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Poetry

The Poison Oak

By Louis Meeks


My leather arms they hold you like poison oaks, 

A broken wheeze of branches 

I’ll hold you there, against that black door on the yellow road,

Just in sight of a listing scythe, Marked tightly to brushes of throaty wind.

My fingers strum the splinters, the shoots and wrinkles of old hands, 

plastered, they shift along fading smiles,

The globe of hot light ring from cheek to eye,

Pouring deep pools of spiders through fingers, springing and winding, sprinting from us to the amber barley.


The fields cut the road, a deep groove into the stone of landscape,

It swings, the bloating wisps convex and sink, its twitchy strums rudding onto the grounds of oily tarmac, spiking around us like a wet fire.

The door stands strong in its rigor mortis, the slivers of brazened varnish pressed impression into my back,

A faint dip nested in my wired hair, where whispers of its name fall beside the wisp, wrapped and zipped in from the ring of winds,

The voice of the door muffled in folds of grasping arms, 

Sidled between me and the scream of light trailing deep red, that whipped crack in the horizon,

Cushioning the door in its final pour of platinum quilt, whisking round the golden fields in the sinew’s glow.


I hold you there, planted into the fray, a prism in the crunch of desire,

I’ll fester there, in navy grey skin, in peels of memory, cast in shadows and stretched in shallow dents of my frame,

Scrunched and welded the screws of my brow, just cresting the pearl of eye, Creeping out to catch the final cast of earthly light, a twinkled tear screeching from the wind to the creek of the door where the monsters dwindle,

The night’s flag rattles against the still of the barley, whence the wind left with the day, the crackled mulch torn with the knife of the horse,

The knight’s horn cackles, presiding deeply into the road as the gold seeps into dark, 

Leaving a glint of Its scolded armour, the spiked wilts of ashened steel pricked and twisted as It casts off Its horse, as still as a tower in the coarse heat of the twilight,

That great horn steams from Its taloned fingers, the tube funnelled deep into the basin of its helm, coursing flumes of thick calls to the nothing and to me.


As long as I hold you there, you’ll be spared, and swings open the door, brushed free of its dormant life to the scape of the dark, 

The last bead of mine eye sealed in the drop of the horizon, slipping down and shifting into the road, like smashed glass carried from stream to ocean, like steam whipped into air,

The fall of the door, Just the splitting pump of the knights call,

The thick tune becomes the wet gel around me, encased in my iron lung, bled off all my colour and gaul,

Yearning for Its vices, hurling in queues of monsters, hurting me with ill will and witched blare,

It’s burned organs twirl drill bits in ears and coil the ooze of brain, wheeling around thin looms, the white of my fear,

And I’m unravelled in indifference, now I’m in metal and disrepair,

And my bead of light extinguished as I see you are not there.

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Poetry

Prayerbird

By Lyra Button

I was dove;
you were air
and I was happy to fall
as you held me between fingers
Spreading my wings, setting me to fly.

You are gone.
And I am the jackal
piecing away at its own feathers.
Til I’m just a pile of bones,
strangely living.

Bright dead things, the stars of the night.
Old dreams preserved in the silver shadows
of the night’s scars.
A sadness is not always an ugly thing.

So I look to stars
find my north and fly.
And I remember you
as a smile
edging towards a tear.
A sadness is not always an ugly thing.

Now I am something beyond
the bones of being alive.
I am night:
tumour dark; still shining.

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Poetry

Soft Ghost

By Olivia Petrini

Spill it, and stare across a wine-dark sea
You, and me, in the rafters of the Old
Church, humming with weary hues and
The purple ring of this prohibited light.

We embrace on pointed toes, creaking
Heavy ones trembling in the honeyed winter night
You skim the spitting flame with icy glances,
Smile and crinkle golden foil.

You sip too quickly at the brim of the
Cut-glass gently crashing between your
Thumb and tactful finger. The dark
Wine weeping from your narrow wrists.

It’s not dawn and you’re outside in a duvet.
Soft bright ghost trailing sodden leaves
And sopping silver over
Gutters. Trampling the path to Cheam.
Blotting sleeves with bleeding mud and
Gleaming rain in thrumming white.

Put out the light!
And then put out the light!

Recall. Recast it all in pitiful bronze
Laid down, and up the swirling, steaming
Stage-light. You frighten me with your
Twitching lips and flick’ring hair.

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Poetry

 Long Weekend 

By Esme Bell

 

Today at home I cut my nails  

to the beat of Rickie Lee Jones 

whilst my dad waged sense on Twitter  

and my mum did a pagan ceremony  

at the kitchen table, making a wreath 

with wood and tissues of paper.  

My sister tried on my clothes upstairs, 

excited to be taller than I was then, 

and peace lolled legless into me 

like two hounds with silky ears –

feeling time brittled away, past, sullied. 

In the valley it had rained but the sun  

Came out, red-ringed, before dinner. 

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Poetry

The Sparrow

By Muna Mir

In the early morning

a sparrow was delivered to my doorstep.

Splayed on the stone tiles, it sits

feathered and still, cold

in the morning light.

I did not wish to look at it.

You know how I am

never wanting to look death in the eye,

only the underbelly

which I thought I could penetrate

before it penetrated me. Still it stuck.

Small god of thresholds,

staring straight,

surely a premonition

for something else,

something worse, I thought,

then grew quickly regretful.

Sorry for my neglect: willful negligence

of soft and easy death

laid bare at my feet, and which I wished

to leave my sight. Assuming providence,

I’d discarded the dead

for some portent of which it was not.

I urged it to withdraw

for fear of what it could do

even after it had done all it would.

It lay cold and quiet on my doorstep.

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Poetry

God is with us most 

By Tatty Anton Smith 

 

 

God is with us most in the space between moments. 

He rests in doorframes as we move between rooms.

In the floor below a candle as it falls from a bedside table.

In the feathers of a bird’s wing as it flies over our heads.

In the heavy clouds that signal rain.

In the silent eye contact of lovers and the air between their skin.

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Poetry

Absence

By Toby Dossett


The forest holds the language of grief

With a fluency I am yet to master

Saplings bow under the weight of the sky

That speaks only in questions

A stag’s steps are forgotten promises

Moving like the edge of a dream

The shadow of a boy I once knew

Is he watching me like I want him to?

The hawk tears too

Crying, waiting

What does it hunt

If not the silence between us? 

Like when I call the stag

But my voice is a stone that sinks

He tilts his head

I’ve stopped longing and he knows

The laughter we left hanging in the branches

Alike the memories we whispered to the fire

Now dust upon dust

Was it you who taught me

How to carry the weight of an empty clearing

Or was it the wind

Always pulling, always leaving

To become is to mourn

Still, the forest holds us

Roots tangled with absence

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Resurrection

By Muna Mir

In January I dreamt you’d been resurrected.

Walking through the woods,

I watched the colours shift

For the first time

When the sun hit your eyes.

The clenching of my stomach, the serpent

Wrapped twice around my chest,

Tempting and stifling. The memory

Of restraint

When the sun rubbed

At your temples. Smooth skin

And your golden hair

Falling over

That temple.

I’d only noticed

The colour of your eyes

The week before.

How often I have regretted

Not noticing sooner, not

Nailing you to a cross

To stare at your eyes forever

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Poetry

Embryonic Scavenger

By Olivia Petrini

in the morning I know myself best

my shoulders light and sliding 

from the iridescent walls 

stretching limbs to trace the 

embossed red contours of the map

and you, across the way. 

 

we could criss-cross, you know.

 

collide, the embryonic scavenger, 

tiny neanderthal with a mallet 

in one hand, 

a stone grasped tightly in the other 

staggers over flints like a rock-hopper

to the tangled white arms 

which glint up from the sea.

 

I untangle myself from your embrace

to clamber over the slick roof tiles 

and perch at the peripheries 

senseless by the lazy messes 

of the afternoon.

 

we advance along the beach 

the sunlight bleaching our eyes 

a civil orange, rolled between

both palms you cast into the 

sky and back again with a 

thud

which might once have been a moon

 

now scatters the bully-rooks 

loose from their briar 

up into black trees

and once again we retire to 

the shadowed nooks of the night.

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Poetry

Sonnet for Winter’s First Frost

By Woody Jeffay


Winter’s maiden frost clouds up my window

Through drawn blinds, dulled sun caresses my face

Outside icy grass crunches soft below

Winter’s presence announced with such cool grace

I’m awoken from autumnal slumber

From the depths of sleepy October hush

To mild morning air and misty splendour

The echoless chirp of a lonesome thrush

I stop and watch as she glides above me

Effortlessly she drifts with the wind’s will

Bound to nothing but air, she seems so free

And I swear, in this moment all is still

          Stark-blind and cold there’s a peace in the air

          The winter sun warms my soul – all is fair