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Poetry

Collecting

By Tillie-Rose Wallis

The orange of my nails meets the tan sand, grains falling, attaching to the damp

I pick the small shell in my fingers then place it in the palm of my hand The sound of it clicking against the others obtained from the same sands I straighten up, the wind brings smells of salt and perfume, its motion pushing

Later, I sit in front of the campfire

The laughter of my friends, the plucking of strings and the soothe tone it

emits

I think of the day, of the sea and its loot

I transport back, to a decade ago To different waves, to same action

I pick the small shell in my fingers then place it in the palm of my hand

The sound of it clicking against the others obtained from the same sands l open my grasp; they cascade into a plastic bed

Here, 1,369 miles from there, I am the same.

Featured Image- Saoirse Pira

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Art Poetry

The Doctor Tells Me

By Tillie-Rose Wallis

‘Doctor Tells Me’ – a poem composed in unison with the creation of the accompanying painting

The doctor tells me ‘everything is normal’
Yet I am still tested, poked and prodded
I am still consumed by pain

The words of comfort believed; based on a knowledge I myself do not possess
The doctor tells me ‘come in with a full bladder’
Gulping down water for my own bodies sake
The doctor tells me ‘change behind the curtain’
That cold, wet gel pressed onto my stomach, spread by the hand of a stranger
With sounds of beeping monitors and surging liquid
The doctor tells me ‘Just a little bit of pressure now’
Whilst greys in contrast dance across the screen
A screenshot is taken
The doctor tells me ‘over 20 growths’

The doctor tells me ‘everything is normal’
Yet I am still tested, poked and prodded
I am still consumed by pain

The doctor tells me ‘remove your shirt’
Unknown hands on my warm flesh, pushing and squeezing
Permanent marker makes shapes on my skin
That cold, wet gel pressed onto my chest, spread by the hands of a stranger
The doctor tells me ‘you’re young, under 25’
But I still feel It there, a beacon of reminder

Featured Image – Tillie-Rose Wallis