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Leonard Cohen and the Noble Art of Perversion

By Matthew Dodd

I’d love to speak with Leonard.
He’s a sportsman and a shepherd.
He’s a lazy bastard, living in a suit.
– Leonard Cohen, ‘Going Home’

In 1994, the Canadian poet and musician Leonard Cohen escaped to the mountains outside Los Angeles to study Zen Buddhism with the monks at Mount Baldy Zen Center. He lived there five years, becoming himself an ordained Buddhist monk, drinking whisky and writing poetry, before returning to civilisation. “I wasn’t looking for a religion,” claimed Cohen, “I already had a perfectly good one of those.” The abscondment to the mountains was, to Cohen, the only logical way to escape the hard-drinking, depressive malaise into which he’d fallen during the early 90s. Failing to find answers in psychoanalysis, Cohen “bumped into someone who seemed to be at ease with himself and at ease with others” and headed for the hills. Many of the poems Cohen wrote during his time at Mount Baldy would appear in Book of Longing, his first book of poems since the 80s. The five years at Mount Baldy did not grant Cohen inner peace but nevertheless exerted a manifold influence on his post-millennium work. In 2023, eight years after Cohen’s death, his song Anthem was invoked on boygenius’ track Leonard Cohen, in which Lucy Dacus quotes his observation that “there is a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in.” before adding her own, that “I am not an old man having an existential crisis at a Buddhist monastery writing horny poetry, but I agree.

In the years since his death, Leonard Cohen has only continued his elevation to the saintlike status that had begun being afforded him in life. The prototypical poet-singer, the image of his steeled jowls half-covered by the brim of his fedora, grimly crooning his way through one of a lifetime’s worth of sung reflections stands firm in the popular consciousness. He is, alongside friend and contemporary Bob Dylan, one of the true folk heroes of modern culture. He is synonymous with a style of confessional, dreary talk-singing; the standard bearer of a genre which would be picked up by everyone from Nick Cave to Fiona Apple to Cameron Winter. This mystique, however, has always been steeped in his reputation as one of music’s pre-eminent womanisers. Joni Mitchell, his one-time lover, recalled him as a ‘‘boudoir poet’’; his numerous attachments to various artists, musicians, and actresses remain the stuff of musical legend. It was an infamy Cohen himself disavowed: ‘‘my reputation as a ladies’ man was a joke that caused me to laugh bitterly through the ten thousand nights I spent alone’’, he would later reflect. And yet, it is Cohen’s steadfast commitment to cataloguing life’s sordid physicality which sets him apart from the bulk of his peers and embeds his influence into the firmament of popular music.

When Taylor Swift released her twelfth album, The Life of a Showgirl, much criticism was levied against the song Wood and its metaphorical allusions to the penis of Kansas City Chiefs’ tight end Travis Kelce. The song, which compares said appendage to everything from a ‘redwood tree’ to a ‘hard rock’, was described by Guardian critic Alex Petridis as one which ‘‘clambers on a table in a Wetherspoons pub with a skew-whiff bridal veil on its head and an L-plate around its neck and favours everyone in earshot with a loud paean to the size of her fiancé’s penis.’’ As Swift learnt, to write well about the realities of sexual life is no mean feat. In this arena, Leonard Cohen is an unparalleled talent. A poet before a musician,  Cohen revels in marrying off the sacred and the profane with wry aplomb. On Chelsea Hotel #2, a beautiful ode to fleeting love that recounts the author’s short-lived affair with Janis Joplin, Cohen offers music’s prettiest account of oral sex: ‘I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel / you were talking so brave and so sweet / giving me head on the unmade bed / while the limousines wait in the street.’  Cohen finds no shame in confessing his sexual exploits. Heroic couplets and the lilting internal rhyme of ‘bed’ and ‘head’ sublimate the awkward physicality of fellatio into a scene of both aesthetic and emotional gentility. It is as proper to describe one’s lover as ‘so brave and so sweet’ as it is to describe them ‘giving me head’: for Cohen they are two clauses in the same sentence. Cohen does not parse out the beauty from romance, deeming the physical unworthy of poetic attention, but instead accepts the whole. 

The body is the central vessel of human expression, in Cohen’s world. Poetry is not the dominion of ideals, but should derive from the hands, mouths, legs and shoulders of the poet. ‘I locked you in this body / I meant it as a kind of trial / you can use it for a weapon / or to make some woman smile’ , a father – whether the connection is one of patrilineage or divine creation is unclear – tells his son on Lover, Lover, Lover. This liturgical notion of life as a ‘trial’ on how to use one’s body is essential and the album at large, New Skin for the Old Ceremony, finds Cohen at the crossroads of this crisis. Written and recorded at the onset of the Yom Kippur War, Cohen is wracked by the spectre of violence. The first verse of Lover, Lover, Lover sees Cohen implore the Father, ‘change my name / the one I’m using now it’s covered up with fear and filth and cowardice and shame.’ – his nomic allegiance to Kohenism becoming itself a summons to arms. Performing on the battlefield in Sinai, Cohen told audience members “I don’t care if their war is just or not. I know only that war is cruel, that it leaves bones, blood and ugly stains on the holy soil.” The question, then, of using one’s body as ‘a weapon’ is not mere poetic speculation. Physical love is the Other to physical violence and, by extension, the imperative. In no uncertain terms, Leonard Cohen is a lover, not a fighter. 

Deleuze wrote that “to desire is to become delirious in some way.” Few artists have been as delirious as Leonard Cohen. For him, desire is debasement, the utter annihilation of the self. Voyeurism and the painful art of yearning are as much a part of Cohen’s system of desire as sex itself. With I’m Your Man, Cohen brings to the fore the inherently animal nature of passion – ‘I’ll crawl to you baby and I’d fall at your feet / and I’d howl at your beauty like a dog in heat.’  On Paper-Thin Hotel, a jilted lover listens through the wall as the subject of his affection makes love to another – ‘the struggle mouth to mouth and limb to limb / the grunt of unity as he came in.’ This non-adultery is, to the speaker’s surprise, a relief: ‘A heavy burden lifted from my soul / I heard that love was out of my control.’ Without the bodily specificity, such a song fails in its object. It is the realities of physical love, the grunting, struggling messiness, which knock the speaker out of his poetic revery. Life moves on whilst we wax lyrical. Indeed, Cohen’s most enduringly popular love song centres on a woman with whom he never actually had a relationship. Suzanne Verdal, with whom Cohen walked Old Montreal and drank Constant Common tea, was a woman Cohen only “imagined” having sex with. The lack of physical intimacy is no hindrance, it would seem, as the bodily connection extends to a mental-spiritual one: ‘you’ve touched her perfect body with your mind.’ 

boygenius’ ironic half-dismissal of Cohen the horny poet speaks to the gross missteps of our modern musical luminaries. It seeks, with superior morality, to extract the poetry (‘there is a crack in everything / that’s how the light gets in’) whilst distancing itself from the old man who wrote it. The truth is, of course, that we can’t have one without the other. The same Cohen who wrote Bird on a Wire also wrote Don’t Go Home With Your Hard-On. More urgently than that, though, is the latent desire on the part of many artists to painfully over-correct from the hyper-sexualised misogyny of the pre-MeToo cultural sphere by sanitising life to the point of sterility. For many contemporary artists, the reality of bodily existence is a messy inconvenience, best kept at an arm’s length.  Artists like boygenius’ component parts are at their best when they front the truth of human connection in all its seediness – ‘you are sick and you’re married and you might be dying / but you’re holding me like water in your hands’ – but too often resist the grotesqueness that it is to live and love in a human body. Self-described Cohen acolyte Cameron Winter seems to understand this, mentioning feet in no less than six of the songs he’s released in the last eighteen months. Humanity is inescapably bodily, in its beauty, frailty and vulgarity. Any artist with a claim to understanding life must see the beauty in this as Leonard Cohen so effortlessly did. Bring on the perverts.

It’s like our visit to the moon or to that other star
I guess you go for nothing, if you really wanna go that far
– Leonard Cohen, ‘Death of a Ladies Man’

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The Romance of Rail: On Cinema’s Locomotive Love Affair

By Matthew Dodd

Consider the train. There is, perhaps, no greater symbol of the industrial age, of mankind’s advancement from agrarian primitivists to mechanised modernists than the hulking mammoth of steam and steel, rattling through sceptred fields and countryside. It permeates the psyche of modern society; the great communitarian dream that we might, united by rail, draw nations and continents together as one. Even as its atomistic rival, the dreaded motorcar, threatens its position, it remains a potent image of our contemporary world, and the hope of what it might be. No wonder, then, that it has seeped so heavily into the language of visual storytelling. The train is, like the telephone booth or the six-shooter, one of those enduringly anomalous staples of the moving image. How else to tear lovers apart or prompt random meetings across a train carriage? For over a century, since cinema’s very conception, the train has been an indispensable tool of symbolic relevance, a tool too often overlooked as merely perfunctory. In considering and unwinding the manifold resonances of the train on film, we might come to a better understanding of just how spiritually relevant this marvel of invention truly is.

Britain’s cultural consciousness, to its great disadvantage, lacks the figure of the cowboy. Where American national storytelling may always fall back on the image of the brooding sheriff traipsing endless flatlands on horseback, Britain is forced to recede deep into its medieval past to find any similarly entrancing historical archetypes. Perhaps, then, we supplant the train as our own kind of cowboy. A post-industrial mammoth, stoic and unfeeling, rounding the hills and valleys with unitary purpose. 1936’s Night Mail, a documentary – perhaps the first in Britain’s cinematic history – charting the progress of the overnight postal train, accompanied by a specially commissioned W.H. Auden poem and Benjamin Britten score, certainly makes this argument. The train hurtles from London to Scotland, an egalitarian troubadour at the nation’s service: ‘letters for the rich, letters for the poor, the shop at the corner, the girl next door’. Workers tirelessly sort through envelopes, placing each on specially chalked town-specific shelves. Mailbags are yanked from hooks by purpose-built nets at passing stations with a mechanical, stolid brutality. Auden’s poem is set to the metre of the train’s passage, a relentless onslaught of brusque couplets, dispassionately toasting the broad cross-section of British life past which the engine runs – ‘letters from uncles, cousins, and aunts, letters to Scotland from the South of France’. That the film, produced by the Post Office so as to increase public perception of the service and to dissuade the challenge of privatisation, should choose to tie the figure of the postal engine into this poetic system is something of a small wonder. This is no mere advertisement, but an argument for the incontrovertible necessity of the railway to British life. Across Night Mail, the railways become veins through which the blood of the nation runs. The train is positioned as a uniquely British kind of hero: deferential, resolute. The documentary serves as a hymn to this unsung champion of modernity. There is a note of George Eliot about the whole thing, an industrial echo of Middlemarch’s closing paragraphs: that things are not so ill with you and me as they might have been is half owing to the number of locomotives which have run a hidden service from Euston to Aberdeen and rest in unvisited depots. 

The conclusion of Night Mail, the poem and the film, is a revelation about the fundamental importance of the postal network, its manifold powers of connection, and thus the train’s ultimate duty in serving the people of Britain their correspondence, ‘for who can bear to feel himself forgotten?’. Films such as Night Mail, state-funded promotions for a nationalised train network, speak to a dream of post-war British connectivity: a nation at one with itself, bridged by a selfless and noble fleet of knightly engines running, unthanked, across the country. The final such film, a sequel to Night Mail, was produced in 1988, directed by Chariots of Fire’s Hugh Hudson and scored by Vangelis, with additional stanzas added to Auden’s poem. This modern version placed emphasis on the scope of British Rail’s commuter classes, drawing together, once more, the mess of British life intertwined by the railway: ‘the teacher, the doctor, the actor in farce, the typist, the banker, the judge in first class. Reading The Times with the crossword to do, returning at night on the six forty-two’. The film, the last to be made pre-privatisation, ends on the still image of an elderly couple reuniting with their children and grandchildren at the platform’s edge, overlaid with the slogan ‘Britain’s Railway’

The train’s stoical connotations give rise, by turn, to a rich romantic resonance. In 1899, two silent films entitled The Kiss in the Tunnel were produced, the first by George Albert Smith and the second by Bamforth and Company. Neither are especially complex works of cinema, featuring nothing more than establishing shots of a train entering and leaving a tunnel, as well as an interposed scene of a couple stealing a kiss in the darkness of the carriage. Between the two films, the only major difference is that Bamforth’s – known for their salacious seaside postcards – significantly increased the passion of the couple’s kiss. By combining the couple’s scene with those of the train entering and leaving the tunnel, Smith’s film represented the arrival of narrative editing in filmmaking. In its way, this minor locomotive love affair invented the very notion of narrative cinema. For over a century, then, the intrigue of the engine – the jeopardy of the darkened train tunnel, the intimacy of the compartment – has brought forth its romantic quality to the moving image. 

In his seminal new wave classic Les Parapluies de Cherbourg, Jacques Demy mounts his camera to the moving train which tears young lovers Guy and Genevieve apart. Genevieve recedes into the horizon as the train/camera removes Guy inexorably from her. The train, for the lovers, represents the inevitable: a separation as unfeeling and unshakeable as a railway timetable. Thus, the train becomes a method of industrial timekeeping, hours measured out by the comings and goings of engines and carriages. Meetings and affairs are cut short by the necessity of catching a train, a train representative of the outside world – a marriage avoided or a life escaped. Such is the case in Brief Encounter, David Lean and Noel Coward’s masterpiece of post-war British filmmaking. When Laura, the despondent housewife, and Alec, the kind-hearted dentist, meet by chance in a picturehouse, it is the waiting room of Milford Railway Station which becomes their sanctuary: an Edenic place of stillness, free from the rigidity of that real life represented in the arrival of the train. Whilst there, in that liminal space between destinations, they have a kind of freedom, yet a freedom which is ever worn down by the movement of their respective trains towards their station. It is, once more, the train that separates them from one another, and the fear of missing a connection which robs the pair of a real goodbye. The engines represent the reality to these romantic fantasies, tying us invariably to a world which works strictly to timetables and appointments which must be met. As in Night Mail, there is something decidedly British in the character of these trains, apathetic in the annihilation of high-flown romance. The lovers, whose respective worlds are obliterated by their separation, must move on dispassionately, catch the next train, and continue their lives.

The logical counterpoint to the heartbreak of the railway connection is found in Richard Linklater’s sprawling epic of love and transport, the Before trilogy, a cycle that dwells resolutely in the space between trains, and probes the danger of disrupting the regular flow of the timetable. In Before Sunrise, the young ramblers Jesse and Celine – a wandering American 20-something and a French university student – catch eyes across a train carriage bound for Vienna. They exchange reading materials, get to talking, and decide to delay their respective commitments by a day, hop off in Vienna and spend a night together. They amble through the city, falling in a kind of condensed love – the kind of love that perhaps works best with an established time limit – before being borne away by their respective trains. They promise at the platform to meet again in the same spot, in one year’s time. Eight years later, Before Sunset picks up their narrative with the two meeting again for the first time since their lone night together. Erring slightly away from the world of the train, their reunion is marked by a real-time countdown to Jesse’s return flight to America. Surely, were a direct rail route between Paris and Los Angeles established, Linklater would’ve used it here. Nevertheless, the film goes to great lengths to accentuate that kind of rigid timekeeping interposed by a train (plane, in this case) timetable, counting out minutes under the stress of a connection to be caught. The revelatory, subversive decision made at the end of the film, when Jesse elects to lounge in Celine’s apartment at the expense of his flight becomes a transcendentally romantic disruption of the mode of industrial timekeeping. Rather than play his role as modern man, zipping to an airport gate and dashing through security, Jesse does the radical opposite: he wastes time. ‘Baby,’ Celine tells him, ‘you are gonna miss that plane.’ When Jesse, with a coy smile, looks up and says ‘I know’, it is as a man broken free from the oppression of the timetable and, by extension, the outside world. 

Consider, then, when next you race for the TransPennine express or collapse into a seat on the LNER service from Newcastle to Edinburgh, that you are engaged in a sacred communion with an industrial object riven with soaring notes of romance and melancholy. You are the mechanical cowboy, the lovesick housewife; the railways the canvas of your own story. Consider the train. 

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Another, Before They Close?

By Matthew Dodd

It had been some years since I’d seen him. We’d last met in the early hours of the morning at opposite ends of a dining table in the house of a mutual friend neither of us knew particularly well. We didn’t talk about anything very substantial, though we must’ve been there for some few hours. We were just filling time and the air between us. I suppose, on some level, we both had a dim notion that we were unlikely to meet again, that these were the final verbs, nouns and infrequent adjectives that we’d ever share. We had, quite literally, run out of things to say to one another. These last few pleasantries were the aftershock of a friendship, eulogising a camaraderie that had meant something to us both for some years. We had nothing in common but circumstance. And yet, sat there, asking that man what his plans for the coming days were, how he was finding the weather, whether he envisioned a successful season for Arsenal, I wasn’t sure there was all that much to our little back and forth. Had I ever thought to ask what love meant to him? Or whether he had ever known grief? Or if he’d seen The Godfather? What did I really know of this man, or he of me, beyond vague likes, dislikes, phone numbers and shoe sizes? Cynically, I could conceive that this was, in fact, all there was to life, but as I left that house and nodded him farewell, I knew this couldn’t be true. There were too many songs on the radio for me to believe that life meant so little. And yet, still, I couldn’t shake the feeling that the paintings of one another which existed, and would continue to exist, in each of our memories were nothing more than pencil sketches. It was a troubling notion. He beat me to hailing a taxi, so I was able to watch as he, in the animus of an Austin FX4, receded over the horizon and out of my life. I managed to get a cab about ten minutes later and was home in bed by five-thirty.

Once, when we were in our late teens – he 17, me 16 – I remember us trying to smuggle a crate of inexpensive lager his older brother, Stephen, had bought for us into the sixth form graduation dinner. It was the end of the summer term and, though we still had a year left, we fancied joining in on the older year’s celebrations. We’d planned the whole thing between a maths and geography lesson under two pushed-together desks in Mrs. Deacon’s old classroom. We would wait about an hour, so that the teachers would assume all the students had already gone in, and then go round the back entrance to the dining hall, as though we were working the catering. Then, so he said, all we had to do was act casual and hope nobody recognised us. He kept guessing at how certain teachers would react if they caught us, doing wholly unrecognisable impressions of each of them. As he went on, the impressions became more and more outrageous, and we descended further and further into hysterics. By the end, he was doing our English teacher like Bugs Bunny and our headmaster like Popeye. I don’t know if I ever laughed as hard as I did that day, screwed up under that desk making notes on half a dozen pages torn out of a textbook. It didn’t work, of course. Mr. Amersham – who incidentally did sound a little like Popeye in the moment – found us almost immediately as we left the kitchen, threw us out and placed us in detention for the remainder of the year. It didn’t matter to us: we spent those endless hours in detention suppressing laughter at the thought of Mr. Amersham back in his office eating copious amounts of spinach and getting into fights on the seven seas with various miscellaneous sailors.

It was an uncharacteristically warm morning at Moorgate tube station when I saw him next. If memory serves, it was a little after nine o’clock, putting me vaguely in the realm of lateness for a meeting the details of which I struggle to remember. Droves of conservatively clad big-city types piled through a woefully insufficient number of ticket barriers and out into the street. For my sins, I was one of them. The cavalcade splayed in a multifarious passage towards central London’s many large buildings and unreasonably priced coffee shops. I had long since given up on keenly observing my surroundings on these sorts of commutes so had my attention firmly pointed towards nothing more than an article I’d read in the Times that morning about the surprising health benefits of artichoke hearts. As I walked, I’d been faintly aware of a head popping out of a car window and a related arm springing out of it, waving incessantly, but I hadn’t thought much of it until that head started shouting my name. Turning around in an accidentally-quite-delicate half-pirouette, I caught sight of the upper half of a man who looked strangely similar to someone I had known years before, only with thinner hair and darker eyes. He called out again and I, realising that this was someone I’d known years before, walked up to the car. My preeminent thought at the time was bewilderment that he had recognised me after all these years. I liked to think that I had changed at least somewhat but, I suppose, we weren’t all that different: I was an awkward adolescent then and an awkward adult now. He excitedly told me how wonderful it was to see me, how unlikely it was that we’d bump into each other here of all places, how terrible it was that it had been so long, how – ah sorry! – he must get to a meeting himself but that – oh – we must meet, how did Finsbury Circus at six sound? I agreed with him on all points and nodded a cheerful goodbye as his car – a sensible Volkswagen – set off in the direction of Old Street.

A day’s work passed uneventfully and, ten minutes early, I was sat on a bench in Finsbury Circus waiting for my friend. On time, he arrived. This surprised me, frankly, as the man I knew in the hinterland years of our youth was anything but punctual. Quick-witted, stubborn, smart-arse – never punctual. It wasn’t a bad thing, but it certainly was a shock. We shook hands, alleviating the tension the decade’s silence had accrued, before he brought me into a suffocatingly long embrace. After about twenty seconds, he released most of my body but kept a firm grip on my respective arms. Holding me in place, he looked me up and down, measuring his thoughts before sharing his final judgement: ‘you look really well.’ I began to reciprocate the compliment but he cut me off before I’d a chance – ‘come on, there’s this great Chinese place near here I’ve been meaning to try out.’ Dropping my arms he began walking away out of the park. Immediately and without my having to say a word, we had fallen back into old rhythms.  

The ‘great Chinese place’ in question was a Korean restaurant about ten minutes from the park, positioned unassumingly between a newsagents and an upmarket shoe repair shop. The owner, a short man whose face was bifurcated by a pair of steel-rimmed spectacles, led us to a table which, at the request of my dining-partner, was equidistant between the bar and the toilet. We took our seats and, while he went on a tangent about the colleague who’d recommended the restaurant, I had a chance to look, really look, at this man for the first time in years. It was him, certainly. And yet, there was something in his aspect which spoke to time-won wisdom, to a concerted difference in his nature. Wrinkles ran crevices along his forehead; silver hairs peppered his eyebrows at random. His earlobes sagged to nose-level – though I can’t say for sure this was a change or whether I’d simply never made a point of considering his earlobes.  

Eventually, his ramble ran out of steam and he relaxed into a placid smile. ‘It’s so great to see you mate’. I nodded and we sat with the thought. ‘So,’ he drummed the table, ‘what have you been up to?’ It’s an affronting prospect, trying to sum up one’s life and achievements within the confines of a convivial comment, but I tried my best. ‘I’m an English teacher, in the city.’ The explanation wasn’t quite finished, but this was enough to entertain him, somehow, and propel him out of his seat temporarily. ‘Do you remember Mrs Baxter in Year 10? I reckon the title of Macbeth was about all I learnt of it in two years with her.’ This made him chuckle. I remembered Mrs Baxter quite well, as it happened; she’d been a great help in directing me towards some University pre-reading. For an hour or so we proceeded in this way: I relaying some fact of my recent life and he returning with a remembrance from our far-flung history. Having got him started on the subject of sports, I managed to eat my starter of seafood Pajeon without once having to offer my opinion. Apparently, our old football team – whose scores I did not realise were publicly available – had been doing especially well that year. In those days I’d played left-wing defence and he striker. In practice, this usually meant that I stood about idly watching his frequent attempts to overdramatically punt the ball towards the boys’ changing rooms just west of the goal. Predominantly, I was just happy that he distracted any crowd of spectators – usually about seven old men none of us recognised and a handful of younger boys skiving off – from my, at that stage, severely awkward physical appearance; I hated how I looked in those shorts.

At some point, a squat waiter with a ruby tiepin came to deliver our main course. He’d gone for a cut of pork belly, rendering my kimchi somewhat dwarfed by comparison. ‘There’s a ring on your finger,’ he keenly observed, ‘who’s the lucky lady? Or is it just a statement?’ I considered the ring, an unintrusive gold band which had protected a sliver of my finger from tanning for nearly five years. ‘I don’t know if she’d call herself lucky.’ He scoffed. ‘We met on our postgrad, she – Annie – was a few doors down in halls. One night she fell into my room by accident and, in a way, I suppose she never left.’ He looked at me gormlessly as if this wasn’t a complete account. ‘We got married a few years ago.’ – and, in order to mitigate any potential awkwardness – ‘it was a small ceremony, just family’, I lied. A glass of wine by his hand had mysteriously emptied whilst I’d been talking. ‘No kids then?’, he asked. I shook my head: ‘not yet, but soon I hope.’ The squat waiter dropped a bottle of sparkling water at the adjoining table. ‘And you?’ I began, ‘kids, wife, etcetera?’ This wasn’t very tactfully put, I think in retrospect. ‘No, no.’ His eyes were fixed on my lapel. ‘I guess I never really had the time,’ he rubbed his temple roughly, ‘or the opportunity, if I’m honest.’ After our main courses were dispatched, the waiter returned to offer a dessert menu. I declined, citing a weight-loss routine I was at that point somewhat agnostically following, and he followed suit. I adjourned to the bathroom for a moment and returned to find two Old Fashioneds sat at our table. ‘I really shouldn’t’, I chuckled over-apologetically. He didn’t accept this and, invoking the same wanton vim with which I’d once watched him volley a football into the forehead of our chemistry teacher, passed the drink to me: ‘I’m sure Amy wouldn’t mind.’  Forgetful, that was another one.

While we drank – or rather, while I drank – he went into more depth on his earlier comment, explaining in gross detail the vast maze of divergent paths which had led him away from anything like a family. ‘There was a girl, I think, a few years ago. I really thought I loved her and, I guess, I think I thought she loved me too.’ There isn’t much to do but nod at times like these. ‘But I was wrong – typical me! Do you remember how everyone used to groan when I was called on to answer a question in maths? I never got any better at understanding the complicated things.’ I tried to steer us to safer shores by asking him about work and the meeting he’d had to rush off to earlier. ‘Oh,’ he paused, ‘that. Well, it pays the bills and I guess that’s all it needs to do.’ I didn’t question this, but he continued as though I had. ‘It’s not a bad life, you know, really. I drive a nice car, I eat nice meals,’ – he reached over and jostled my shoulder – ‘I see nice old pals!’ I smiled and touched his hand with a warmth I hope read as affectionate. He leant back in his chair and gripped his glass somewhat defensively – ‘not a bad life at all’, he said to the air beside him.

Our conversation had run dry, as had my glass. I ostentatiously sat it back on the table, attempting to project the image of a man about to leave a restaurant. This caught his attention. He simpered into the middle distance, laughed at something neither of us had said and turned back to me: ‘shall we have another, before they close?’ I smiled into my lap and shook my head. ‘Sorry,’ I was reaching for my wallet, ‘I really should be getting back.’ The waiter, who’d been wiping the same corner of the bar for about twenty minutes, looked up at us expectantly. He laughed once more, looked to his left twice, ran his hands through his hair and nodded, as if he didn’t really care either way. We both stood up, almost simultaneously, and produced our respective wallets. ‘No’, he said, thrusting his arm between my hand and the table, ‘let me, please’. There was a measured pause between those last two words, though I can’t say with any certainty that this meant anything. It would seem churlish to suggest I allowed him to pay for my meal, it was of course a great kindness on his part. Nevertheless, it seemed that depriving him of that little victory, that little reminder that I was still the gangly left-wing defender to his star striker, was an unnecessary cruelty. Besides, it had the added benefit of leaving me with enough cash on hand – I’d drawn just enough for my meal out of a cashpoint machine earlier that day – to treat myself to a taxi home.

He waited with me as I flapped my arm hopelessly into the street at a succession of unstopping cars. Eventually, after a hideously long wait, I attracted one’s attention. It veered alongside the pavement and I jogged, lightly, over to meet it, a definite spring present in my step. He laughed at my disproportionate joy in this minor success, ‘you never changed, did you?’ I turned back and smiled: ‘I yam what I yam!’ The weather had held firm throughout our dinner, so it was against the backdrop of a pleasantly clear sky that I saw him nod to me as my taxi joined an unceasing flow of traffic swimming upstream to Dalston. My driver was neither talkative nor the sort to make excessive use of the radio: it was a silent journey home and I was in bed by midnight.

The next I heard of him was a few years later, when news spread that, after a brief but consequential interaction with a Fiat Punto, he had shattered most every bone in his body. In time he made a full recovery. I sent some chocolates and a card to his hospital bed, I think. God, I hope I did.

Featured Image: Kenneth Josephson, Front Street, Rochester, NY 

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The Neverending Britpop Summer

By Matthew Dodd

As I cowered outside Wembley Park tube station, sheepishly shielding four cans of Carling from the view of patrolling police officers, and watched in semi-intoxicated wonder as a parade of bucket hats flowed towards the stadium, it seemed self-evident that I was observing a national cultural reckoning. Oasis were back. The great bastion of 90s Britishness had returned home to their natural place, extracting millions of pounds from millions of adoring fans. All over the nation, the tidal wave of Adidas Spezials and misjudged haircuts heralded the return of a cultural phenomenon. Across their two hour set, they more than clarified their enduring excellence, the anthemic barrage of power chords and vaguely aspirational lyrics turning thousands of fans – myself, of course, included – into a drunken congregation, joined together in the great fraternity of Gallagher-ism. And yet, this tour didn’t seem to reconsecrate Oasis as the biggest band in Britain. Rather, it seemed to be a reaction to the fact that Oasis still are the biggest band in Britain. Their physical reunion is almost perfunctory; they still occupy the same place at the centre of Britain’s musical ecosystem. Their return three decades on doesn’t toss them into a foreign cultural environment, an antique guitar cable awkwardly plugged into a state-of-the-art amplifier, rather it seems like they never really left.

It’s thirty years exactly since their seminal second album (What’s The Story) Morning Glory? established Oasis firmly as the pre-eminent British band of the 90s. In the same year, The Beatles Anthology 1 was released, a sprawling multi-media project reflecting on the band’s body of work and legacy, thirty years on from their heyday. Such a project was and remains so interesting because it reacts to how The Beatles shaped the course of popular music, placing them into a totally foreign musical environment – the 1990s – and arguing for their enduring relevance. This year, The Beatles Anthology 2025 is set to be released, a further argument for their continuing influence in an even further removed world. It’s interesting, then, that when Oasis, like their Liverpudlian icons, made their own return after thirty years, it was not to a totally foreign cultural zeitgeist against which theirs was an anomalous presence, but rather to a British musical sphere more amenable to them than ever. Just a year before the reunion, Liam Gallagher had sold out a tour performing Definitely Maybe in full. This isn’t a time-won reflection on an era’s defining music, it is a direct replay of that era. In the three decades between 65 and 95, British rock and roll went from A Hard Day’s Night to Wonderwall; in the three decades since, it’s gone from Wonderwall to Wonderwall again. Bloke-core, a wave of 90s nostalgia, nichetok edits, aAdidas brand deals and the spectre of Radio X continues to propel Oasis into the cultural mainstream, decades after their time. Of course, it isn’t just Oasis at fault. Blur sold out Wembley in 2023; Pulp made headlines at Glastonbury just a few months ago; Radiohead are set to embark on their own blockbuster reunion tour this autumn. These groups persist in shaping our national music conversation. In the 90s, kids queued up for hours to see these godlike bands. In the 2020s, it is the same bands who occupy this space, the same bands kids are queuing up to see. Oasis and their contemporaries continue to dominate Britain’s musical culture in a way that veers beyond reverence and towards stagnation.

Since the end of britpop – somewhere between the release of Oasis’ Be Here Now and Pulp’s This is Hardcore – few British acts have managed to break the mainstream and capture the cultural zeitgest in the same way. The Libertines seemed primed for a time to inherit Oasis’ spot as the tabloid-courting rock n’ roll ascendants before their abrupt implosion after only two albums. Taking a purely commercial view of things, one British band stands out as undoubtedly the most successful since Oasis. That said, as much as we all might like a late-night singalong of Yellow, we can hardly point to Coldplay as the paragons of modern rock. As Super Hans famously noted, ‘people like Coldplay and voted for the Nazis, you can’t trust people.’ What, then, has happened to the Great British band?

The post-britpop indie movements of the 2000s, what we might broadly call the landfill indie era, was a far less sure thing than its 90s predecessor. Fuelled by the panoptical tabloid furore of NME and its peers, bands were thrown in and out of the spotlight at a breakneck pace. A few names survive – The Fratellis, Kaiser Chiefs, Courteneers – but a whole wave of lesser bands stand, deservedly or undeservedly, forgotten – The Hoosiers, The Paddingtons, Joe Lean & the Jing Jang Jong, etc. etc. Where the britpop era saw a centralisation of culture, a nation crowded around Oasis and Blur, the landfill period was marked the vast proliferation of upstart outfits. The band who emerged unscathed from the skip, surely the only band to get close to filling Oasis’ vacant seat, is Arctic Monkeys. From grassroots beginnings – both in Sheffield and on the nascent world wide web – and headline-grabbing romances to, most crucially, massively successful and zeitgeist-capturing music, the Monkeys fit the bill more than any band this side of the century. Like Oasis, they remain lodged in the firmament of the contemporary indie scene: you’d be hard pressed to find a teenager with Doc Martens and a superiority complex who doesn’t know A Certain Romance by heart. Unlike Oasis, however, Arctic Monkeys had the boldness to allow their music to grow up with them, to not continue singing about nights out and Smirnoff ices into their fourties. It’s that artistic bravery that has held them back from becoming the nostalgia-fuelled ouroboros Oasis risks turning into. Nevertheless, their mainstream success is indisputable, especially in comparison to their contemporaries. Over their career, every one of Oasis’ eight albums reached number one on the UK charts. Six of Arctic Monkeys’ seven – blame Taylor Swift – achieved the same feat. By contrast, The Kooks and The Wombats have two number one albums between them.

Since the Monkeys swapped guitars for keyboards in the mid 2010s, what has become now the ‘indie’ scene has failed to produce an act to the same level of popular success. In the years since, UK indie has been collapsing into itself and into a nostalgia for the scenes that once were. For many British bands post-landfill and post-britpop, the object has been less to push the genre forward and more to recreate the feeling brought about by those earlier bands. Consequently, we end up with acts like Catfish and the Bottlemen, whose songs seem custom-built to be chanted drunkenly in a field on the shoulders of your best mate from school. There is nobody in the crowd of a Catfish or Inhaler or Reytons gig who wouldn’t rather be watching Oasis in 1994 or Arctic Monkeys in 2007. For at least a decade, the British indie scene has been running on the fumes of those bands, hoping that this year’s Latitude festival might be at least something like Spike Island.

Naturally, this isn’t all the fault of the bands. There are those acts which overtly chase the high of a bygone era of UK indie – The Reytons’ refrain that ‘everybody round here’s got a cousin or a mate who’s best friends with Alex Turner’ is certainly guilty – but there are of course a whole host of those from across the British Isles which are making genuinely new and genuinely brilliant music. Wolf Alice, Black Country New Road, Sportsteam, Black Midi (R.I.P), Fontaines D.C., Stereo Tuesday, English Teacher, Wet Leg, Mary in the Junkyard, Wunderhorse – the list goes on. But in today’s post-Spotify society, music isn’t the centralised thing it once was. Gone are the days when a nation would sit around the television set and let Top of the Pops reveal who the next big thing are. Similarly, the media landscape of the 90s and 2000s does not exist anymore: no NME reporters are on the ground looking for the gossip about Grian Chatten or Ellie Rowsell. Now is the age of the algorithm, the indie zine, the subgenre, the niche. Bands like Black Country, New Road play deliberately to a niche crowd, revelling in the kind of experimentation only possible outside the mainstream. Today’s answer to Oasis or Arctic Monkeys, the kind of bands that headline festivals and sell out small arenas, are still playing to an audience a fraction of the size of their predecessors. Perhaps the biggest band coming out of the British Isles currently, Fontaines D.C. played their largest gig to date in Finsbury Park over the summer. 45,000 turned out, this punter included, to see a mesmeric line-up of new-age superstars. Between Fontaines, Kneecap and Amyl and the Sniffers, the gig felt like a festival in its own right: a statement of intent from a new generation of rock n’ rollers. And yet, whilst Fontaines reaches five million monthly listeners on Spotify, Oasis reach thirty-one million. Therein lies the central paradox: the market for British/Irish indie is apparently a shadow of what it once was, but the market that once was is still listening to Oasis. The days are past when a band of loud-mouthed Mancunians could, with nothing more than some power chords and a tambourine, sell out the largest stadiums in the country for weeks on end. And yet, that’s just what happened this summer.  

The quality of music is there, as is the appetite, yet for the most part the UK music industry is submerged under the corporate hegemony of American pop. When homegrown artists like Olivia Dean or Sam Fender do break through, it feels like an exception rather than a rule. National musical character is, now more than ever, defined by our Atlantic neighbours: what was once a back-and-forth trade – The Rolling Stones for The Beach Boys – is now decidedly one-sided. The internet has, for the most part, homogenised much of our popular music culture. As such, the once dominant British music scene – the scene that produced The Beatles, Bowie and Fleetwood Mac – has faded away, its vestigial remains reforming into the indie scene. It’s that scene which now remains paralysed between 1994 and 2007, forever replaying Live Forever and 505. The money is in surefire hits from Disney channel stars, not local bands playing back-end pubs. This summer hasn’t been a Britpop revival, it’s been a rerun of the last time British music felt truly relevant. In other words, it’s been a Britpop summer for thirty years. Until the indie scene can get out of its britpop stupor, until the music industry pays attention to the upstarts and, most decidedly, until audiences listen, our national music scene, once our great pride, risks remaining forever stuck in the past and the great British band, one of our finest national exports, risks becoming history. All is not lost, however. Just last year, Charli XCX’s Brat made pretending to be British cool again (see: The Dare) and the continued success of artists like Raye and Olivia Dean point to a revival in the UK’s pop-soul scene. Whether a phallocentric music establishment would accept the new faces of British music as female is another matter entirely. Nevertheless, we can but wait for the next great British band to arrive and tear Radio X asunder. Oasis spoke to a dispossessed post-Thatcher Britain about living forever, chasing the sun, feeling supersonic; about years falling by like rain and dreams being real. If ever there was a time for a band like Oasis, it’s now.

Featured Image: Jill Furmanovsky

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The Second Dante

By Matthew Dodd

Outside the Caffe Giulia, two old men barked at one another across a table gossamered by empty coffee cups. A russet awning cast a shadow, so long as to shade the pair completely, but short enough that it left Paolo, a sedentary streetcat, half-exposed to the shrinking sun of the early evening. Disjunct jazz floated across from the Via Dante Alighieri. Underscoring every few bars was the airy hum of laughter. Paolo stretched his two paws out, in one movement, and extended his body to its fullest length before compacting himself into a curled ball under the nascent twilight. One of the men reached down and scratched Paolo’s right ear, much to the cat’s evident displeasure.

Inside the caffe, the expatriate flaneur sat cross-legged against the back of his chair, squabbling over his cappuccino with the young gentleman at the counter, Dante – no relation. ‘You can’t be serious’, the expatriate squawked, ‘Donatello’s David over Michaelangelo’s?’ Dante threw his hands up defensively; ‘for me? No contest.’ The expatriate let out a scoff heavy enough to leave his saucer rattling for a matter of seconds until being silenced by his picking up the cup. Similar scenes had played out in the caffe most afternoons since the expatriate – William, a man with one-and-a-half working eyes, recently turned thirty despite his best efforts – had washed ashore in Genoa and taken temporary lodgings in the smallest town he could stumble to. After a one-sided battle with the Italian motorway network, he had slumped into a corner chair in the Caffe Giulia and, excluding irregular trips to the nearby pensione in which he had taken board, stayed largely put. On discovering the elevated tastes of this young barista, William had elected to devote much of his time to conversing with Dante on matters artistic, as though his company were a kind of spiritual patronage. In reality, Dante had been more of a patron to William, as the latter’s bar tab had, in the month since his arrival, been never more than half settled.

‘Have you been to the Uffizi, Dante?’, William asked, with no intention of waiting for an answer. ‘I went with my folks when I was a boy; I must go back; I’ve been on a total Botticelli kick as of late; it’s a real beauty.’ He considered what he had said and drummed the fingers of his right hand against the knuckles of his left. ‘So few galleries are themselves worthy of exhibition.’ He beamed noiselessly, an intermission allowing Dante a response: ‘I haven’t, signor.’ William was aghast. ‘Oh, you must! Perhaps we’ll go together.’ – this idea evidently pleased the expatriate. Dante rubbed a moistened rag against the counter, his eyes fixed away from William. ‘I must work, if I want to study. I can’t go to Florence on a whim.’ A muffled, septuagenarian growl and the sound of a hand slamming against a table reverberated through the half-shut door. Ears drawn to the noise, William noted the accelerated tempo of the music across the street. ‘Is Beatrice singing tonight?’, he asked with a coy half-smile to Dante. The counter grew ever cleaner. Dante shrugged. ‘She sings on a Saturday,’ the pace of his scrubbing quickened, ‘it is Saturday today.’ A quiet hung between them, punctured at intervals by a faint hiss from Paolo and a pronounced chuckle from the two old men. ‘Why don’t you go over there? I’m sure of so little, but I know she’d love to see you.’ No response; the counter practically squeaked. 

William stood and, under the pretence of returning his cup, strode over to the counter. ‘Look,’ he began, ‘I don’t pertain to have any great romantic insight that didn’t come from a magazine or a horoscope’ – he waited for a laugh that did not come – ‘but I think I know something or other about that ineffable intercourse between man and woman which we, colloquially, call love. Enough to know that that girl out there’ – he pointed exaggeratedly towards the street opposite – ‘is feeling something like that for you.’ Placing the cup on the counter, he sat a hand on Dante’s shoulder. ‘And I know that when you hear her sing misty, you think it’s you she’s getting misty over, and it makes you feel good. Makes you feel like someone people ought to be singing about.’ He had his eyes set on the base of Dante’s ears, where his gaze would be met should the young man feel so inclined. ‘So, what I don’t understand is why you don’t shake off this ratty old place and run over there right now!’ He kept his hand on Dante’s shoulder. The night had set in fully, denoted by the groans of the men outside as they attempted standing up to leave. Ever the pugilist, Paolo insisted on scratching at both of their oversized gabardine trouser legs before they could leave.  

Dante shrugged the hand off of him. ‘I have to work.’ He picked up the abandoned cup and began methodically working out the heavy staining around its rim. ‘I don’t work, I don’t earn. I don’t earn, I’ll never study.’ The stains were agitating him. He bore away at them like a bull at a toreador. With sudden vigour, his head snapped around towards William, who had set off back to his seat. ‘And what about you? Swanning around as though you have no cares?’ William interjected, though he knew Dante wasn’t done: ‘Swanning! I don’t swan! Gamble, perhaps.’ Dante ignored the jibe and continued. ‘When will you leave here?’ Seeing on William’s face he’d entered territory resolutely marked ‘no trespassing’, he pressed further. ‘When will you go back to your wife?’ The jazz outside had slowed to a waltz. In the street, the two old men were walking together in time. William receded into his seat. ‘She’s not my wife.’ His right leg bounced at a violent pace against the table. ‘She won’t be my wife until I go back. Hence, I am here; she is there.’ This last geographical distinction was marked by an accentuated movement of the hands: here on one side of the table, there on the other. ‘Why should I leave? Go back and take over the role of upstanding husband? Have a cup of coffee, work hard and come back home to baying housewife? Where’s the time to gamble there, where’s the time to swan? Here, you’ve got freedom.’ This point was important to him, it was clear. ‘Freedom, Dante.’ Behind the counter, he shook his head and brought out a scourer. ‘I think there are different kinds of freedom, signor.’ 

A faint smile leaked into William’s face. ‘I think you are a wise man Dante, and I think one day the world will know it.’ Standing up, he made his way to the stand in the corner. He collected a military style trench coat from the stand and flung it over his person theatrically. Paolo had come up to the door now, evidently endeared by the sound of argument. William knelt down to stroke his chin. Paolo purred and scurried back into the night. The music had picked back up. William got up, stepped towards the door, paused, spun on his heel and sighed. ‘I’ll see you there, Dante.’ Once more, the young man did not return his gaze. ‘I must work, signor.’ William shrugged and set out towards the Via Dante Alighieri, leaving the second Dante alone in the caffe. 

Dante closed up the caffe after a few hours, by which time the music had stopped, and, thirty years later, died three doors down from a bacterial infection of the stomach – having never seen either David.

Featured Image: Matthew Dodd

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Grief and Meaninglessness in Asteroid City

By Matthew Dodd

Wes Anderson’s 2023 feature Asteroid City begins with a stark clarification: ‘Asteroid City does not exist’. A television presenter, played by Bryan Cranston, explains to us that, within the context of the film, ‘Asteroid City’ is a fictional play, the production of which has been dramatised for the purpose of a television programme on contemporary American theatre. Its characters are fictional, as are its actors, its writer and its director. As the audience, we fill in the implicit additional reminder: we are watching a film, this is not real. Wes Anderson has always toyed with the conscious artificiality of his films – The Royal Tenenbaums presenting itself as a novel, Rushmore as a play – but Asteroid City sees the director take this notion to its logical extreme. It is a film which plays on at least three narrative levels at any given time, revelling in the complexity of its construction. It’s easy to get lost along the way: we follow Augie Steenbeck, a recently widowed photographer who suddenly meets an alien at a junior stargazing event, as well as Jones Hall, the actor playing the part of Augie Steenbeck. At one point, Bryan Cranston’s television host erroneously appears within the play and questions ‘am I not in this?’ On a first watch, Asteroid City may appear a disorienting and ultimately pointless venture, wherein emotional truth is submerged in a mess of muddled narratives and overly quirky stylisation. Yet, it is precisely because of its deliberate artificiality that the film works so well and, in truth, bears such a sincere emotional heart.  

Throughout the film, characters hold the reality of their feelings at a strange, syntactical remove. Tilda Swinton’s Professor Hickenlooper remarks that ‘I never had children. Sometimes I wonder if I wish I should’ve.’ This kind of overwrought dialogue is typical for Asteroid City. In classically Anderson-ian style, lines of this sort are delivered in a macabre monotone, as though these Oscar-winning actors were amateurs in a small-town production. It is this register of unreality which imbues Asteroid City with its special strength. What could be read as overt quirkiness – something Anderson is regularly accused of – is in fact representative of something deeper, an emotional detachment which dogs the film as a whole. Characters hold their emotions at arm’s length, plays exist within films, nothing is quite what it seems and nobody quite says what they mean. 

Things happen in Asteroid City for no apparent reason. First, it’s a car exploding, then it’s an alien coming to steal an asteroid, and then that same alien coming back to return said asteroid. When faced with the unexplainable, humans are troubled. We like to rationalise and we like to understand. The other major event to take place in Asteroid City without a reason, prior to the events of the film itself, is the death of Augie Steenbeck’s wife, the mother of his four children. The alien’s pointless invasion becomes a symbol of her death, a moment in time with no motivation or purpose but which fundamentally alters life as we know it. Photographing it, Augie hopes to have some kind of closure, some elucidation of this bafflingly pointless event, but he doesn’t find it. 

Grief can be a destabilising force, rendering the world a soundstage and the rest of humanity actors. And so, when Augie Steenbeck, in the midst of the heady commotion on screen, turns to the camera and says ‘I still don’t understand the play’ before, quite literally, walking off the set, the layers of over-drawn hyperreality are levelled, and this moment of meta-theatricality becomes, instead, an intensely human moment of derealisation. In the face of grief, he becomes an actor in the play that is his life and, noticing this, decides to leave the stage. The audience’s confusion over what is actually happening – where in the film/play/television programme are we? – is mirrored by Augie’s confusion over what the play is actually about which, in turn, mirrors that deeper, nagging confusion that we all feel throughout our lives: why do things happen the way they do? The exchange between Augie/Jones and his director is, understandably, read as the central illuminating moment of the film. After 90 minutes of confused, deliberately ambiguous drama, our protagonist sits down with the director of his own story and asks the question that we, as audience, feel equally drawn to, what is actually going on? Except, this isn’t quite the question Augie ends up asking. Though he dwells on his confusion – ‘I still don’t understand the play’ – his real question is a much more direct one: ‘am I doing him right?’ 

By now the walls of meta-theatricality have collapsed into a central emotional truth. Jason Schwartzman’s role is, at this point, not quite Augie Steenbeck the character, or Jones Hall the actor, but rather a strange amalgam of the two. He asks his question, ostensibly, as an actor, but on a truer emotional level as a widower, a lost and frustrated man left to care for his children, alone. It is the genius of Asteroid City that these disparate roles are pressed together as one, setting the performance of an actor trying to convincingly play a role alongside the performance of a single father trying to behave as though everything is alright. We search for meaning in life how we search for meaning in a play; we want the alien to mean something just how we want death to mean something. As he walks through the backstage, Augie runs into the actor playing the alien – a magnificent cameo from Jeff Goldblum – explaining how he plays the alien as a metaphor. ‘Metaphor for what?’ Augie asks; ‘I don’t know yet’, the actor responds. Asteroid City very deliberately plays with its own apparent meaninglessness, a parody of a Wes Anderson film, dollhouses within dollhouses. Yet, it is precisely because Wes Anderson constructs Asteroid City so artificially that it is able to be so sincere. Raw human emotion is buried under an endless veneer of obfuscation and detachment. Asteroid City is confusing because the world is confusing. We are all actors in plays with no obvious themes. The question, therefore, isn’t what the play is about, but rather how good our performances are. The simple, revelatory answer that Asteroid City provides, through the animus of Adrien Brody’s role as director, is that it doesn’t matter, as long as you ‘keep telling the story’. 

The emotional linchpin of Asteroid City lies just beyond this moment, however, in the immediately succeeding scene. The actor Jones Hall, having gone for the fresh air his director assures him he won’t find, runs into the actor cast in the absent role of his deceased wife. ‘It’s you’, he says, ‘the wife who played my actress.’ By this point there is no illusion of specificity in the players at hand – both characters are at once the actors and their roles. Whether this is an actress playing a wife or a wife playing an actress is of little relevance, the lines read the same. The two exchange a few words before the actress/wife, played by Margot Robbie, delivers her lines, cut from the play. Robbie, simultaneously the actress and the wife, announces the central emotional torment at the heart of the film in a strange, surreal soliloquy about alien planets and the secrets of the universe: ‘maybe I think you’ll need to replace me’. We know Asteroid City isn’t real, we know the characters are illusory, we know these are just lines being read by actors, and yet none of this makes any difference. This moment is as emotionally direct as they come, a wife giving her husband permission to move on. ‘I can’t’, Jones/Steenbeck responds, to which the actress/wife replies, ‘maybe I think you’ll need to try.’ The camera, having held both characters in a balanced side-on shot now cuts brusquely to Robbie’s face. ‘I’m not coming back Augie.’ This focal exchange is held at a distance, both by the myriad of meta-narratives and the dialogue’s own modality of detachment: the truth – ‘you’ll need to try’ – is qualified by these separations – ‘maybe I think’. There is a desensitisation, an alienation from reality which pervades all the characters and their interior lives. The painful, shameful, impossible decision to journey through one’s grief, to allow oneself to move on, is hidden beneath this labyrinth of confusion. The exchange is, textually, just a recitation of some lines by two actors, and yet it transcends the layers of meaning becoming, out of something wholly artificial, something wholly earnest. Augie Steenbeck, like so many of us, buries his grief deep within and so it only follows that the truth of his feeling should be buried so similarly in this narrative sprawl. Asteroid City is unreal because grief, pain and life are unreal. The effect of the meeting on Jones Hall, the actor, is unclear, but that doesn’t really matter, its relevance is clear, the heart of Asteroid City unlocked.

Asteroid City – the city itself – takes on allegorical relevance as a kind of purgatory for its residents. Every character, excepting perhaps Steve Carrell’s motel owner, is there visiting, and yet none are able to leave. It is a neutral zone in which to deal with traumas unseen. Midge Campbell bears pretend bruises which become an avatar for the implied abuses suffered at the hands of her second-ex-husband. As she runs lines with Augie, she works through the pains of a failed marriage held at the remove of dramatic artifice. As it does throughout the film, art becomes a useful intermediary between ourselves and our emotions. Both her and Augie are afraid to move on from the events which have scarred them: as long as they are stuck in Asteroid City, they are stuck with them. To move past their unexplainable traumas, they can’t just sit with and try to analyse them, they must acknowledge them and let them go. You can’t expect to overcome your pain if you don’t first accept it. Or, more simply, as Willem Defoe’s drama teacher endlessly chants, you can’t wake up if you don’t fall asleep. Visually, Anderson employs a register of oversaturated detachment, evoking the paintings of Edward Hopper, the preeminent visual documenter of mid-century American alienation, trapping characters in frames-within-frames, focally positioning the endless flatlands that surround each of these characters. In the end, the characters leave Asteroid City overnight, with little ceremony. Our final image is of that unending desert into which our heroes recede, as an upbeat skiffle cover of Elizabeth Cotten’s Freight Train plays us out. There’s no true conclusion to Asteroid City in the same way there’s no real conclusion to the desert as it drifts on endlessly, in the same way there’s no true conclusion to grief and no true answer to life.

The characters in Asteroid City are lost, bursting out of the seams of their text to find some answers to the grand mysteries of life. We might imagine ourselves as characters in plays: wouldn’t we want to walk offstage and ask our directors what the central theme of our existence is? Asteroid City understands and sympathises with such a desire but knows all too well that these sorts of questions don’t matter. We’re all playing characters just how they were written, and there’s no point trying to fight that. There is no scholarly consensus on the thematic relevance of death and loneliness. For much of his career Wes Anderson has placed real characters inside doll-house existences, drawing out the rich humanity that can only be truly realised in these hyperreal scenarios. In Asteroid City, he takes the characters out, plays with the fakeness of their existences, before returning them to the dollhouse, accepting after all that life is an incomprehensible play, devoid of morals and structure, but that this is no reason to give up on it. 

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Father John Misty at the Royal Albert Hall

By Matthew Dodd

Josh Tillman – the artist currently known as Father John Misty – takes to the stage of the century-and-a-half old Royal Albert Hall with typical sangfroid. It’s four songs before Tillman deigns to speak to his crowd, sardonically quipping that ‘this is the most dignified place I’ve ever been in, and I went to the Sphere in Vegas.’ The singer-cum-hipster-messiah is, allegedly, playing in support of two projects: his latest album, 2024’s Mahashmashana, as well as a tenth-anniversary re-release of his breakthrough album I Love You, Honeybear. Both albums are well-represented on the setlist, but it’s hard not to see this performance as a wider celebration of an artist at the peak of his career. That said, this is nothing like a greatest hits showcase. Neither of his collaborations with Lana Del Rey (Buddy’s Rendezvous and Let the Light In) are played, nor his TikTok-ified megahit Real Love Baby. Instead, Tillman shines a light on and, with the help of an exceptional backing band, rejuvenates underappreciated numbers from his extensive discography, such as 2018’s Dissapointing Diamonds Are the Rarest of All and encore track So I’m Growing Old on Magic Mountain, the latter of which he describes as ‘another interminable meditation on ageing.’ Tillman has been pondering ageing, particularly in a time of global crisis, for much of his career, but there is a time-earned maturity about his performance now, the self-effacing humility of a performer who knows all too well how he’s perceived and has no desire to change.

Father John Misty, heretofore referred to by his birth name, has always had the aspect of a man out of time, whether as an old-fashioned singer-songwriter in a world of corporate pop music or a hipster millennial in an age of Gen Z post-irony, and this apex performance only solidifies his role as the brooding sage of contemporary indie. Publicly described by his peer Ryan Adams as ‘the most self-important asshole on Earth’, Tillman built a reputation as the most ‘online’ of his musical contemporaries, never one to shy away from a twitter controversy or a grandiose and divisive statement on any of his many opinions. For the best part of a decade, since 2016’s Pure Comedy, Tillman had taken a step back from social media and the press, chronicling the digital age from a concerted remove over his next two albums. Nevertheless, having returned to the internet last year, Mahashmashana finds Tillman as bogged down the esoterica of the ultra-online as ever: the Father John Misty merch table includes a T-Shirt of Tillman posed with the anime character Misato Katsuragi and the words ‘I WISH I WAS HIM’. It’s this peculiar concoction of cultural attitudes that makes Tillman such a compelling artist. He is a self-consciously conceited scribe of the digital age, hidden behind the deliberate artificiality of the Father John Misty character, and yet he is also one of the most open-hearted artists of his generation. Contradictions are central to his work, as is the faith required to accept them.

Raised in a staunchly Evangelical household, Tillman’s music interrogates the vacant space of religious meaning in a secular world. Across his work he tries at turns to plug this hole with technology and cultural overstimulation – ‘bedding Taylor Swift every night inside the Oculus Rift’ – before concluding that, ultimately, it is only love which can bring us peace – ‘I hate to say it, but each other’s all we’ve got’. His unique brand of post-modern fatalism and its paradoxical conjunction with a belief in the all-conquering power of love make him one of the few contemporary artists to feel truly contemporary, whose work aptly speaks to the antithetical, manifold anxieties of modern living. How can we continue to live and love in a world on fire? Tillman offers no relief, only a conciliatory suggestion that, in the grand machinations of a doomed world, our only choice as individuals is to keep on loving through it all. Yes, the world may be ending, but what’s that got to do with us? It’s a sentiment he sums up neatly in his closing number: ‘everything is doomed and nothing will be spared, but I love you, honeybear.’

Tilman is no stranger to self-mythologising. Indeed, at least three of the songs played (The Night Josh Tillman Came To Our Apt., Mr Tillman and Josh Tillman and the Accidental Dose) include his own name in their title. And yet, he revels in the periphery of mainstream acclaim. On opening song I Guess Time Just Makes Fools of Us All, he proudly quotes a description of himself as ‘easily the least famous to turn down the cover of Rolling Stone.’ There is an excitement in his self-proclaimed status as a pariah of the indie scene. Once the bad boy – the ‘precocious 33-year-old’ he cites as the author of his earlier songs – he is now the veteran provocateur, never content to coast off his back catalogue. Even last year’s Greatish Hits compilation was an excuse to foreshadow his next album. Brushes with mainstream success – his collaborations with Lana Del Rey and Real Love Baby’s adoption by the TikTok algorithm – seem only to have spurned him towards the new, the strange and the unconventional. Consequently, far from a sleepwalking retrospective on over a decade’s work, his Albert Hall set feels like the vibrant exhibition of an artist with everything still left to prove. If the Josh Tillman referenced in the aforementioned songs is the earnest romantic, Father John Misty is the prototypical showman. From the perfectly frazzled hair to the frankly sexual manipulation of a microphone stand, he owns his performance wholly and completely.

The religious element persists throughout Tillman’s music, from the satirical – tongue-in-cheek visions of a Mary Magdalene who, anticipating the crucifixion, ‘said no one’s fucking with my baby, Lord, and got armed to the teeth’ – to the sincere – a pleading cry to ‘roll the stone away, I wanna go where everyone’s perfect beneath their robes.’ Yet, it is difficult to miss the peculiarly mass-like quality of Tillman’s performance style. He renders the Royal Albert Hall a chapel, and he a prophet for the end times. His sermon is straightforward: a self-effacing condemnation of the irony-soaked cynicism wrought by modern living, and a plea for earnestness, for love, for art. The more meditative tone of Tillman’s latest album represents the artist at his most direct. On Mahashmashana’s lead single Screamland, a wall of ambient sound is splintered by the anthemic and brazenly simple chorus which, belted by an electronically enhanced Tillman, reverberates through every corner of the Hall: ‘stay young, get numb, keep dreaming.’ Father John Misty has never been more entertaining, more exciting, more essential.

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In Search of a Second-Class Train Ticket from Buffalo, NY

By Matthew Dodd

I’d read in a paper not too long ago – The San Francisco Chronicle I believe – about a boy who’d won the lottery with a ticket paid for by his week’s pocket money and had bought his parents’ house, evicting them both. It said that the boy had let them stay on in a basement annex on the condition that they let him have figure skating lessons on a Wednesday afternoon. The newspaperman covering the story – John or James or maybe Simon – had asked the boy why he didn’t just use the money to pay for the lessons himself. The boy offered no comment. There aren’t many things on which one can justify having no comment, I think, but maybe figure skating lessons are one of them. I’m not sure why this particular story had come to me at this particular moment – in the second class carriage of an Amtrak service running, late, from Buffalo to Poughkeepsie – but I hadn’t got a novel or a newspaper or a cereal box to read so I supposed remembering this half-chewed scrap of a story was all the entertainment I would find.

My head had already begun lolling slowly towards the window before I realised my mind was straying in the direction of unconsciousness. The jostling death-throes of the glass woke me up with its infernal rattling before I’d had the chance to fully make contact, sending my upper body in an urgent overcorrection back the way it came and, further, into the shoulder of a moustachioed man of about fifty sat to my immediate right. He looked up – his nose had been down as he’d remembered to bring a newspaper – and scoffed before shaking me off and returning to his reading. I apologised and came back to a postural middle ground between these two extremes. Outside, a tapestry was being constantly redrawn of leaf-less trees and car-ful motorways (highways, I mean): rivers whose waters vanished into forests and tossed twigs and logs out of their bodies like toys out of a baby’s pram. We came, every few minutes, to this or that small town which had once been a bustling centre of this or that industry before this or that tall man in an ill-fitting suit had bought and sold the land for some or other reason. Huge concrete mammoths of buildings – adorned with great tusks of moss and mould – stood erect and empty, languishing in vacuity. Out of a few leaked the vague sounds of angle grinders or young mothers crying.  These disparate visions slipped away at the pace with which they’d arrived. 

Narrow seats of an awkward maroon sighed against windows half blinded by frost and veneered with an array of assorted secondhand chewing gums, altogether topped by a baggage rack which, at every turn and fluctuation in speed, appeared ready to relieve itself of its duties. Up and down the aisle marched a seemingly endless parade of children, parents, students, pensioners and most every other denomination of personhood – as though the gangway were bifurcating humanity itself. I watched their passage in a daze. Idly, I wondered how my mess of limbs might be categorised by a spectator of this cavalcade. This line of inquiry went nowhere. According to the pamphlet that, crumpled and defaced, still just about survived in a pocket in front of my seat, this carriage in particular held seventy-six seats. Of these, I estimated that about sixty-two were occupied – though I wasn’t quite sure whether to classify a seat on which a handbag or small child had been placed as ‘occupied’. This meant that, on a carriage whose seats were unassigned, the gentleman who had sat next to me had decided to do so not out of necessity but out of choice. There were, at the very least, fourteen other options of seat and, by extension, fourteen other seat-fellows he could’ve made. Why, I naturally thought, me? Did something in my elegant air call to him in a voice of calm authority: this is a chap you should sit next to? Did he notice something in my debonair way of sitting? My habit of humming the opening to Duke Ellington’s In a Sentimental Mood? What of my outward being reached out to him and brought him to my side? Just as I thought to ask him any one of these questions, the gentleman stood up and made for the toilet at the south end of the carriage. I would not see him for the remainder of the journey.

Somewhere past Utica – I think my old piano teacher once lived there – I engineered myself out of my seat and made a short pilgrimage to the restaurant car. The phrase ‘restaurant car’ is perhaps an overly romantic one. This was little more than a vestibule with a pile of assorted chocolate bars and a disaffected young girl stood behind them. I asked her what her name was, not because I particularly cared to know her – I know quite enough people already, I think – but because I felt it likely that nobody else had done so in quite some time. It was Donna. On second thoughts, it may have been Dana. It is one thing to hear someone’s name and another entirely to remember it. In any case, we had a rather meagre conversation which resulted in my acquisition of a shoddily constructed club sandwich and a small bottle of sparkling water. The whole ordeal cost me eight minutes and six dollars. As soon as I felt the money leave my hands on its maiden voyage towards hers, I realised that this was all the money I presently had in the world. That is to say, it was the money I had intended to use on purchasing a ticket for the train I was, at that particular point, already on and had been on for around one-hundred-and-thirty minutes. In that moment, I hoped with a more sincere belief than I had ever before mustered that this club sandwich tasted better than it looked. 

Changing tack as I walked back in the vague direction of my seat, I thought through my possible means to avoid any retribution for my ticket-lessness. My chief idea was that, when the inspector came, I would simply plead ignorance: at the very least of the ticket price, at most of the English language in general. Over my many years of forgetting tickets for various transports, I’d developed a fairly reliable alter-ego as the German tourist Jurgen Voss, whose grandmother’s dying wish was that he visit Lichtenstein – or wherever it was that I’d forgotten to purchase a ticket to or from. Failing this, I might be forced to rely upon my exhaustive quantities of charm and charisma. At school, I was briefly made acting captain of the debating team. This may come in handy, I thought. 

There’s no necessary criterion of evil required for becoming a ticket inspector, but I sometimes wonder whether it doesn’t help. I’m sure, once they disembark and shed their skins, that they are all very nice – if not just simply very unexciting – people with homes and garages and perhaps even dinner waiting for them. I’m sure that a husband or wife will be sitting cross-legged in the kitchen awaiting their return, poised to ask them ‘how was your day?’ only for them to brush the whole nine-to-five off as another in a long, identical procession. To me, however, at this point in my life, they represented nothing short of evil manifest. Turpitude in a suit and tie. 

I slunk back into my original seat, a task made easier by the absence of my hairy friend. The club sandwich – for which I had potentially sacrificed my very freedom – made little impression on me. Indeed, were it not for the slight unease felt in my stomach about ten minutes after consumption, I’m not too sure I would’ve remembered its existence once it had left my immediate eyeline. My kingdom for a sandwich; perhaps not my finest exchange. For a time, I held my head in my hands as though my ignorance of it would make the outside world disappear. Realising that this was likely untrue, I rested my head abruptly against the back of the chair and left my hands to drum a frantic rhythm on my trouser leg. This rhythm was, perhaps, more A Love Supreme than In a Sentimental Mood. The expectation of the ticket inspector was becoming unbearable. His eventual arrival – for I had decided that he was a young man named Samuel – was encroaching on my psyche like a band of guerilla fighters in a small Latin American city-state. My left leg jerked up and down repetitively in a manner suggestive of many small children on a trampoline. It was as though I were trying to operate a bicycle pump unnoticeable to anyone but myself. The paranoid sepia of the carpet was likely the most disgusting thing I had ever borne witness to. Briefly, I thought that I might vomit but decided, on the whole, that this was not the best use of my time. I screwed up my eyes and clenched my hands together. I could not, I did not think, let this spectral ticket inspector get the better of me. No, I repeated, no, I would triumph, I would win. I sat back in my chair with a notion of relaxed gravitas. It is a self-evident truth that he who acts as though he has nothing to fear has, indeed, nothing to fear. Consequently, all I had to do was act as though I were the sort of person who would have a second-class train ticket from Buffalo to Poughkeepsie. A simple task. I turned my attention towards the window to my left. The great American countryside was absconding before me in a wild frenzy of colours, predominantly browns and greens, and shapes, largely squares and rectangles. A tree, then a river, a barnyard, a cow – two cows! – an elderly couple on a bench, an elementary school, a bus – a bus crash – an ambulance, a dog, a post office; a world of errant banality subsumed any thoughts of ticket inspectors or the fines they may prescribe. This new persona of mine, the gentleman dandy who rides the railroad as a novelty, had, I thought, broadly dissuaded me from my mania.

Lost in this revery, I did not notice the door at the end of the carriage opening and a squat man in a hat and tie making his entrance. His footsteps fell as raindrops in a bathtub and I persisted in my innocence until it was, as it were, too late. The man poked my right shoulder, just above the clavicle, and asked in an upsettingly offhand way, ‘can I see your ticket?’ I looked at the man for a moment, and him at me, and proceeded to shift my attention towards his silver nametag. His name wasn’t Samuel but Lucius. This was unexpected. I hadn’t a chance to resuscitate Jurgen Voss before I found myself answering plainly, in my own accent. ‘Please forgive me Sir, I’m afraid I spent my ticket money on figure skating lessons.’

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Don’t Look Back: The Definitive Dylan on Screen

By Matthew Dodd

‘I didn’t consciously pursue the Bob Dylan myth, it was given to me–by God’, Bob Dylan told People Magazine in 1975. And yet, despite his best efforts, he remains the centre of a vast cultural legendarium encompassing university modules, murals in North London suburbs, street names in rural Minnesota and almost everything in between. He is, perhaps, the most documented, revered, critiqued, impersonated and mythologised musical figure of the last century. It’s no surprise then that he should also receive the 21st century’s favourite tribute to the giants of recent history: an Oscar-tipped Hollywood biopic. James Mangold’s A Complete Unknown, starring Timothee Chalamet in the lead role, depicts the life of the young Dylan arriving in New York and builds towards his infamous decision to ‘go electric’ at the 1965 Newport Folk Festival. Yet, despite being the first major biopic of Dylan, A Complete Unknown is far from the Nobel laureate’s first foray into the world of cinema. The Coen Brothers’ Greenwich Village fable Inside Llewyn Davis only features Dylan – or a version of Dylan – for a few seconds near the end but is nevertheless a beautiful evocation of the time and place which gave rise to his legend and an ode to the music that made him. More obviously, Todd Haynes’ 2007 film I’m Not There sees six actors – including Heath Ledger, Cate Blanchett and Marcus Carl Franklin – playing different sides of Dylan’s persona, offering a kaleidoscopic view of this most multifaceted of figures. Still, however, no effort to capture Bob Dylan on film has been so singularly powerful, so essential to understanding the artist, as the very earliest: D.A. Pennebaker’s 1967 documentary Don’t Look Back. Recorded over the course of Dylan’s 1965 tour of Britain, Don’t Look Back offers an unceremonious and impromptu insight into a man who, before our very eyes, is being transformed into a myth.

As the film opens, we find our hero flanked by his team, shuffling through an airport interchange, ruminating on whether he’s allowed to smoke indoors and singing a nursery rhyme to himself. The genius of Pennebaker’s film is that he doesn’t approach his subject as though he were the most significant artist of his generation, but rather as though he were a 24-year-old college dropout with a talent for being supremely obnoxious. Coincidentally, this is exactly who Dylan was. Over the course of the film, we are presented with the dichotomous visions of Bob Dylan, a pop culture sensation who is shaking the very foundations of contemporary music, and Bob Dylan, a man. Between these warring images we almost find some granule of sincere truth about both figures. Through the window of a London phone box we watch as a middle-aged critic sends back a review of Dylan’s concert line by line, fearing that the audience ‘applaud the songs and miss, perhaps, the sermon.’ This insistence from the press that there must be something more to Dylan’s music, a serious literary value that couldn’t possibly be understood by lank haired teenagers, dogs the film. In response to every suggestion of genius, or even intent, Dylan obfuscates – ‘I don’t write for any reason’, he tells a Time magazine reporter before sounding off a polemical diatribe about the inherent phoniness of the mainstream press. The film looks on from afar at the active mythmaking put upon this young songwriter by the world around him. It argues, instead, that genius is happening largely by accident in little, unmajestical ways. While sitting improvising over an unfinished song, Dylan casually throws in a lyric, ‘I’m a rolling stone’. This line of improvisation does not lead him anywhere before the film’s end.

Other moments speak more overtly to the developing sense that this young star might just be something special. In the back of a car, Dylan hears about a British folk artist, a young man named Donovan, and insists on meeting him. This meeting, documented in full, sees the pair perform songs to one another. Donovan plays a sweet but unremarkable rendition of ‘To Sing for You’, to which Bob jovially responds ‘Hey, that’s a good song, man!’ before bringing the room to an awed silence with ‘It’s All Over Now Bay Blue’. The gap between these two artists, even at this stage, appears cavernous. For all his cocksure posturing, there is an acceptance that Bob Dylan is, by the age of 24, already an important artist. With the benefit of 50 years’ retrospect, the film now seems morosely vindicated. The artists who surround him, such as Donovan and the Animals’ Alan Price, have not quite faded into obscurity, but have certainly become footnotes in the grand narrative of Bob Dylan.

One major character whose legend has survived the Dylan monolith is his friend, on-and-off lover and creative partner Joan Baez – another of the folk movement’s most iconic figures. She first appears here making faces at the camera and doing mock accents before explaining to a reporter – who takes her as simply another element of Dylan’s cavalcade – how to spell her name. By the ‘Z’ of ‘Baez’, the reporter realises his mistake, jolting back with a peculiarly British ‘Oh strewth! I’ve been looking for you all day.’ The relationship between Dylan and Baez is perhaps one of greatest mysteries in the history of folk music, and one of the most beloved points of discussion amongst self-proclaimed Dylanologists, but it comes out here as nothing so nebulous, more so a casual intercourse between two young people drawn together into a massive and unknowable world of cameras, reporters and sold-out music halls. In the back of a car, she sings a deformed version of ‘Baby Blue’, ‘crying like a banana in the sun’. She uniquely refers to Dylan as ‘Bobby’, sticking out as quite possibly the only person in the film who doesn’t view him as a prophet, financial prospect or spoiled brat. Through this narrow window into the lives of two musical titans, we see them quite simply as tender friends.

Walking hand in hand with the development of Dylan the myth is the administration of Dylan the business. Long scenes are dedicated to Dylan’s manager attempting to squeeze as much money out of record executives as possible, the name ‘Bob Dylan’ becoming a byword for riches. Later, Bob and co. quibble over the position of ‘Subterranean Homesick Blues’ in the charts – a meagre number 16 at first. These scenes are a bold reminder that the pursuit of art is not always one run on good will alone. The cultivation of this ‘voice of a generation’ was an opportunity to make a great deal of money, a fact that Don’t Look Back finds no shame in acknowledging. It is the banal, ugly and crass moments that Pennebaker chooses to spend his time on which makes Don’t Look Back such a singularly powerful accomplishment. It is a rare documentary which seems genuinely interested in revealing something about who its subject is, rather than trying to place them into an imposed narrative of success. We watch Dylan perform to sold out venues, but we also watch him, perhaps even more closely, as he awkwardly re-tunes his guitar after ‘The Times They Are A-Changing.’ This is a portrait of the artist unscripted, unceremonious and unpolished. 

The central limitation of the biopic in its current form is its futile desire to aggrandise its subject to legendary status, mapping a hero’s journey onto the life of a real human being. Perhaps the most egregious example of this in recent memory is Bryan Singer’s 2018 film Bohemian Rhapsody. Instead of painting an intimate picture of one of the most iconic rock bands of all time, Singer’s film insists on transforming Queen’s career into a three-act tragedy and Freddie Mercury into its tragic hero. His homosexuality is treated as hamartia, his exploration of his sexuality as the pit of his moral degradation. It cannot go unnoticed that this film was made with the express supervision of the band’s surviving members – no wonder, perhaps, that one of the film’s climactic scenes see Freddie apologise at length to the rest of the band for his errant behaviour. This style of biopic turns people into caricatures and, as in Bohemian Rhapsody’s case, risks imposing prejudicial readings onto real lives. All too frequently, these films turn some of the most exciting figures of our time into obnoxious burlesques of their public persona, with every moment of their lives steeped in some sort of divine knowledge of their own greatness. How many times must we watch a biopic tell us just how important every aspect of an artist’s life is in leading them to write one of a dozen or so popular hits? Perhaps the sorry state of the music biopic was best diagnosed by the 2007 satire Walk Hard: the Dewey Cox Story, in which the fictional folk/rock/pop star’s drummer tells crowds ‘Dewey Cox has to think about his entire life before he plays!’

This is not to say that the biopic is a doomed genre altogether, recent offerings such as last year’s Oppenheimer and Priscilla are proof of that, but there is a sense in which the best examples are those which do not propose to be an authoritative biographical extravaganza but rather a reading of a life. Often, these films work best as a synthesis of artist and subject: Oppenheimer may be read as a film as much about Christopher Nolan’s own guilt of creation as his protagonist’s, Priscillia as a story not unlike Sofia Coppola’s own as a young girl forced to meet all too early the scrutiny of the public eye. But fundamentally, they are all simply versions of the story: recollections, urban legends, re-translations of ancient manuscripts.

A Complete Unknown may be a wonderful film about a young songwriter who changed the world, but he will be Bob Dylan the myth rather than Robert Zimmerman the man. It will tell us how this boy became the voice of his generation; how he, with little more than a guitar, a funny haircut and a polyamorous spirit, revolutionised popular music. But it will not give us, across two hours, any of the same insight into who this most elusive of artists actually was as D.A. Pennebaker does when he captures Dylan laughing at the British pronunciation of ‘bloke’, throwing a tantrum at his harmonica being out of tune or, most crucially, instructing his rowdy posse to ‘be groovy or leave, man.’ Bob Dylan has always been a figure who revels in indefinability. Throughout his life he has rejected classification as a folk singer, protest singer, poet, anarchist, and most every other moniker thrown at him. A Complete Unknown will try its best to define him again as one thing or another – voice of a generation, genius, asshole etc. – but, in Don’t Look Back, Dylan himself put all such definitions to rest in perpetuity, telling student journalist Terry Ellis, quite simply, that ‘I’m just a guitar player. That’s all.’

Image credit: The Criterion Collection

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A Feline Reminiscence in Winter

By Matthew Dodd

It was early in the morning, and for the first time in the year, snow was falling.  Plumes danced down through the air, scattering themselves across the sky and spreading out into a soft white net over the garden. Once vibrant flowers were now dulled to homogeneity. Where leaves once sat, crystals of ice now staked their claim. As the sun rose over the garden, beams of light glanced upon the field, painting a rather pretty picture of winter. The garden made an all but perfect tapestry of the season and its associated joys. That was if one could exclude the unmissable exercise in laziness who made his temporary abode in the middle of all this. 

Angelo splayed himself out across the snow-covered lawn, a black smudge on this otherwise undisturbed canvas. Angelo – as you may have ascertained – was a cat, and was therefore accustomed to taking his time when waking up. And yet, even by feline standards Angelo was a lazy cat. He had been known to sleep for near on twenty straight hours and, on one occasion, after a particularly filling meal, had spent an entire week unconscious. However, on this particular morning Angelo struggled to keep a hold on his doze. The incessant snowfall was proving to be rather the impediment to Angelo’s lie-in. His arms gesticulated wildly in a futile attempt to tire himself out again. When this attempt proved fruitless Angelo shook his head and began to wake. He opened his eyes slowly, one at a time – in case any larger cats were waiting in his immediate line of vision – and was slightly confused to find that the world had gone all white. His amber eyes flitted around his surroundings, processing the new information. The world had indeed gone white. That was if it was the world: the living world that is. Angelo jumped up at this. For a cat, Angelo spent a lot of time contemplating death. He often wondered what would happen to him when he eventually ceased to be. In all honesty he tended to believe that death would never happen to him, he was far too special for that.

 As he considered this, Angelo became aware that the white of the world seemed to be moving downwards. His eyes narrowed. That certainly was strange. The world only ever moved like this when the great showertime came. Angelo then realised what was afoot. He was not actually dead, as he’d been quite convinced, rather it was that time of year at which the clouds started falling from the sky. Angelo wasn’t quite sure why the clouds did this, but he supposed they had rather a good reason. Angelo knew this time of year well, this being his tenth experience of it, and had come to treat it as a friend, a reminder of everything he was and had been. Humans are often surprised to learn that cats are well aware of themselves and their own temporal position but, as Angelo had often noted, humans were surprised by most things. He was up on his feet by now and, as he began to move, slowly became aware of his situation. This was the Garden. That’s what the humans called it (comprehension of the English language was another feline skill that humans seem to forget). Ah yes, Angelo remembered now. He often liked to visit this spot, this very spot in fact, to take one of his naps. In fact, now that he thought about it, he’d taken one such nap very recently. In fact, now that Angelo had thought even more about it, he failed to remember very much of what happened between his last visit and the present. Lost in his train of thought, Angelo had neglected to note the tree – into which he had just walked. Despite his stature Angelo had somehow caused the tree to shake, which caused a large snowfall atop his head, in turn inciting a helpless mew of despair. He shook virulently. Angelo couldn’t entirely recall his position towards this cloudfall. 

Upon further examination of the garden, Angelo deduced that he’d only been asleep for at most half a night since the sun was only now rising over the garden fence. That was good for Angelo. This meant that he could go and be there to watch his human wake up. He loved his human more than anything in the world. Even more than he loved napping. Angelo couldn’t remember a time when he hadn’t loved Human. Human was to him what the earth was to the moon. Both entirely wrapped in their own existence yet eternally dependent on the other. The Moon rises and falls with the Earth. The Earth may even one day be able to be without the Moon’s complementary being, but the Moon will always need the Earth, and in the same way Angelo will always need his Human. He slumped down against a tree and let memory flood over him. Memories of Human and Angelo together, Human and Angelo apart, and Human and Angelo reunited. Years stretched out in Angelo’s mind, with this Christmastime (yes, Angelo recalled, that’s what Human called it) being the one constant. Other humans had left Angelo’s Human over these years. Angelo had slept on the laps of countless others during the cold months. But Human had always been there. Angelo had even seen Christmases when Human was alone, and Human was sad, and so Angelo was also sad. But Angelo had watched Human find new humans, and be happy again, and that made Angelo happy. Angelo remembered, there was another human that spent some three Christmases with Human. It was a human with brown hair and big brown eyes who used to spend hours with Angelo, stroking him in the spots behind his ears where only his Human knew. Whatever happened to them? Angelo struggled to remember. In fact, he struggled to remember many details these days. Angelo was getting old, he didn’t have time to remember all the sad things. He preferred to spend his thoughts on the happy times he and his friend had shared, rather than dwelling on those awkward in-between times. Human had smiled and laughed in the company of others, and there were times when Human hadn’t. What was the point in trying to dissect the sadness when you could be enjoying the happiness? Angelo slunk forward through the garden towards the house’s back entrance. As he crept, he caught sight of a robin sitting on a tree-branch, rather content with the leaf he was picking at. It pricked its head up and peered at Angelo before returning to its leaf. Angelo made to greet the robin, only for it to fly away, leaving its leaf behind. How fickle and rude that bird is, he thought to himself.