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Dear Darling Voyeur

By Emilia Brookfield-Pertusini

When the moon slivers right in silver, and the cloud crowd around, expect to see the silhouette etch its away on the window. The gas hue of the lamp dances around the curtains, flirting with the supersonic glow of the TV. Mugs jingle. A smile creeps out. Rows of books, obscured by trinkets, memories, and the private and confidential. And all of this transmutes from your night-in by the fire side, to the kick inside of the footsteps, that stop momentarily, tying a shoe or checking their phone?, and feed off that light. The eyes that widen and feast whilst hands remain in pockets and lips blister in the chill, take the tableau in delight. You are being watched. Let us feast on your existence.

Inventory taken of your surface existence, let’s turn those eyes up, give them a real wedding breakfast. If those eyes were to take their shoes off by the door, weerily sigh as the keys clatter in the dish, and yawn and stretch towards the kettle, where do you expect them to go? A quick rummage through the notes on the fridge, a glance at the calendar, a poke through the medicine cabinet. But you curated your quarters so well, and wouldn’t you rather they dine on the print you choose to hang just there, or even at the way you placed the fruit in the bowl. How could these eyes be so cutting, so searching for clues in an investigation only Kafka could decipher, rifle through your home, your heart, your legacy of objects. Why, they delight in this seeing the mudnade objectivity of your existence, how perverse! But I gave you things to look at, some entertainment here and there, why must you devour all of me now – slurping the last drops of the tea from the pot like that gruesome teatime tiger expecting to be satiated from the stewed embers. Please, dear eyes, leave. Bolt the door behind you, and please, don’t come back here, just look at the way the window sill changes for you, and be content with that.


5th of February, 2025. My 21st birthday. And what better present, for a girl like me, to receive the news that Joan Didion’s therapy notes could soon belong to me. Isn’t this the news we have all wanted since her death? Finally, a chance to take stock of this brilliant mind, to really understand her. The literary community yelped.

Joan Didion is one of the US’s most defining writers. With needle-like precision she dissected America’s later 20th century. Her unrelenting commitment to journalism has rendered her with a wry, poignant voice, even its novelistic utterances. However, whilst she captured the world around her in her words, preserving the cultural offshoots and fascinations of America for us to gawk and examine like limbs in formaldehyde, Didion never quite captured herself. Her essays and articles harbour an essence, fleeting and distinct; like a stranger’s perfume as they walk past, we know it’s there but what is it, and where did it come from? From the Sharon Tate murders to the LSD shrouded Haight-Ashbury district, we locate a vision of Didion from the cultural landmarks she fashions herself around. This highly curated double-exposure of both author and object has enshrined Didion as the defining figure of a generation and that ‘California belongs to Didion’ without actually revealing the intricacies of being the woman who keenly observed the West Coast zeitgeist .

Did Didion pre-empt the sudden urge we would have to dissect, to own, that voice presented to us, thus her careful consideration of what she wanted us to know. She was a keen follower of Hemmingway, learning to structure sentences to the same acute precion by laboriously studying the very syntax and rhythm of them and synthesising this with her own literary vision. Everything she did was careful, precise, and exactly how she wanted to say it. Therefore, to leave something out in Didion world is not merely forgetfulness, or not being able to work it in, or being embarrassed, but a clear message about what she does and does not want us to see. Noli me tangere, for Didion’s I am. Her two most autobiographical works, My Year of Magical Thinking and Blue Nights, continue to approximate Didion in relation to what is around her. As her world becomes swallowed by the shock of her husband’s sudden death, the continual murmuring anxiety of her daughter’s life and upbringing, the beeping of heart monitors, the gare of x-ray prints, the calendar squares with the sames of different hospitals and departments, we see Didion reconfigure her world on these terms, showing us her life in the truest forms, unsensational and unsympathetic.

The word raw enjoys being thrown around the confessional, personal writing scene. This piece was raw as when I cut into it all that came out were tears, and blood, and guts, and juice. Maybe Didion saw that the rawest piece is the one that submits to be cut into and exposes a fleshy marbling, the blood shocked still in the veins. This craving for the ‘raw’ – the supposed real – voice behind the author has led to the letters and diaries of most of the canon to be available. Reading another’s diary no longer feels like sneaking about into another’s bedroom, searching under the bed, the dresser, the piles of clothes, and cracking the code, but a right we expect to receive; why write and not publish it for us, your peanut crunching crowd. The harrowing entries of the Plath journals show one of the fiercest writers of the 20th century at her most fragile. She speaks of an immeasurable, unrelenting pain, that she attempted to make sense of through her nightly writing campaigns to her ferocious psyche. The readiness we are to access them leaves a sour taste in the mouth, as we realise the perverse voyeurism on display as we are delivered an author’s life on a slab.

I am by no means a literary critic, no less one who believes in the autonomy of the text and the death of the author. Life informs art, afterall. But, when reading Plath’s diaries do I really get a better sense of the pain trapped between her lines? Does knowing that Woolf ate an egg or some beef or a trifle on the same day she began to pen Orlando help us unlock the text? Probably not… The ownership of the diary is a grab to owning the author; we hold their lives in our hands and scrutinise the mundane details they flourish poetically attempting to figure them out. Didion was a mother and wife as well as the writer and icon that emerges in her writings. Her careful curation of self to ensure her other selves only appeared under her watch, her direction, her discretion, was an attempt to assert herself as a public writer with an enchanting capability to fascinate and entertain with her pen, not a public figure whose life fascinates us. The intimacy of Notes to John goes against the constructed self that Didion intended.

Anais Nin, storing her diaries in a bank vault (supposedly). The holy relic of the author’s diary is pestered by prying eyes.

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Raw Over Refined: Why Demos Hit Harder than Studio Albums

By Nathan Gellman

Art is often described as a window into the mind and soul of the artist. Whether on paper, sheet music, or canvas, the true emotion and meaning behind pieces of art are on full display. Music is no different; at its best it captures not just a perfect performance but a moment of emotional truth.

However, in a time when overproduction is sucking the life out of modern music, we the listeners are flocking to live shows to feel a connection with the artist that used to project through sitting rooms on vinyl, cassette and CDs. 

I’m not suggesting that I have found a substitute for seeing your favorite artist live but through my discovery of my favorite artist’s early takes and demos, I have a newfound appreciation for his work and process. Demos provide an unexpected intimacy and emotional experience of hearing a stripped-down, natural take of your favorite songs. Therefore, I challenge you, the reader and listener, to embrace demos and take in the rawness, vulnerability, and authenticity within them.

Demos are a rough, often first take of a song used to capture an initial musical idea, contrasted to a studio single it is dirty, unproduced, and not aiming for commercial perfection, merely expressing the artists’ viscerality. Demos preserve the artists’ creative spark before it is extinguished during production. 

My personal affection towards demos came upon my discovery of George Harrison’s ‘Early Takes Volume 1’ which was released in 2012. It compiles demos, the majority of which were recorded during the ‘All Things Must Pass’ sessions. I fell in love with the album as a result of Harrison’s unfiltered voice, emotional closeness and the offhand remarks that bookend some tracks which made me feel like a fly on the wall during the recording sessions, privy to the secret moments most listeners never hear.

A couple of tracks stand out as prime examples of the unique strengths’ demos have to offer. Awaiting on You All is one of my favorite Harrison songs, with it being one of his most religious and spiritual. The master recording of the song is busy and vibrant with an all-star personnel of Harrison, Eric Clapton and Klaus Voormann to name a few. However, the heavy use of reverb really melts the sound into a buzz with it difficult to hear the individual instruments throughout the song. The early take strips this all back and sounds almost unrecognizable compared to the master. You are no longer listening to a catchy pop-rock song but a man expressing his devotion to God with the help of his guitar.

Among Harrison’s most spiritual songs is My Sweet Lord, his debut single and biggest chart hit. A song in my eyes which is perfect, an exposed cry to God, presenting himself as one of the most famous and accomplished people in the world – simply, a vulnerable devotee. While there is nothing to improve on, in my opinion the demo really highlights the devotion Harrison had through the tenderness of his voice accompanied by his acoustic guitar. 

But why do these distinctions matter, why should you care about these mostly subtle differences? 

I believe demos and early takes allow for more emotional honesty, making the artist, someone who themself is followed and loved more human, through presenting their truth to the listener with no interference from middlemen. Demos feel like a discovery, something you find in your attic that you weren’t supposed to hear. It is an artist’s raw talent that separates them from you and I, and demos through showcasing their natural talent demonstrate this fact.

Demos such as Harrison’s ‘Early Takes Volume 1’ remove the layers of master recordings and remind us that sometimes the first take says it best. In an age of overproduced music, demos stand as a stark reminder that sometimes less is more.  

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Poetry

Hair

By Esme Bell


At first we might think kindly: 

a warm sort of self-knowing 

collective, paintable, obedient

to wind and errant sunbeams. 

But it’s slippery still – unanswerable

really like a head tossed away – 

and in midnight swathes might 

creep pillow-wise and set to 

its own knotted cartography, 

using the stars to see. 


Despite all best efforts, 

nobody has caught it growing. 

Scissors can work well 

as a countermeasure –

although I’ve found 

they won’t hold it for long.

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Culture

Interview: Dan Richter, Kubrick’s Main Man-Ape

By Edward Bayliss

Dan Richter arrived in the UK in the mid-1960s as ‘a 28-year-old, starving, mime teacher’, ready to absorb all that London, ‘the centre of everything new’, had to offer. Upon his arrival, he edited the avant-garde poetry review Residu, and performed in the 1965 International Poetry Incarnation at the Albert Hall amongst Beat Generation poets William S. Burroughs and Allen Ginsberg. On October 24th, 1966 Richter first met Stanley Kubrick, the man who would select him for the role of Moonwatcher, the central ape in 2OO1: A Space Odyssey’s ‘Dawn of Man’ sequence (and ask him to choreograph it). From 1969-1973, Richter would become personal assistant to John Lennon and Yoko Ono, helping shoot the video for ‘Imagine’ at Tittenhurst Park, and later work with the Rolling Stones to produce their concert film, Ladies and Gentlemen, The Rolling Stones. Richter has since worked with production companies in LA, continued to teach mime, and has climbed over 600 North American peaks. 

I met him on Zoom for a 45 minute discussion of his time from 1966-1968, and working with Stanley Kubrick on what many consider to be the most influential film ever made, 2OO1: A Space Odyssey. 

It’s 10:00am LA time and the morning sunlight is coming across Dan’s sitting room, lighting his face kindly. He is 85 years old and undergoing chemotherapy for T-Cell Lymphoma. These facts do not show. His warm temperament and strong constitution translate easily through my laptop screen. I begin by asking him about his experience at the American Mime Theatre, his decision to travel to England, and how he came to be involved in 2OO1. Richter tells me he had ‘studied ballet’ and could ‘dance easily’ – he was a ‘natural, and could just do it’ – so that when he arrived at the American Mime Theatre under the tutelage of Paul Curtis, he was ‘the lead performer’ within a year. After four years, and having seemingly exhausted the potential that the AMT offered, Richter ‘wanted more’ and notes how ‘mime wasn’t as big in the States as it was in Europe’. Working in mime in the US  had become a tireless exercise of going to ‘cocktail parties to flatter rich people so you could get grants […] There’s gotta be more!’, says Dan. Subsequently, he took a leave of absence to study ‘mimetic forms’ around the world, travelling to Berlin, Paris, Amsterdam, India, and Japan, where he made friends with Yoko Ono, who exposed Richter to ‘conceptual art’. ‘I did not want to go back to the States again, I wanted freedom […] to experiment, and live’, Dan adds triumphantly. After ‘falling in love with a woman who claimed to be a Russian princess in India’, he ‘followed her to Athens’ and ‘met all these poets’ which led him eventually to London where he began editing a poetry review, Residu, with his then wife Jill while beginning to teach acting classes. During his poetry reading with ‘Allen [Ginsberg] and all these crazy people’ at the Albert Hall, he met producer and poet Johnny Esam  (who ‘was friends with a friend of Sir Arthur Clarke’). ‘Arthur [who co-wrote the screenplay of 2OO1] and Stanley Kubrick had realised they didn’t have the opening of the movie – they had shot all the live action, and they had tried all kinds of things […] and nothing worked’, Dan recalls. They hadn’t, as Richter explains, explored the possibility of using a mime to choreograph the now famous ‘Dawn of Man’ sequence. Johnny, a mutual friend of Dan and Arthur’s, knew that ‘Stanley was looking for a mime’, and set into motion the next two years of Dan’s life: ‘I know the best mime around, it’s Dan Richter.’

 

Waiting to go on stage at the White Barn Playhouse, 1959/60 (via Dan Richter)

When Dan met Stanley soon after, he says that he ‘asked for a stage, a leotard, and a couple of towels to stuff in my shoulders and he [Stanley] was very impressed’, having witnessed an improvised ape performance from Richter. ‘I was offered the job on the spot. That’s how I got the job.’ Dan’s process of mime acting is very particular: ‘my training was that we developed movement from the acting process first – you start with the motivations and characters and feelings, and you extend those.’ For Richter, the objective of the character informs the activities of the character. This was the basis of Richter’s approach to embodying Moonwatcher. 

The ‘Dawn of Man’ sequence is set in the Pleistocene epoch, about three million years ago; I ask him how he went about realising a time and place so far from him. Dan reminds me that archaeological discovery has come a long way since the 1960s: ‘In those days, very little was known […] I researched as much as I could, but I realised I had to make living creatures.’ Kubrick had located his ape species as the Australopithecine (discovered by Raymond Dart in the 1920s) who existed in South Africa at the time of the ‘Dawn of Man’s’ setting. Richter tells me that he ‘endlessly watched footage of Jane Goodall’s chimps and read about Diane Fossey’s gorillas and did piles of research.’ In his book, Moonwatcher’s Memoir, Dan goes into great detail of his interactions with ethologists, museums, the Royal Geographical Society and other bodies of information that would inform his understanding of the Australopithecine ape. Dan tells me that he ‘had to have a costume that would allow us to be expressive, not just the Michelin man with black hair all over you, all stuffed and puffed up.’ It was only with the assistance of now legendary make-up artist Stuart Freeborn (who would design and fabricate many key characters in the Star Wars franchise, including Yoda and Chewbacca), that they could realise a realistic costume that could function under dynamic movement. 

Dan testing costumes (via Dan Richter)

The ape that Richter plays, Moonwatcher, acts as a kind of proto-representative of the Biblical Cain figure, becoming a symbol of the evolution of human nature through violence. This evolutionary movement across millions of years is delivered through the most famous match cut in film history, from Moonwatcher’s bone to the weapons satellite. I ask Dan if he was conscious of the gravity of this moment within the context of the film. ‘The script was very sparse, very sparse’, Dan reiterates. He adds that ‘Stanley rarely talked about the big stuff, the big ideas – he didn’t want to put ideas into your head that would get you trying to do stuff, he was always concerned with each beat at a time.’ Though this may have been the case, Richter does acknowledge that Kubrick and Clarke were aware of a ‘Killer Ape Theory’ developed by Robert Ardrey in 1961, which postulated the idea that ‘early man started to progress when he started killing, and set us on an evolutionary path that would lead to modern man […] that was a big idea in those days.’ In spite of my original question, Richter declares that ‘my concern is not to tell the story, my job is to have a character who has got an objective, who uses an activity to achieve that objective, and has what we call an adjustment which is how he feels doing that – you don’t want to get sucked into conceptual stuff.’ There must exist a ‘willing suspension of disbelief’ upon the consciousness of the audience, Richter advises, ‘and if you don’t have it, the chair becomes very uncomfortable.’

In his memoir, Dan describes the setting of the MGM studios at Elstree as being akin to Alice in Wonderland, or like a ‘great cathedral’, with elfish and pixyish characters working in and around the sets. I ask him why the studios, at first, had such an impression of mysticism about them. He tells me that ‘the MGM studios were built in the ‘30s, they had this classic, beautiful quality; it felt like you were visiting Orson Welles. There were all these people who were so good at so many things all going around – there were nine or eleven stages […] it was big.’ Dan pauses for a second, ‘it was just like being in a dream.’ With the words DAN RICHTER – DAWN OF MAN emblazoned across his new office door, he remembers thinking, ‘suddenly I had all this power […] everyone would be like, whataya think Dan?’ The incredible technical innovation that the production of 2001 provoked also contributed to the atmosphere of otherworldliness in Elstree Studios at the time. Dan mentions special effects supervisors Doug Trumbull and Con Pederson, saying of them, ‘it was just amazing; one of the things about 2001, was we actually invented new ways of doing things and technologies to do it.’ You don’t have to look far to identify such innovations; from front screen projection to centrifuge sets and zero gravity effects, the production behind 2001 really was pioneering.

Dan and make-up artist Stuart Freeborn with masks (via Dan Richter)

Like the studio setting, it appears that at some moments Kubrick also impressed an aura of enchantment upon Dan. In his memoir, Richter draws attention to ‘the alchemy of Stanley’s art and process’ and describes the director as a ‘merlin’-like figure who ‘conjured’ this ‘wonderful, majestic film.’ Richter writes that Stanley has a ‘quality of otherness’. I have always been sceptical reading articles about Stanley which designate him, for example, as the ‘recluse’, the ‘phobic’, the ‘paranoid’, or the ‘museum piece’, so I ask Dan to expand on this comment. Dan says that Stanley’s office was a ‘teeny room’ and in it were ‘books, papers, drawings, and photographs piled to the ceiling, it was total chaos’. Despite all of this, Dan remembers seeing Stanley for the first time, a ‘frumpy little guy with a Bronx accent’, who was ‘very relaxed and immediately interested – I hear you know Allen Ginsberg’. Even though, as Richter tells me, ‘Kubrick is always the smartest guy in the room’, and often it feels as though ‘you’re playing checkers and he’s playing three-dimensional chess’, he had a casual manner about him with ‘a great sense of humour’ regularly ‘bumming cigarettes because Christiane [his wife] wouldn’t let him smoke.’ Kubrick surrounded himself with a young team who were willing to break their backs to support his vision: ‘If you could go along with it, it was an amazing ride, you know, on your way to eternity.’ However, Dan says grinning,  ‘a lot of the older technicians had some issues with him, saying, we can’t do that guv, and, well, they wouldn’t be round for long – he didn’t suffer fools easily’, but adds urgently that ‘there were a lot of us in our twenties saying sure, let’s do it, let’s try to figure it out.’ For instance, Dan says, ‘Stanley’s assistant Tony Frewin was only sixteen or seventeen years old – Kubrick was surrounded by young people who wouldn’t question him.’ It is far from the truth  to say that the director was exercising tyranny on set; in his memoir, Richter says that ‘Stanley’s behaviour wasn’t about control’, indeed, it is ‘people who don’t know him [who] portray him as a compulsive control freak’. Rather, Dan stresses that Kubrick would surround himself with people who offered ideas; he was ever-listening. Dan closes his assessment of Kubrick with the words, ‘he was a normal guy, but just happened to be a massive genius.’

On the waterhole set at Elstree Studios (via Dan Richter)

After filming wrapped on 2001, Dan had very little to do with Stanley. I recall reading that Malcolm McDowell was a little hurt by this sharp cut-off of communications after the production of A Clockwork Orange was over. Indeed, Dan tells me that ‘you think you’re his best friend when you’re working with him, and then all of a sudden it seems like he doesn’t know you anymore.’ Dan would see Kubrick once more in his life. He looks up above his camera smiling: ‘I had designed and built a three-headed editing table for John and Yoko which I loaned to Stanley while he was shooting A Clockwork Orange in 1971 – I actually spent the day with him’, and in typical Kubrick character, ‘we talked about what kind of paper shredders we were using.’

 

Dan (via Dan Richter / photograph by Mischa Richter)

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Interview: Katy Hessel 

By Lydia Firth 


In March, I was fortunate enough to catch Katy Hessel for a chat. If you’re not familiar with Hessel she is an art historian, Guardian columnist and curator, known for authoring The Story of Art Without Men and running the Instagram account and podcast The Great Women Artists. The Story of Art Without Men does exactly what it says on the tin: Hessel leads us through the history of art from the 1500s to 2020s exclusively from the perspective of women artists. The book takes its name from E H Gombrich’s canonical text, The Story of Art, which included absolutely no women when first published in 1950, and now, in its 16th edition, compensates for its erasure of female artists by including just one. Hessel’s antidote to this exclusionary tale is an invaluable compendium; an essential contribution to the art history canon.

A Sunday Times and New York TimesBestseller’, a Trustee at Charleston Trust, an alumna of Forbes 30 under 30, I’d go as far as to say she defines the art history zeitgeist. Her dedication to educating others about female artists is demonstrated by her willingness to speak to me, the humble undergraduate, albeit over the phone as she dashes about the streets of London to buy a pancake pan to host some friends (it was Shrove Tuesday, after all). 

In The Story of Art Without Men, Hessel’s zeal for art is clear. I ask her how she first got into art. Growing up in London, she benefited from the various free galleries, visiting on Saturday afternoons with her sister. She recalls the Tate Modern opening when she was six: being in awe of Louise Bourgeois’ spider sculpture, Maman, and the expansive turbine hall, ‘how could you not be entranced by that’ as a child she questions. Going on to study art, the extent of the sidelining of women artists only dawned on her aged 21, when visiting an art fair and realising, out of the thousands of artworks before her, not a single one was by a woman. She asked herself whether she could name twenty women artists, ten pre-1950, any pre-1850. Despite her degree in art history, the answer was no. She tells me, ‘it’s not like these women didn’t exist. They existed, and they were incredible… you’re just actually missing out on having really interesting conversations about really interesting artworks.’ She hopes the book acts as an entry point into art history, the kind of book ‘on the first floor of the bookshop, that sort of made art mainstream’. Having received my copy for Christmas, purchased by my parents from Waterstones first floor (it was their book of the year in 2022), she has managed to do exactly that. 

Without The Story of Art Without Men, both myself and many others wouldn’t be familiar with the dazzling concentric paintings of Hilma Af Klint who produced some of the first major abstract works, before the likes of Kandinsky and Mondrian; the psychologically acute portraits of Alice Neel; the 18th century pioneer Angelica Kauffman. I tell her there are now art enthusiasts who may be more clued up on women artists than men. She says there’s a David Caspar Friedrich show at The Met which she might have to give a chance: we jokingly share a moment of misandry. I lament Durham not offering a degree in art history and Hessel suggests ‘there’s much more hunger’ for the discipline than ‘institutions actually have food for’. As a humanities student who has mourned the crumbling arts and humanities building juxtaposed against sparkly new facades of business schools and STEM buildings, these words resonate. 

I urge you to check out Hessel’s work: her podcast guests have included the likes of Tracey Emin and Marina Abramović. Ali Smith claims ‘her retake on the canon has changed it forever’: Katy Hessel is quite literally at the forefront of the art world, and changing the game with her passionate and palatable positive discrimination.

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Creative Writing

Mayflower

By Lenna Suminski

I grew up around forests, things change when time passes and people get older and muddier. To the right of my house that my mother’s mother built on top of her mother’s bones, there used to be a road that led to nowhere. I learned to bike down that dead end, howling like wolves, armed with pink plush handlebars and not-so-flashy training wheels. They built a bridge across that 

valley and unrooted all my grandfather’s bamboos. Now teenagers do motorcycle tricks down my street and they had to build up a higher fence on the bridge because people kept taking their leaps of faith. Courage and solitude comes in many forms. I used to swim in the creek they decomposed in. 

I am not allowed to run barefoot across dandelions anymore. 

But before all this death, there had to be life. This is not a story about growing up, I’ve hardly ever grown. 

I want to tell you about a tree, before the bridge, before the fences. The tree was tall, expansive, wise, and giving. Just across from my window, it sprung white flowers over and over again every spring. My mother could not bake but she’d make tea from the fancy rose Earl Grey we’d get from the city every other Saturday. I made daisy chains and swung from its branches. The day before it was cut down–this older-than-any-bridge tree–I saw my mother and my father kiss for the very last time. 

Tree-climbing was a talent of mine, my first and only nickname was ‘xiao monkey’ (small monkey). I have never fallen. My feet will forever be rough and tough from my refusal to wear shoes. 

My ama, my mother’s mother, taught me everything I knew. She’d seen more death than me. The house across from ours used to be a pond to catch frogs and catfish in. Her tiny frame grew stubbornly, like the pink flower weeds she taught me how to peel and eat, when nothing but tea came from the red dirt of her mountain land. 

My agong, my mother’s father, was more like me than anyone would like to admit. He died when I was too young to understand his empathy. I used to detest holding his rough, tough hands. He planted a tree – well, many other trees too. But he planted a tree for my mother, Mayflower Tree. It was taller than my window. I’d learn to climb its ridges down and over the fence to see my high school boyfriend at a party many bridges away. 

He planted it for her, it’s been seven years since he was suffocated by cancer and the tube but his tree snowed white flowers across my home-built-on-bones for eternity. Only in May, he gave us

remembrance. In second grade we read a poem about mayflowers and I picked the most pristine ones from my yard and brought it to school. I’d never been more proud. 

These are my flowers. It came from my mother’s tree. Inhale their loveliness. 

I did not cry when he died, slowly and disgustingly. But I wallowed in agony the winter following the buddhist lotus-flower that we made and burned for him, when ama and mama cut down the Mayflower tree, and all the other trees. 

They will grow back, Lenna. 

No, it will never be the same. 

When I was nine, my classmates presented in excitement a dying baby black crow that had fallen from our school yard’s tree. They herded around it like vultures, gawking, squawking, overwhelmed by our pure biological voyeurism. Ponytails and buzzed heads and scraped knees crowding the crows body. When they all left I held the baby bird in my lavender-printed white dress. I banged on every door and skipped my classes, nobody really had the time to entertain my silliness of trying to save a dying thing. 

I laid against the tree of its nest and we looked at each other until it died. I whispered some lullaby, I’d never been a good singer so I told it the story of trees. Then I laid with its body, its hair as black as mine, listening to the tea trees and the red dirt that was never rich enough to grow anything but bamboo and weeds. 

It was the closest I’d ever been to death. I’ve hardly grown since. I talked about the mayflowers and crossed my heart like it was a prayer. In the name of memory and belief, the closest I’d ever been to God.

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Culture

Emerald Fennell’s Wuthering Heights (2026), Jacques Rivette’s Hurlevent (1985), and the Importance of Interpretation

By Maisie Jennings

‘Emerald Fennell and Sam Mendes are a scourge on British cinema’; this is the polemic expressed by my friend Jack in a Bethnal Green wine bar. We are a few pints and half a bottle of wine deep, and they are lamenting the state of contemporary British filmmaking. I had seen the stills leaked from the set of Fennell’s upcoming film adaptation of Wuthering Heights, in which 34-year-old Australian actress Margot Robbie plays 18-year-old Catherine Earnshaw alongside Jacob Elordi as the brooding Byronic figure of Heathcliff. Fennell’s casting is divisive – central to Emily Brontë’s novel is the violent, metaphysical romance between Cathy and her adopted brother Heathcliff, who is described in the book with ethnically ambiguous terms, referencing his ‘dark’ skin and ‘gipsy’ origins. Arguably, Heathcliff’s non-white racial identity is essential in fuelling the complicated and fraught dynamic between him and Cathy, pulsating with shame, subjugation, and an ineffably spiritual connection. 

I’ll admit, I’m not too optimistic towards Fennell’s adaptation, particularly her handling of the class dimensions in Brontë’s text. Her last film, Saltburn (2023), offered a stylish, yet ultimately substance-less satire of the British aristocracy. What’s made clear, however, is Fennell’s commitment to provocation – mostly through blunt stabs at the erotic, which never really come to climax. Indeed, the promotional images for Wuthering Heights (2026) feature an illustration of one skeleton going down on another. While I’m not necessarily against an added psychosexual emphasis to the source material, the absence of sex in the novel was not merely a result of repressive Victorian morality, it was paramount in establishing the book’s extraordinary sadism – transcending bodies, surpassing death. The explicitly sexual ‘first looks’ at Fennell’s project might also invite audiences to interpret Cathy and Heathcliff’s relationship as romantic; let’s be clear, this is not a love story. 

Much of the online discourse surrounding the film also concerns anxiety towards its historical accuracy. Daisy Jones, for British Vogue, defended Fennell’s inaccurate costume design – advocating for ‘fun’ and ‘whimsical’ approaches to period films because fiction is, after all, only fiction. Fennell’s casting director, Karmal Cochrane, offered a similarly shallow response to the backlash, saying that there is no need for accuracy because the original source material is ‘just a book’ and not based on real life. Of course, directors do not owe us an exact historical approximation. The intentional inclusion of anachronism in historical films is not always an inherently bad thing, it just has to be good. Interpretation is variable and cinema’s fecund ground produces endlessly diverse adaptations of original source material, prompted by the creative agency and artistic licence of directors. The criticism towards Fennell’s choices are not intended to dispute this fact, rather, the importance of interpretation rests, as ever, in its appreciation of source material, its generative, constructive element to the plot, and its execution. I’m dubious of Fennell’s commitment to these first two criteria, as for the third, we will have to wait and see. 

A week after my conversation with Jack, we met at the Institute of Contemporary Arts, hidden just off the Mall by St James’ Park. They had invited me to a screening of Jacques Rivette’s Hurlevent (1985), a more stylistically classical, obscure film from the French New Wave director. It was the first time I’d seen a film on 35mm print, and while this made me feel enormously intellectual, it also created an elliptical, dreamlike atmosphere in which passions between Catherine and Roch (Rivette’s Heathcliff) oscillate like the tossing and turning of waking from a nightmare. Rivette loosely transposes the first half of Bronte’s novel onto the austere Cévennes countryside in 1930s France. Interior shots of the dark, stone farmhouse, functioning as a prison for its inhabitants, are contrasted with the barren plains of Southern France – recalling the bleak, untamed landscape of the Yorkshire Moors where Brontë sets her brutal novel. Rivette’s mise-en-scene is sparse and minimal, underscoring the isolation of his protagonists and their entrapment within an unforgiving rural microcosm of wider class stratification. His choice to set the film during the interwar period is also strangely effective; we can tell through the costuming that Hurlevent is set in a more recent past, but it feels so remote and gothic that it becomes impossible to comprehend the setting as modern. Grand sweeping shots of the landscape, accompanied by haunting Bulgarian choral music at epiphanic moments in the film’s narrative also serve as another anachronism that provides a new texture of alienation. 

Most importantly, Hurlevent also demonstrates Rivette’s extremely faithful reading of Brontë’s text. Rivette, in an interview for Senses of Cinema, stated that he was struck by the fact that, at the time, nobody had made a film adaptation featuring actors that were actually the age of the characters in the novel. The youthful theatricality of the teenage actors Rivette casts creates the sense that they are play-acting an adulthood far beyond their years – their squabbling, teasing, and exceptional cruelty towards one another only amplifies the tragedy of their fates. Although some English Literature students may find Roch (Lucas Belvaux) too blonde and boyishly handsome, this is rectified by his return to Hurlevent as a newly affluent businessman, consumed by his desire for vengeance. Rivette’s Roch in the latter part of the film is cold, sadistic, and brutally violent – probably the most terrifying interpretation of Heathcliff that I’ve ever seen. Refreshingly, Hélène (Rivette’s Nelly, played by Sandra Montiagu) is age-adjusted too – she is only in her early twenties and forms the film’s most central, grounding figure. 

Hurlevent is an unbearably emotional film; Rivette renders the dynamics of Brontë’s novel with such emotional intensity and affect that, at some points, it becomes difficult to watch. This is exactly how I feel in my reading of Wuthering Heights, a book so muscularly cruel and abusive that reading it feels nearly devastating. To me, this is at the heart of interpretation. An effective execution of a director’s artistic interpretation of source material and the intentions behind inaccuracies and anachronisms must culminate in constructing a powerful emotional response in the viewer that aligns with, or amplifies, the intention of the author or artist.

A director could stage source material in variously diverse and unexpected ways – think of the playful Beverly Hills setting of Clueless (1995), loosely adapted from Jane Austen’s 1815 novel Emma. It can only work effectively, however, if the viewer is transported to the emotional and thematic landscape painted by the original author. Wuthering Heights might be ‘just a book’, but any good adaptation appreciates the themes and dimensions that are essential to the original text, despite major or minor liberties. 

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Reviews

Review: ivies – ‘i don’t wanna care’

By Edward Bayliss

Indie-pop band, ‘ivies’, recently released their latest single, ‘i don’t wanna care’. Their band, formed of current Durham students and recent graduates, consists of vocalist Alice Bird, lead guitarist Alfie French, bassist Kiko Keighery, and featuring on this track are also drummer Ed Jobburn, and rhythm guitarist Ben Harrisson. Alice describes the character and creation of the song with the following words: 

‘As a chronic people pleaser, I spend way too much time and energy worrying about what I think people think about me. I often wish that I could let go of these anxieties and just live my life without the weight of other people’s opinions, so I wrote this song about it. We capture the chaos and frustration of dealing with these feelings through rapid lyrical runs and shouted backing vocals. This is wrapped up in an upbeat chorus that echoes the energy of the song’s predecessors ‘sick for a week’ and ‘drunk honesty’ but a deep dive into the lyrics show a more vulnerable side, depicting the prevalence of self-consciousness in this digital age.’

I am usually slightly suspicious of song titles that feel the need to do away with proper grammar or capital letters as a stylistic choice to provoke a more casual or intimate atmosphere. My Bloody Valentine pioneered the same tactic in their ‘loveless’ album back in 1991, but since then, Travis Scott, Ariana Grande, Billie Eilish, Taylor Swift, and many others have all gone lower-case in recent albums. I understand that it is an aesthetic choice, and if suited to the song’s sentiments, it can sometimes work, but often it appears, ironically, to force-feed us manufactured impressions of cool carelessness. Incongruity between a song’s title and its presentation can also jar against our ears – take Zayn’s laughably titled ‘PILLOWTALK’, for instance. All this – but then again, what’s in a name? I am however glad to report that the ivies’ song title ‘i don’t wanna care’, works – it’s no capital crime. It is consistent with the presentation of the band’s previous song titles, but more importantly, its disregard of capitals is symptomatic of the song’s desire for carelessness itself – a central theme of the song.

‘i don’t wanna care’ trips excitedly on clean guitar seventh chords at its beginning, giving it a sharp yet longing summery feel. A bass guitar and drums widen the sound, recollecting hits from Beach Bunny (think ‘Cloud 9’), with the bass climbing and falling, affording a sense of momentum to the piece. For a song with such tormented lyrics, the music is carried by a remarkable buoyancy. Perhaps, as with the song title and its apparent disregard for rules, the music also tries to break from any impression of rigidity or constriction. The lyrics seem to slip easily from vocalist Alice Bird’s mouth – the words are themselves agile and alive (like in many of Olivia Rodrigo’s songs) – again, in strange but effective opposition to the constrained themes of the song. It is this conflict that gives the song its compelling character. 

ivies’ song builds to a nicely bending guitar solo that tries to reach higher and higher, until we return to the next verse, which drops into discussion of feeling ‘crazy’, wanting to ‘let go’ and ‘unscrew’. Vocals are more liberally applied and layered after this at the song’s denouement, as the narrative grasps for further ‘carelessness’ and certain freedoms so difficult to possess in today’s culture of ‘social pressures’, according to vocalist Alice. By the end of the song, the lyrics and music are at their most intense, their most resistant – trying desperately to wrestle with the weight of ‘other people’s opinions’ and the resultant ‘anxieties’. 

This single is cleverly constructed – its themes in some ways reflect, and in some ways scrape against the surface of music beneath it. This is the narrative of someone disoriented and confused, who doesn’t want to care, but also feels the suffocating pressure of opinion and judgement. 

You can listen to ivies’ new single on Spotify.

Image provided by the band.

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Poetry

Like Falling in Love

By Saoirse Pira

Lately, it’s all felt like falling in love
and walks in the woods feel 
like learning new names— where trees
are for climbing and knees always
grazed. 

My hands are full with the feeling
that’s the living like the loving– 
and then I’m falling in love 
with that being alive. 

And in that house by the sea
it stays always morning, the waves
beat their drum, folding foam against the shore.
Call it love, when they carry clams 

and stones and sticks and dust
to the boy and the dog 
that is always running, always returning, to
whom leaving always means being found. 

Then call it love, when I wake
in this bed on my own,
and I fall fast in love
with that beat of my heart.

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Travel

Isle Royale travelogue 

By Matt Squire

It is with the onset of January and the start of a new year that the mind travels back to Summer. For me it’s all the same, preferring to daydream of blue skies and pink sunsets, surrounded by those near and dear, with little worry or care. It is in these visions of June that I find myself back on the island, traversing forest, river, moose and the occasional broken down outhouse on a quest of self-discovery and (more often than not) emotional self-flagellation. The island, 120 miles along sweeping vistas, between lakes and lakes, one foot in front of the other until the port came into sight. Isle Royale, a setting unmatched by others, full of a rumbling beauty at the behest of time. 

The YMCA of Michigan provided me once more with the perfect escape from the monotony of university life, four months of gainful employment on the shores of Torch Lake, renowned for its lapis shades and velvet sunsets. With the nearest town over an hour away, it was a welcome retreat from life and an opportunity to cause hokum with friends not seen in almost a year. The only real challenge was the kids, who were to descend on us in the ides of June, making the job almost real for a time – as real as a camp counselor can appear on a resume, that is. The curriculum was purely fun however, and with vitae abounding, we set ourselves fast in becoming as close to role models as we could: teaching archery, riflery and bushcraft to groups of teens on quick comedowns from the world. Days off, few as they were, spent zooming from place to place, from dive to dive, Jeep windows down and Dylan blasting, talk of travels thereafter and midnight hikes up dry slopes with lightning above us. 

In the months up to my journey I found myself in a newfound whirl of culture. A whirl I’d had only once before, in my year out of education: a whirl somewhat wasted on the shop floor of a supermarket, a year spent lying to old ladies and swearing under my breath at farmers. I threw myself back into the American greats: Kerouac, Guthrie and Steinbeck, making sure to allow space for Mr Ginsberg and Mrs Stein. The north of England creates a need for such a whirlwind: flat and tepid skies forcing one to create their own landscape and travel far to find greener pastures. Hull in particular, Hell to a young man in need of escape, a four letter word, four letters a prison to creativity and to the senses, depriving me of vista and views. The home of Larkin and P-orridge was certainly no friend to me. 

I had, in fact, prepared for the very same expedition the year before, thrown into the mix as a result of my mother’s connection, only to find myself deathly ill on the floor of a mountain lodge mere days before our departure, thrashing and sweating myself into a pool of water on a wafer-thin mattress, pausing only to knock back benadryl and swig tepid coffee. My ship had sailed by the time I came around, leaving me to spend the next 8 or so months resigning myself to completion – rushing through a somewhat thankless degree to gain access once again to the winter-water wonderland of my daydreams. Once back, it was time to prepare, a month of wilderness and medical training, push ups (alongside a very short lived running career), after which I was chomping at the bit to get on that big blue bus and set the heading straight for that big slab in endless blue Superior. 

The island was a fact now, passed down to me from those in charge, a secret mission almost, known only to me and my co-conspirator, Mr. Dos Anjos, a stocky young man from Ohio, better versed in the outdoors and more eager than myself to lift off. He had come to the journey at the behest of a nervous but well-meaning Welshman, too unsure of his

abilities to undertake the journey and already on a course back to the valleys by the time we set foot on the archipelago. The change in partner made no difference to me however, I was still queasy after a week spent learning about the worst that can become of a man in the forest: bear attack, impalement, or even death by testicular torsion, all gristly ends in their own way. 

We touched down in a rag-tag midwestern town, a place where nothing was permanent, full of lean to’s and out of date motels, inviting only to those uninvited and pushing away those who wished to stay. Every resident was a painting, a mess of hair and colour, zipping about on 70s mopeds and broke-down jeeps, too quick to understand but slow enough to envy, a freedom apart from what we had already. I’d come here to find that kind of free, a free from education and a free from the monotony of the north, a place lacking in the nature I wanted, the nature of the good old countryside I desired, preserved in Pathé films and on pub walls, 

the nature of my grandparents and those before. Of course, to compare the forest of Michigan to the forest of Shropshire would be an insult to the old firs I lived amongst those two weeks, with little old Haughmond Hill and Nescliffe playing second fiddle to Lakes Chickenbone and Ritchie, Ridges Greenstone and Minong, sights dwarfing my memories of the nature I thought I knew. 

My pack, some 60 pounds, was full to the brim with all assortments of water filters, hammocks, first aid kits and tuna steak, weighing me down at the rear of our company, catching the slowest but pushing the fastest, ten or so miles a day in the heat of it all, in dark and light, rain and sun, collapsing into the welcoming arms of a beaten up Steinbeck and a pack of cheap noodles. Our company? Seven fourteen year olds, with Mr DA leading the charge, and me, the nineteen (to turn twenty) year old guarding the rear, watching for hazards, be that moose, wolves or an especially flexible thorn branch held back in front of me (these proved to be the most dangerous of the trifecta). 

We arrived on the Island with the sun above us, a calm journey by all accounts, with a slightly mad swede captain the only real thing to write home about. We were banished to the bottom of the boat, putting to mind images of Roman galleys (sans oars), with the beating of the drum replaced by the music of those great poets of the youth: Yeat and Dababy. Our first steps were small, soon enveloped by the real stomach of the forest, struggling across rocky outcrops that were closer to the mountains I knew from home, with promise that the worst was yet to come. My partner was a veteran of the island, having completed the hike once before as a teen, allowing him to make reassuring remarks such as, ‘I’m sure there are more wolves than when I was here’ and ‘If a moose charges, there’s really not much you can do’. Having such a companion alongside me certainly made for some interesting conversation. 

Hiking depends on two things, weather and vigour, two things it seemed we lacked. The sky was never the same, changing with the clouds brought in by the lake breeze, darkness brought upon us with no warning and the occasional lightning storm scaring the wits out of us. Vigour was also running thin very early on, as is to be expected with a group of teenagers without a screen to grab being forced to hike 12 miles a day. Each day came with new challenges, moose to avoid (10 spotted in total, 3 close escapes), water to filter and kids to placate, jobs perhaps not best suited to a pair with barely half a frontal lobe between them.

The first steps back on civilised ground were among some of the best I have ever taken, no roots or stumps to trick or trip me, no bogs to lose a boot in and no moose to chase me; never have I felt so glad to see a snickers bar. After gorging ourselves on a veritable feast of ice cream sandwiches and root beer, it was back on the boat and back to dry land, where a pot was hoisted over a campfire on sticks. The night dissolved among packs of discarded ramen and marshmallows, with talk of adventures to come and bragging among schoolmates rising up with the sweet aromas into a sky of stars and fireworks, with ladles and dippers rising and falling above us. 

A journey of 12 hours followed back to base, propped against the wall of a bus, Dylan and Cohen in my ears the whole way, drifting from the peaks of Nashville’s skyline to the sordid rooms of the Chelsea Hotel, all while the forest and dirt track of Michigan rushed past my eyes, thankful for a place to rest my tired legs. Our arrival caused a stir, a welcome party as if returning from a years long conflict, huge bear hugs and hands shaken, all followed by the first shave and warm shower of weeks, before collapsing on the wafer-thin mattress of my sickness, dreaming already of the rocks and pines, the moose tracks and the sunsets, ready to do it all again.