man, swirls in my mind:


“… he lies

on a pillow of turf

and seems to weep

 

the black river of himself.”

 

The “black river” of Tartt pours out into her books, and they feed back, symbiotically, into who she is. Perhaps this is why her novels take her decades to write. What is evident is that the preppy, curly-haired Mississippi transfer student who arrived at Bennington in ’82 was not the author of the stories that were to come. Somewhere, between a haircut or writing the first few notes of The Secret History, Tartt became herself, and the boundary between man and myth became indistinct.

Interview Source: “The Secret Oral History of Bennington: The 1980s’ Most Decadent College”, Laura Anolik, 2019.

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Poetry

Brisk Langour

By Rohan Scott

An animated stillness slips off the awning

Drip, splash, the gentle rattle of drizzle

Raindrops splinter light,

So forms the yellowed mist

The old trodden flags collecting,

Puddles glisten, reflecting

The cold is still, unshaken

The enclosure of edifices,

Keeps the breeze at bay 

Clasping an ember between forefinger

A ghostly smoke drifts into the air

As the nighthawk draws their breath

The watcher is numb

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Travel Uncategorized

Mauricelli with a side of Medici

The stratified building is a mammoth of design, several renaissance and architectural museums housed within the old bank: herculean figures move the viewer in scherzando amongst the daring mirrors, traversing historical battle friezes and old Florentine portraits. Amongst the tourists, art guards and generous collections is a canvassed space, dedicated to the visionaria of Italian fashion, Germana Marucelli.  

 

The curator’s pre-ambling score describes the temporary exhibit and Germana’s pieces as ‘woman in constant metamorphosis’; the original furniture and oval dimensions of the salon walls are contained in the exhibit, unfolding an immersive experience that combines ‘in un connublio perfetto tra arte, moda, spazio, volume e colore’, (Uffizi catalogue description 2023: Compositore Spaziale Rosso, Paulo Scheggi). 

 

Getulio Alviani’s Interpretazione speculare, is presented alongside Carla Venosta’s Tavolo, and accompanied by several works by the designer Paulo Scheggi. Counterpointing, each element works together to signal the different design lines that Germana made throughout her career. Scheggi’s 1964 inter-surface canvases act as precursors to Mauricelli’s Optical Line (Spring/ Summer 1965), as well as laying the foundation for his own later works, which can be credited with the forging of the spatial art epoch in Italy. The placement of these objects brings the viewer further into Mauricelli’s design practice, her intellect and technique, whilst leaving the panorama of the museum in the periphery. 

 

The musicality of Mauracelli’s lines resounds in her sketches: Presenze (Presences) reverberates the renaissance technicalities of figure, whilst displaying an antagonism in the golden material itself. In another space, an angular armoured bodice floats above azzure culottes. There are hints of space odyssey, especially in the Alluminio line- the ‘Completa da sera’ suit (Spring/ Summer 1969) – moves beyond a dyad through the immersive reflectors that the gallery have strategically placed, with the lapis silk that ripples to the museum fans. [fig.1 and 2] 

 

Giotto al funghi

The feast of the assumption- a national holiday in Italy, leads us north to Padova and coincidently to Giotto’s Scrovegni Chapel dedicated to the Madonna and nestled in the Roman Arena ruins. By train, Firenze S.M.N station offers some direct trains in the direction of Venezia S. Lucia; in August the journey took just short of two hours, avoiding the crowds that were staying onto Venice. Padova’s different pace seems not only a reflection of the religious holiday but the significance of Giotto’s art trail of 14th century frescoes (a world heritage site since 2021). The opening of the chapel to the public for the evening series Giotto sotto le Stelle from March and November is an atmospheric way to explore the chapel, located in the city’s old centre. Booking a day in advance is advised due to the limited capacity of the site. The Giardini dell’Arena (adjacent to the site) has several drinks and food stalls for before the visit, whilst some other restaurants opened later, gaining a two euro commission for holy day… 

 

Pinsa Pizzeria has a good selection of beer, pizze and pinse on Corso Giuseppe Garibaldi Street. The Papa Francesco or Garibaldi pizze were recommended and deviously good. In the region, you may also find a curious pasta, strangolapreti- nicknamed as priest chokers- the twisted shapes are best with chanterelle and veronese mountain cheese or, with ragu.

 

The lure of Padova’s Giotto cycles- repaired from twentieth century war damages- follow the painter’s early journey through the medieval town before his emergence back in Florence as a renowned gothic star. They remain an interesting way to navigate the city today. However, the one-way systems and number caps may entice you to the outdoor spaces the city has: to its food markets such as outside Ragione Palace and the Gastronomia marcolin or to the Orto Botanico gardens of the university. Near the Basilica of Saint Anthony (Padua’s saint) the gardens lie south from the main station, the Via S. Francesco will take you past the perimeter of the reliquary towards the main entrance of the pilgrimage site, opening onto the piazza del Santo. The Magnolia tree (1786) and infamous hollow Plane Tree (1680) are important points within the garden, the museum that adjoins it illustrates the romanticisation and study of the plants by Goethe as well as showcasing a strangely large clay mushroom collection. The garden’s app, Botanical Garden of Padova, is a great point of reference to learn more about the history of the trees, fauna and fungi and how certain plants came to be in the ambient northern city.