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Sand

By Ludwig Hemel

 

Ludwig Hemel is a poet and musician. Find him on Spotify under his artist name, IXMES. 

 

 

Sand

Holy sights have been buried beneath it.

Still digging to find relics of the past,

Trying to understand what was intended, what is behind it.

Only blood dries for centuries on it, but cannot be covered,

It changes colour and cannot be seen,

But once you walk upon it; it is what you feel.

The relics of the past suddenly become real,

Although we all thought, it is a fear of the past.

Up in heaven, it is divinely green

Pastures of body, old olive trees 

Down in the South, it is grey and dark

Eagerly hopes, for the sand to bury all marks 

 

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Log Na Coille, somewhere west of Lourdes

By E. R Fletcher

My empty ribs and sallow, sunk 

Eyes dart around my frescoed 

mind, and there you are. Dear, 

Confess! Just to hold your gentle face. 

 

My soul rejoices at your visage, do 

Look with favour, your lowly servant 

Supine at your shrine- Oh, 

Much Less! Kiss my curled temple. 

 

I’ve loved you since I met you- 

Maria- every day the same, and 

Growing- I scarcely sleep, my thoughts

undressed- I’ve made such an awful hames. 

Look beyond my eyes, I beg- 

God! Bless, my perfect shame. 

 

Image Credit: PJW Photography

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Kelpie

By Jake Roberts

 

An old statuette demands supremacy

From the safety of the mantelpiece.

Yours, up for good this time, you smile,

This time we promised. Flecks of paint,

 

Faint from here, returned to taunt

The drab shallows of newer portraits

With their clammy, photographic sheen.

Not she, all gloss and grin, crafted,

 

Polished, matchless bride

To interior pining. You dance

Your way around the sun, hours snap by,

Night washes in, I elope backwards.

 

Morning comes early. I race its breaking

But find a glib dawn at the window,

Your skin pooling like wax, hot pain

Like the tearing of ligaments, a smile

 

Still – not that which I had seen before.

The crackle of denial from a smirk

Scratches my nostrils like spilt perfume

Or varnish; my breath is repossessed.

 

I am lifted by a mocking thunder,

A palimpsest of grief smeared

On every bone; pinched, dragged

Before a howling jury, I miss the verdict.

 

They send me whence you came,

The backs of my legs bruising

As they smack against attic stairs.

Alone, my fingers claw a final word.

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Mama

By Sara Zubaidi 

These familiar syllables that did frame

The feeling of perversion in my throat

For naught the bilabial nasal sound

That echoes a child’s sleepy melody,

A fleeting sprite in invention’s reverie

Felt in the birthing cries of her labour

Nor because it vibrates as the soft hum

In chambers close, untold tales softly thrum

Like notes lost in the void’s quiet breath

To hymns where willing spirits intertwine

Instead, repeated syllables throb keenly

Posing as the vivid evocation

Of how my mother preaches about her

Mama, as if she is speaking of God

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Melted Sapphire Seeps

By Eve Messervy

You are the face I saw in rain 

So fragile; melted sapphire seeps, 

Crying gushes rivers, sleep 

Through flooded webs of long – lost lust, 

Windows healing, questions burnt 

Of widows leaving stone and dirt,

Howling prayers that wilt away and

Dissipate to nuanced day,

Another unjust pneuma utters 

Words so empty, ink that stutters,

Gutters flood from monsters grief,

They’re broken heroes 

Alone they weep, 

But we squint our eyes, 

In attempt to see, the lines of lies that 

Will make us free, rain 

That drips like melted sapphire seeps

Cold as stone; as silent as sleep

Yet all in all a stone alone 

A face that fades, a face it formed 

Through unfelt fingers and 

Eyes blurred stiff I sit by the steps

And list ‘what ifs’

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Painted like Klimt

By Eve Messervy

 

To be a woman is to be perfectly 

destructive;

To be painted like Klimt 

Bleeding gold

With a faint smile.

I met a woman who kept me asleep once,

Uttering such words

She made me cry.

 

She had not the gift of motherhood

Nor the touch of love,

Her hands were hard-worked,

her skin weathered.

She wore lines of lust and love 

And torment 

Tear burns beside her eyes like 

companions to the lenses,

The mark of sorrow stained.

To be a woman is to be perfectly destructive

She said

Holding my hand as I slept 

 

I see a sacred subtlety in the eyes of a women 

A stone cold fire 

burns the smell of florals

And feels like linen on naked skin.

Early morning beams of sun 

decorate the sheets.

I open up my sore eyes

To an empty palm, I close my fist –

It dawns on me 

As my reflection looks back 

Into the tear burned eyes 

Like companions, to my lenses.

 

My tyrant mind

Plays tricks with me

And dances like I used to dance

It conjures up the girls from Klimt 

And bleeds gold 

into my dreams.

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Mauricelli with a side of Medici

The stratified building is a mammoth of design, several renaissance and architectural museums housed within the old bank: herculean figures move the viewer in scherzando amongst the daring mirrors, traversing historical battle friezes and old Florentine portraits. Amongst the tourists, art guards and generous collections is a canvassed space, dedicated to the visionaria of Italian fashion, Germana Marucelli.  

 

The curator’s pre-ambling score describes the temporary exhibit and Germana’s pieces as ‘woman in constant metamorphosis’; the original furniture and oval dimensions of the salon walls are contained in the exhibit, unfolding an immersive experience that combines ‘in un connublio perfetto tra arte, moda, spazio, volume e colore’, (Uffizi catalogue description 2023: Compositore Spaziale Rosso, Paulo Scheggi). 

 

Getulio Alviani’s Interpretazione speculare, is presented alongside Carla Venosta’s Tavolo, and accompanied by several works by the designer Paulo Scheggi. Counterpointing, each element works together to signal the different design lines that Germana made throughout her career. Scheggi’s 1964 inter-surface canvases act as precursors to Mauricelli’s Optical Line (Spring/ Summer 1965), as well as laying the foundation for his own later works, which can be credited with the forging of the spatial art epoch in Italy. The placement of these objects brings the viewer further into Mauricelli’s design practice, her intellect and technique, whilst leaving the panorama of the museum in the periphery. 

 

The musicality of Mauracelli’s lines resounds in her sketches: Presenze (Presences) reverberates the renaissance technicalities of figure, whilst displaying an antagonism in the golden material itself. In another space, an angular armoured bodice floats above azzure culottes. There are hints of space odyssey, especially in the Alluminio line- the ‘Completa da sera’ suit (Spring/ Summer 1969) – moves beyond a dyad through the immersive reflectors that the gallery have strategically placed, with the lapis silk that ripples to the museum fans. [fig.1 and 2] 

 

Giotto al funghi

The feast of the assumption- a national holiday in Italy, leads us north to Padova and coincidently to Giotto’s Scrovegni Chapel dedicated to the Madonna and nestled in the Roman Arena ruins. By train, Firenze S.M.N station offers some direct trains in the direction of Venezia S. Lucia; in August the journey took just short of two hours, avoiding the crowds that were staying onto Venice. Padova’s different pace seems not only a reflection of the religious holiday but the significance of Giotto’s art trail of 14th century frescoes (a world heritage site since 2021). The opening of the chapel to the public for the evening series Giotto sotto le Stelle from March and November is an atmospheric way to explore the chapel, located in the city’s old centre. Booking a day in advance is advised due to the limited capacity of the site. The Giardini dell’Arena (adjacent to the site) has several drinks and food stalls for before the visit, whilst some other restaurants opened later, gaining a two euro commission for holy day… 

 

Pinsa Pizzeria has a good selection of beer, pizze and pinse on Corso Giuseppe Garibaldi Street. The Papa Francesco or Garibaldi pizze were recommended and deviously good. In the region, you may also find a curious pasta, strangolapreti- nicknamed as priest chokers- the twisted shapes are best with chanterelle and veronese mountain cheese or, with ragu.

 

The lure of Padova’s Giotto cycles- repaired from twentieth century war damages- follow the painter’s early journey through the medieval town before his emergence back in Florence as a renowned gothic star. They remain an interesting way to navigate the city today. However, the one-way systems and number caps may entice you to the outdoor spaces the city has: to its food markets such as outside Ragione Palace and the Gastronomia marcolin or to the Orto Botanico gardens of the university. Near the Basilica of Saint Anthony (Padua’s saint) the gardens lie south from the main station, the Via S. Francesco will take you past the perimeter of the reliquary towards the main entrance of the pilgrimage site, opening onto the piazza del Santo. The Magnolia tree (1786) and infamous hollow Plane Tree (1680) are important points within the garden, the museum that adjoins it illustrates the romanticisation and study of the plants by Goethe as well as showcasing a strangely large clay mushroom collection. The garden’s app, Botanical Garden of Padova, is a great point of reference to learn more about the history of the trees, fauna and fungi and how certain plants came to be in the ambient northern city. 

 

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Review: A Little Life 

Unmasking empathy: An examination of the ethics behind Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life 

By Saskia Koopman

In the world of theatre certain productions possess the power to provoke lasting introspection, leaving their audience emotionally stirred or deeply affected. A recent viewing of the poignant theatrical adaptation of A Little Life fell into such a category, as Yanagihara’s tragic tale unfolded before my eyes. Indeed, in contemporary literature, as well as in their theatrical counterparts, few novels have been as polarising and emotionally taxing. As you are invited into the tormenting minds of Jude Francis and his friends, an important question comes into mind: are we as consumers of art inadvertently glorifying, or even fetishising trauma?

A glimpse into the plot: 

For those unfamiliar with the novel or play, Hanya Yanagihara’s narrative centres around four friends as they navigate the textures and complexities of life in New York. However, it becomes evident that Jude stands apart from the rest of the group. Despite the translated French title ‘Une vie comme les autres’ which reads as ‘A life like any other’, Jude’s life is a world apart from those of his peers; he suffers from trauma, a haunting past life, and an excruciatingly guilty conscience. He harms himself. 

Ivo Van Hove’s stage adaptation is palpably faithful to Yanagihara’s novel, as he examines the emotional intricacies of the characters and the struggles of their respective psyches. In an attempt to navigate the characters’ shifting perspectives, the omniscient narrative voice unflinchingly immerses itself in the harrowing past of a broken Jude St. Francis. In doing so, the play doesn’t hesitate to demonstrate the harsh and often distressing events which Jude endures, making this unflinching production both strong and challenging. This disturbing exploration of love, friendship, and its bounds in the face of unimaginable suffering and harm leaves its audience visibly moved by this raw depiction of trauma and pain; Yanagihara’s story is a difficult read and an even harder watch.

The production’s unswerving focus on the intricacies of Jude’s past spark a heated debate on the artistic portrayal of trauma, and essentially, it is this very depiction of the darkness which permeates his life, wherein lies the crux of the issue. Audiences, emotionally drained as they grapple with the intensity of the narrative, have been quick to label this story a “misery-soaked epic” (Slate Audio Book Club), accusing its author not only of lacking artistic taste but also of dangerous moral failing. Her refusal to sugar-coat her narrative makes the plot too much for some to bear, inviting allegations of creating an unfair depiction of trauma in which she violates the canons of literary taste.

While the intention behind this depiction of trauma undoubtedly seeks to elicit empathy and understanding, perhaps almost serving as cathartic, it is crucial to consider how such an unfiltered portrayal of psychological trauma could unintentionally slip into the realm of inadvertent fetishization. Empathy is one of art’s vital consequences, allowing us to connect and share experiences, contributing to our understanding of the human condition. That being said, concerns arise when in this particular case, the depiction of trauma becomes a form of entertainment in itself, potentially even lending a voyeuristic experience for the audience. Certainly, in A Little Life, readers and viewers are invited to witness the most unthinkably intimate and painful aspects of Jude’s narrative. While some may deem such scenes as fostering empathy and raising awareness about the plethora of lasting effects of trauma, it comes as no surprise that others may worry about our unconscious fascination with suffering. To put it bluntly, the line between empathetic engagement and voyeuristic curiosity here may have become slightly blurred, especially when the narrative lingers on such distressing content. 

Yanagihara’s work interestingly raised questions concerning the allure of suffering in literature and art; is there truly a tendency to fetishize trauma due to its exploration of heightened emotional experience? And ultimately, does our fascination with suffering stem from an innate desire to feel more deeply, or perhaps more authentically? 

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Review: A Streetcar Named Desire

By Jack Fry

Over Easter, I was lucky enough to attend the latest stage adaptation of Tennessee Williams’ iconic southern gothic melodrama, A Streetcar Named Desire, in its West End run at the Phoenix Theatre. Directed by the critically lauded Rebecca Frecknall, fresh from winning an Olivier award for her part in the revival of the musical Cabaret last year.  

In her interpretation of the play, Frecknall does not conform to tradition but rather conveys its essence and spirit in this production. Immediately, the striking staging demonstrates this, as the home of Stanley and Stella is represented by a raised square platform resembling a boxing ring, preparing the audience for the war of wills between Stanley and Blanche. There’s a sense that the production has been stripped down to the bones; it is elemental and this serves the story in highlighting the characters’ raw and primal urges that are the beating heart of the play. This is amplified by interludes of lyrical dance in which the actors, in tune with their bodies, use their full range of motion as though representing the overwhelming nature of their sexuality and desire for control.

Although the lack of walls, doors and the dividing curtain highlighted the claustrophobia and limited privacy of the setting, it at times disoriented me as a viewer. I was unable to discern the layout of the home in my mind. While I understand these creative choices made by Frecknall and how they aid the storytelling, it did at times distract me from the play itself as I attempted to make sense of the layout of the dwelling.

The air in the theatre was thick with rising steam and an impending thunderstorm. This underscored the humidity of the climate but also how the characters’ emotions are at boiling point; these often bubbled over at which point the floodgates opened and the play was punctuated with a downfall of torrential rain. While this could be viewed as a tad contrived, I believe it was a piece of direction that served the narrative arc in a particularly cinematic way.

There’s a real spark of energy captured in this iteration; the vibrance and raffish air of New Orleans that attracted the beat poets and the bohemians is brilliantly encapsulated by the disorienting sound design and the drums. Tom Penn, whose thundering drumming drives the play from the start, has the exuberance of the uncontainable jazz improvisation of the time and makes for a fitting accompaniment. 

The play is arguably the most talked about this year, perhaps for the inclusion of Paul Mescal as its leading man. Coming to the play from a completely fresh perspective, I expected Mescal to occupy the audience’s focus. However, this was not the case and while impressive, in my opinion, he does not give the stand out performance. Patsy Ferran is deserving of this praise as an enthralling Blanche who embodies the freneticism and mania of the character so powerfully through her seemingly endless streams of dialogue. She at once invokes our sympathy and frustrations as we observe all her pretensions and delusions. There is a strength and deception in her fragility that stokes the conflict between her and Stanley. Mescal’s Stanley is equally fragile but in his toxic masculinity; his emotional threshold is low and repeatedly he erupts in volatile outbursts. I found myself holding my breath when he entered the home; his violence is inevitable and when he is present the threatening atmosphere is immediately heightened. The animalistic nature of Stanley is made more prominent as he prowls around the house on all fours in different instances throughout the play, as though stalking prey or guarding territory. Mescal’s performance underscores his ability and range in depicting the various aspects of masculinity. It is perhaps most impressive in light of his complete departure from the more vulnerable and gentle characters he has previously played, such as Connell in Normal People. Overall, the pair do well to move beyond the iconic performances that have been seared into the collective cultural consciousness by Brando and Vivien Leigh in the original film adaptation.

Altogether, it was a particularly impressive production that acutely captured the disturbing and harrowing nature of the story; I was left in an almost stunned state afterwards. It certainly warranted all of the fanfare!

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If You Were a Worm

If You Were a Worm

Izzy Gibson

 
 

Would I still love you if you were a worm?

Your focus fixed on mine with headlight eyes

I am Schrodinger’s roadkill until I reply.

 

“Yes”.

 

I imagine a half-mattress half-soil bed, covers never stolen,

And a cupboard safe from prying midnight fingers,

Half-price trains with my pocket stowaway,

And tobacco packets lasting twice as long.

 

I ignore double takes from restaurant staff who see us connected by a strand of spaghetti half your girth and triple your length,

Comments from concerned friends who join forces with labels from concerned psychiatrists,

Disapproving wriggles as you inform me that I have stepped on your now-late second-cousin,

And accusations of genocide as the dog’s weekly worming tablet wipes out your colleages.

 

You tell me I’m “not taking it seriously”.

I’d evidently failed to acknowledge the grave, impending potentiality that you might, before my very gaze, gain a newfound affinity with soil and shrink into a pinky tangle.

You say that you know I’m a poet,

that poets are serious,

they use rhyme and obscure words

to express their feelings … “seriously”

So I indulge you.

 

“Would I still love you if you were a worm?”

Your focus fixed on mine with headlight eyes

I am Schrodinger’s roadkill until I reply.

 

The beating risk of “yes” or “no” must lie

To punctuate the phrase, ‘your palm, my thigh’.

My moral needle promises to try

To spin to truth in questions polarised.

 

“Yes”.

 

The cliche speaks before me, “I love you for your soul”

And although its true, convention turns it old

And assumes that souls and bodies do not mould and fuse

Until the sinews of your soul flex in your shoes

And express its aura through your hands that choose

To steal my hoodie, as it’s raining on the news.

 

And even if one could perfectly transfuse

That effing ineffable being that is “you”

Out of my clothes, your vans, your twitchy snooze –

Into a worm, I’d still be left confused.

As worms do not have words I know to use.

 

So then begins a tangle of misdirection

As my tone, my tongue, my poetic inflection

Finds in pink tremors of backyard soil no true connection

But blinds both me and you with its reflection –

A sentiment unfelt contorts to rejection.

Left only with remembered laughter at my silicone erection.

 

I surrender to the hypothetical in a crooked bow

As neighbours peek through half-furrowed curtain brows

At my repeated soil screaming unanswered vows:

“I still love you Oli, I did then and I do now”

Unstrirred you labour on as a soil plough.

 

My muddy torment dampens as I know

That placing my 5 foot 7 6 feet below

May be the only means I have to show

The lengths to which my love for you will go.

As you digest my flesh from heart to toe

And use my dead undying love to grow.

I’d give myself to you in one foul blow.

 

I ask if you’d love me if I were a worm?

You respond:

“No”.