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Creative Writing

On Advent’s Eve

On Advent’s Eve

By Ed Bayliss

Time enough has passed, 

For my eyes and ears to cool,

For my willing hands to pick a pen

Whose nib begins to drool.

Here, at Advent’s eve, I’ll write

As moon’s relief comes fast,

As sky’s now purple underbelly

Purges itself at last.

 

Picture this, a man and maid

Who bears an unborn child,

Her arms, ribbons which wrap around

The bent-backed infant mild.

Her small one seems just the same,

Shovelled into time’s wide span,

Into small rooms with strange people,

No architect has drawn this plan. 

 

The man wraps his lips round a hunk of bread

Held in cement solid hands,

His ears tangled in knots of brass,

Deaf to the grind of shifting sands.

His words begin as a lump in the throat,

Unstuck by wine alone

As he drinks deep to charge his throat

Which speaks things cold as stone.  




Alas, his thoughts have leapt into

The flaming crucible of doubt,

No child of his, he knew slept in

His maid’s soft curving pouch.

Her soul is thin as a sheepskin drum,

Has been played to a sickly tune,

Which has jarred against nature’s chime

Like snowfall blanketing June.

 

An odour of corruption

Creeps through his nostrils flared

And shallow lakes of steam pool

Round his crazed eyes made unpaired.

Now all he sees of his maid is this:

Gross breasts juggling across a chest

And off her bare sloped shoulder 

Trickle all offices of love’s test.

 

The maid all full and swelling,

Too full, too full, he thinks,

In her, some big block building

Writ large in thick black ink,

He’ll arrive soon now from slumber,

And arise in time to come,

Time wakes with him in a damp green churchyard 

Like milk teeth from a new-born’s gum.







Still, the man wears no face,

Only sadness is upon him,

The monkey on his back laughs loud,

And beats his red ribbed skin.

He handles her hair but feels only straw

Sprouting from an eggshell head,

Her skin’s a tundra wasteland

And her words are thin as thread.

 

She speaks in brush strokes,

Of high him and seeds forever,

Even three in ones

And much about whatevers.

Where he talks brass sheets,

Bent around the baby’s base,

In a world, a peopled desert,

Where women once were chaste.

 

But while most of us sleep deep

Behind eyelids and wrinkled sheets,

He lies before something else,

A place of mansion filled streets.

The truth is that within this street,

High up above earth’s edge,

The man, he hears a voice slip 

From a whitewashed window ledge.







It says: Have you seen her?

The maid with painted lips,

The one you ‘see’ through rippled water

With her hands cupped to her hips.

For good and right stand on her side,

Her child’s life is drawn and planned,

His words will scrape many men’s ear.

A king’s lot: to do good and be damned.

 

He wakes with awe sponsored eyebrows,

And washes the night from his face.

A leafless tree watches on, expecting,

Glimpsing all of man’s race

Below breathless skies, as though

Speaking song or singing speech.

Not until the tree has gone,

Will we of its ways teach. 

 

A shivering horse’s steaming breath

Columns towards the sun,

It’s blinkers hang on fenceposts

Far beyond the reach of anyone. 

 

I see. He sees –



 

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The Goose Presents

‘Live the Dream’: Wayzgoose x DH1 Records

‘Live the Dream’: Wayzgoose x DH1 Records

By Ed Osborne.

 

 

I thought I was late as I rushed up the steps and into Osbourne’s cramped-but-cosy bar. The synth drones and saxophone that filled my ears as I approached surely meant the start of the night’s music, and the failure of my job to record the night on paper. Luckily, my worries were calmed when the hiss of feedback and the rearranging of a microphone assured me this was only a soundcheck; still, it was the coolest soundcheck I’d ever heard.

The three acts booked for Sunday’s collaborative gig between DH1 Records and Wayzgoose magazine sounded about as far apart as you could get, a quirk which speaks to both organizations’ commitment to supporting anything out of left-field, and fostering a creative spirit in Durham which is often steam-rolled by ABBA-playing DJ’s and drunk people requesting Wonderwall. Luckily for the audience, there was to be none of that in Osbournes tonight.

Little did I know, I’d got my first taste of V.C.O. as I arrived, a never-before-seen Durham 3-piece who were about to show the crowd just how weird a saxophone can sound. After their protracted soundcheck, they took to the stage for real. Keyboardist Sam Shepherd started us off with a programmed drum kick and a synth drone. I was confused – they have a drummer, why do they need a programmed kick? But once Freddie Krone’s drums and Alex Wardill’s sax kicked in, I understood. Free from having to keep the collective’s rhythm, Freddie’s sticks were free to wander round his kit, sometimes mirroring the beat, others creating textures of sound woven out of the metal of his cymbals. Alex’s saxophone was layered in effects, producing an otherworldly sound that covered multiple octaves as he improvised around Sam’s washes of synth chords.

I can’t really write about the set in terms of V.C.O.’s different songs, because the whole thing was basically a long-form instrumental, loosely structured with healthy doses of improvisation. It speaks to the skill of each musician involved that they could pull this off and still keep it interesting. In fact, as the set progressed it only got more unique; Alex swapped his sax for first a clarinet, then a flute, which sounded even more psychedelic, sometimes akin to an organ. To compliment this Sam’s keyboards oscillated between spacey chords, competing melody lines, and occasionally the odd laser sound effect. I felt like I was listening to the instrumentals from Bowie’s Blackstar, if they’d been performed back in his drug-taking days. I can honestly say I’ve never heard anything like it, especially in Durham: V.C.O.’s experimental set was incredibly fun to witness and something I won’t forget for a while.

Throughout the night I saw placed around the venue various pieces of art, provided by Wayzgoose’s many talented collaborators and creators as a fitting companion to the equally creative music being played. One I found particularly interesting was a series of photographs provided by Honor McGregor, which depict unromanticised realistic scenes of British adolescent life; post-industrial scenery, a figure sprawled on a park bench, and – my favourite – some punk youths with hairstyles I will forever envy. The eclectic mix of art perfectly mirrored the diverse group of musicians who were performing.

 Speaking of that – back to the music.

Next up was Clark Rainbow (Gabby Alvarez), a solo vocalist who sports distinctive pilot’s goggles every time she takes to the stage. Her use of backing tracks allowed Clark Rainbow to display her voice’s full capabilities; her catchy art-pop sounded like a fusion of Billie Eilish and Lily Allen. Opening with a forthcoming single, the funky instrumental went a long way towards disguising the disturbingly dark lyrics, a contrast I really enjoyed. Another highlight of the set was ‘Tycoon’, an upbeat girlboss anthem brilliantly self-aware in its materialism and begging to be danced to. Clark Rainbow closed their slot with ‘Find Me’, which has over 1000 streams on Spotify; the production (all done by Clark herself) brought out the best qualities of the eerie vocals, which were very Eilish-inspired. The song then disintegrated into a noise-pop bridge which threatened a further breakdown, before Clark Rainbow calmed the audience with one last chorus, leaving us forever wanting more.

Lord Emu, the heaviest act of the three, were thus the natural headliners. The 4-piece began with an amusing cover of ‘Livin’ la Vida Loca’ with a punky twist, which got the crowd immediately lively. Their next few songs showed the Emu’s knack for writing some catchy riffs as well as impressive solos, courtesy of lead-guitarist George Brown. He also gave the audience the occasional backing vocal, which never failed to improve a chorus. Martin Screen’s steady bass playing and “the sweatiest man in Durham” Luke Pocock’s fast-paced drumming kept the group tight, making sure they’re equally competent at speedy punk songs and catchy alternative rock tunes with choruses that veer towards power ballads. The star of the show, though, was frontman Dillon Blevins; he strummed and sang with furious intensity, bare-chested underneath a tweed blazer. Their showmanship and passion were embraced by the crowd and made the band’s cover of ‘What’s new Scooby Doo?’ even funnier – it’s “what you all came for,” according to Dillon. Lord Emu’s final song was another cover, this time of Electric Six’s ‘Gay Bar’ – perfect for the venue, which hosts one of Durham’s only queer club nights. Despite their focus on covers at the end of the set, I won’t forget how strong Lord Emu’s originals are; they tease that they are recording a studio album as they leave the stage, and I can’t wait to hear it.

The crowd, now in full clubbing mode, were more than pleased when DH1’s Jack O’Donovan took the stage for a DJ set. His up-tempo fusion of garage breakbeats and house music was perfect as the hours got later and the drinks got lighter. With the crowd in full swing a drunk man on his way out told me to “live the dream”. They were fitting words for the night, which felt like an indulgence in unashamed creativity – an experiment in what the whole of the Durham music scene could sound like, if we all listened to a lot less ABBA. Unfortunately, I have to return from this otherworld now, to my regular realm of summative deadlines and dingy kitchens, and hope we can do this again soon.

 

Instagrams:

@DH1recordsofficial

@bourbaki_music (V.C.O.)

@clarkrainbow

@lordemuband

 

 

 

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Poetry

Process

Process

Liz Marney 

 

In the old back garden 

the apple tree is still in springtime

she forgets that autumn exists 

now that she is only a memory –

old blood coursing through new veins.

Cinder-flesh charred, bonfire, phoenix,

ready to be more than grief.

 

We meet where salted earth 

is rolled with rosary.

Unfurl like a babies fist 

like a sigh of relief 

a yawn, a prayer.

We give and we pour, 

old as worshipped idol 

caught in a throe of life 

see both the sunrise 

and the sunset,

nestle our heads 

into mundane’s lap.

 

Time becomes serrated 

she grates against our skin 

she teaches us to slow 

to breathe deep and full

when we feel good air.

Sleep comes like sanctuary 

and waking tastes like hope. 

The worship doesn’t always

stick to these bones but 

absolution always comes.



 

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Culture

Barbara Hepworth: Holes in our Perceptions of Science in Art

By Clara Tyler.

It is commonly assumed that the relationship between art and science is dichotomous and irreconcilable. In separate spheres of influence, the artist and the scientist fight for the title of official commentator on the human condition. Is our understanding of what it means to be human determined by our scientific make-up, or is it our abstract ability to craft from our surroundings? With every cast and sculpture, Dame Barbara Hepworth forged her revolutionary mark on British modernism by going some way into bridging the abyss between science and art. In her own words she developed her sculptures to reflect the development of society and, through doing so, offered a reconciliation between art and science. 

Barbara Hepworth (1903-1975) was born in Wakefield and grew up surrounded by the Yorkshire moors. Her rural background was interrupted by brief episodes of urban life, leading her to pursue her studies in art. She studied at the Leeds school of art from 1920 and in 1921 was awarded a scholarship to study at the Royal College of Art (RCA) from which she graduated with a diploma in 1924. It was at RCA where she met Henry Moore, who became her friend and competitor in the field of sculpture. 

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Hepworth’s permanent move to St Ives in 1939, at the outbreak of the second world war is suggestive of her disillusionment with the urban environment. Her art is indicative of such sentiment: she used natural materials to create her sculptures and was an avid ambassador for the new movement of ‘direct carving’, where the artist crafts the sculpture out of an original material, as opposed to using casts and moulds to fashion the sculpture. Through the process of direct carving, Hepworth showed the close link between the artist and their form. By leaving her etching marks on the sculpture she draws the viewer closer to her art by encouraging them to touch the sculpture, implicating them in the artistic process. Hepworth once said, ‘everything I make is to touch’, and her donation of one of her sculptures to a school for the visually impaired shows her to be true to this statement, requiring her viewers to engage with the hand of the artist through the use of their own hand.

Hepworth’s use of spaces and hollowed areas in her work requires her audience to engage with their bodies when looking at her art. One of her most famous sculptures, Two Forms, particularly challenges the viewer to involve themselves in the art work through the presence of holes. These voids in the work encourage her audience to investigate the view through the holes and how they can change it. Hepworth’s attention to fine details also draw the viewer closer to the form, her choice to polish the oval recess in the sculpture goes some way to softening the transition between sculpture and sky behind, whereas the abrupt gap between the two semi circles creates a severe disjuncture in the work. The context of this sculpture is important; produced in the same year of the moon landing, Hepworth is perhaps commenting on human progress. By encouraging viewers of her work to immerse themselves in the sculpture, and showing the infinite possibilities to see what they want through the holes, she is perhaps experimenting with the representation of the limitless possibilities of mankind. Critics have suggested that the circular shape of the hole is perhaps emblematic of the moon, if looking at the sculpture at the right time and place, you would be able to see the moon right through it, however, I wonder whether this is a too crude reading of the work. Rather than encouraging a specific interpretation of the sculpture, Hepworth shows the boundless capability of scientific progress by encouraging a reading unique to each viewer.

Two Forms (Divided Circle) 1969 http://www.tate.org.uk/art/work/T03149

Hepworth wished her work to engage with daily life and, in a reciprocal fashion, for daily life to immerse itself with her work. Her legacy suggests she achieved this: the opening of her home and studio in St Ives as a Tate gallery allows viewers to walk all over her life and work. But, perhaps the specific work most involved in daily life is Winged Figure (1963) clamped to the side of the John Lewis flagship store in Oxford Street in London. It is intriguing to me that Hepworth was chosen as the artist whose work should be hung off one of the busiest streets in London. Throughout her career, Hepworth frequently alluded to the tension between natural form and the human figure, and Winged Figure is one of those works, where the stretched out aluminium figure is restrained by stainless steel rods. The tension embodied in this work is a frequent feature in her portfolio and shows the relationship between nature and human progress. Rather than Hepworth showing the two forces to be opposing and incongruous, she instead suggests human progress and nature stretch and test each other, and are ultimately implicit with each other. 

Winged Figure https://barbarahepworth.org.uk/commissions/list/winged-figure.html

Hepworth’s life was blighted by significant personal events. Her first marriage to John Skeaping ended after 8 years, when she met and fell in love with the painter, Ben Nicholson who was also married at the time. She had one child with Skeaping, Paul, who died in a plane crash whilst serving for the Royal Air Force. Whilst she travelled to Greece to mourn the death of Paul, her friend sent her a large shipment of Nigerian guarea hardwood and her work briefly turned to Greek-inspired woodcarving when she returned, resulting in sculptures such as Corinthos (1954) and Curved Form (1955). 

She had triplets with Nicholson in 1934, naming them Rachel, Sarah and Simon, and the significance of their birth was also reflected in her work, most obviously in Mother and Child, produced in the same year. Again, Hepworth’s style of direct carving allowed her to engage more closely with the material and is suggestive of the vitality of the subject of mother and child. Furthermore, the void in the centre of the work is emblematic of the space in which the child once occupied, but is now separate from the mother’s body. Both child and mother are made from the same piece of Cumberland alabaster, alluding to the creation of child from the mother’s flesh. There is also meta-artistic significance in the parallel between the crafting of child from mother, and art from artist, and through drawing this parallel Hepworth refers to the notion of the ‘woman’ artist. She once stated: ‘a woman artist […] is not deprived by cooking and having children, nor by nursing children with measles – one is in fact nourished by this rich life, provided one always does some work each day; even a single half hour, so that the images grow in one’s mind’. 

Mother and Child 1934
http://www.tate.org.uk/art/work/T06676

Does the position as a ‘woman artist’ allow Hepworth to make a more nuanced argument in comparison to that of Henry Moore in his bronze sculpture of the same name, Mother and Child (1954)? Henry Moore’s piece shows the nurturing role of the mother, especially in a post-war period, where the infant is shown to be fiercely suckling from the mother’s breast. I believe Hepworth instead portrays a fluid representation of the reclining mother with the infant resting on the figure, showing the beauty and symbiosis of the two; the child nurtures the mother just as much as the mother nurtures the child. It is possible for Hepworth to make such a statement due to her position as a woman artist and a mother, and she uses this unusual position to create subtle feminist undertones in her work. 

After the birth of her triplets, Hepworth’s work moved noticeably from figuration to abstraction, from depiction of the human figure, to more non-specific sculptures suggestive of the landscape. We can support this change in style of her art with contextual knowledge of her life: the outbreak of the second world war instigated her move from her hometown of Wakefield to the beauty of the Cornish coast, where her work became increasingly abstract. It is possible to argue that this transition in her art is resemblant of her disillusionment with human progress, but I believe it is more likely to be representative of the reassurance she receives from the permanence of the presence of our landscapes. 

Hepworth was a unique artist in many respects; being a woman in the twentieth century modernist movement is one such reason, but also her shrewd knowledge of current affairs and scientific progress made her work relevant to her context. In this way, she challenges the perception of art as irrelevant to daily life and raises its applicability. I don’t pretend to equate art and science through looking at Barbara Hepworth, and I also don’t believe that is what she intended to portray. However, I do believe that Hepworth’s work shows the entwined nature of science, art and our environment. It is not possible to totally isolate these fields of knowledge and Hepworth shows the importance of having an all-rounded awareness in order to be able to make astute judgements of the human condition.

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Art

Sophie Holcroft

Sophie Holcroft

I am a third-year student studying Liberal Arts. I am interested in finding beauty in decay – the period of time after something has gone past its ‘use-by-date,’ both with people and nature. A common theme throughout my work is dried-out artichokes; when they decayed, the leaves turned silver, and I found beauty in this and the possibility of them being perceived as desirable again. I am also fascinated by traditional and contemporary ‘memento mori’ symbols and adopted the message they hold but also flipped it on its head by focusing on rebirth and rejuvenation. I enjoy photography, oil painting, etching, and having a 3D element to my work.

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Culture

Time After Time – Art Meets Fashion

Time After Time – Art Meets Fashion

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By Ida Bridgeman and Jack Fry.            

 

DUCFS is often recognised, and rightly so, for its charitable endeavors and of course its main event. However, I believe it should be noted that through its events, it helps to bring Durham creatives together, cultivating a ‘scene’ or collective of sorts in which musicians, artists, designers and small businesses are able to collaborate and share their work. Last Sunday, we were at one such event. Normally, these events tend to take place in a pub, which Durham is not in short supply of, but on this occasion we ventured into a more unusual venue, The Masonic Hall. The Freemasons are a fraternal organization that trace their origins to the local guilds of stonemasons from the 13th century and an air of mystery often surrounds them. The event we were attending was an art exhibition along with the unveiling of some of the designers’ clothes, related to the 40th shows’ theme of ‘Time after Time’.

 

Upon entering, we took in the first piece, a purple and green rabbit in front of the Durham cathedral. Amy, the artist, with an engaging smile asked if we thought it looked supernatural or scary – if I’m honest it reminded me somewhat of the Netflix show Wednesday. With its dark, broken colouring, it looked as if it should have been on the wall of Wednesday Adams’ gothic dorm room. Fortunately, Amy soon admitted that she is a big fan of the series as she loves all things supernatural. Considering the theme of time, she found herself ‘thinking about the things it does not seem to touch’, thus the seemingly everlasting image of the cathedral took its form. Named ‘After Midnight’, Amy told us that the piece is ‘close to reality through the illustrative black lines’, and yet what draws the eye is that it is ‘fantastical through the colour palette’.

In the centre of the table is a purple-based starlit sky. ‘Fairyland awaits’ pictures a small girl stepping out into the hills, bathed in a magical, nostalgic light. The pink undertone evoked a fairy tale, far away from the passage of time, from an age of fantastical children’s stories.

We tend to know very little about what the artist was thinking, looking at a painting from the outside. 

 

Quizzing Amy gave us hidden insights. For example, the fact that she drew the line of the cathedral while copying a picture, but upside down, so that the power of her brain wouldn’t skip a step and reconstruct what it thought the cathedral looked like. Perhaps we’re all secretly painting geniuses, we just need to turn the canvas upside down. I quietly concluded that this is unlikely, if my friends’ Pictionary interpretations are anything to go by.

 

Drawing ourselves away from the captivating gothic colours, we moved along to the next artist’s work, John Eric Rothwell, a local artist from Newcastle who’s ‘enchanted woods’ series continued on the mystical theme. Drawing his inspiration from long walks in the Northumberland countryside, his paintings of burnt oranges and turquoises depict tree trunks in a forest, playing with depth and perspective. His paintings of the forest toy with convention. The trees, rather than dark silhouettes punctuated with shards of light, instead glow with metallic copper and gold detailing against a darker background, created through the scraping back of layers of oil paints and wax that the artist built up.

 

My eyes then landed upon a series of tiny canvases, a professional painter turned child. An armful of pound store purchases each intricately coloured with a fine oil brush. Each is painted with the same tree in different seasons. Although small, the tree is unmistakably familiar to a girl from Northumberland. It takes the shape of the tree in Robin Hood. A sycamore, iconically poised in a gap along Hadrian’s wall, with hills rising up either side and a wide expanse of sky behind. These small canvases, painted to be sold as miniature gifts in the Hexham market, show the beauty that is found in both night and day. Through summer and winter, in and out of different seasons, the colours and backdrops change and yet each canvas portrays the same tree.

 

A key piece of art on display was the huge canvas, taking up one side of the room, a joint piece encompassing teamwork, inclusion, and charity. It is painted by one of the DUCFS artists at each exhibition or event. The piece sparks interest and inspires viewers at each of these events and ultimately will be auctioned off at the show in February, raising money for the Rainbow Trust Children’s Charity. The piece changes and evolves, and layers are added as time after time the artists come back to add and create to it.

 

Wandering up the wide staircases lined with old images of Durham, and past Freemason leaders, we made our way into a large hall. The hall was flanked with chorister-like benches and overlooked by a bright stained glass window decorated with ancient masonic symbols. Groups of models gathered on the checkerboard carpet, like life-size chess pieces, sipping red bull and swaying to the oh-so-cool tunes of Fred again. 

 

No stage divided the models from the audience, rather we walked amongst the extravagant outfits, long trails and pointed sleeves. The clothes on display were part of Act 2 of the fashion show, designed to reflect the inner ‘turmoil and chaos’ of personal transition. Many of the designs had clear gothic influence, long sheer gowns, made up with layers of black fabric, pooled on the floor, like religious robes. The fabric glistened with green embroidery and sequins. Other designers contrasted these with more structural work, clean and hard monochromatic lines that jutted out of the tailoring. One notable piece was only complete when the two models stood together, bringing the shard like structure into focus.

 

We left feeling inspired and excited by the designs and artwork. If last Sunday was anything to go by, and you have managed to bag a coveted ticket to Februarys’ shows, then you have much to look forward to.

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Poetry

An Ode to My Beloved Stranger

An Ode to My Beloved Stranger

Eve Messervy 

 

Dear friend, you found me once again.

You feel like an embrace

A heavy coating on my being, you taste 

So familiar 

I wrap my arms around you dear friend,

You burn and flicker everything in my very essence

You linger, and find me, you know me 

Oh you know me so well

The contours of my neck,

Every cell 

And my eyes, you always loved my eyes 

Where we’d meet every time;

Where I’d plead you leave me be

Lose me.

You had me swimming through glue 

Oh dear friend,

If you love me, become a stranger,

A beloved stranger.

Paint for me, fill my pages, lace me into you

Let us bleed. 

And that’s when you smirked at me,

Wiped my cheeks,

“They only go hand in hand my dear”

Until we meet again. 



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Poetry

Final Morning Table

Final Morning Table

Tom Pyle 

 

Try to catch 

September

In the silent pools before you.

It’s there, I promise.

An almost imperceptible movement,

Light. Refracted through tap water,

Taste it. Bitter, like the grains in your teeth,

It lingers. Asking to be recognised 

Merely as part of the story.

 

Footsteps in the courtyard.

Flies drifting against lace.

The fierce scent of soap on your fingers,

Slicing the throat 

In restless sunlight 

Bottled minerals pouring 

Through plaster pipes 

Rotting in your bed

With window shards

And neon midnights 

Statues, páprika paste

Peach-stone bells

Disorientation. 

And the ache 

Of your knee 

Striking cold stone 

In shadow,

Before you found the light switch. 

In that ancient stairwell. 

 

See, it has gripped you.

It demands to be included.