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Perspective

To Live and To Love

By Lawrence Gartshore.

As a student of theology, one of the major criticisms that one learns about God’s existence (or lack thereof) relates to a seemingly very simple notion – the idea that, for Christians, God is good. I beg of you to bear with me here; I promise that there is a deeper point coming than simple religious semantics.

On the face of it, stating that God is good seems to be a rather straightforward assertion. If the God of Christianity does exist, which for the sake of argument here I will assume is true, then, of course, this omnibenevolent deity must be good. If he wasn’t, then one would not be thinking of the Christian God at all and rather some other, lesser, meaner god.

Yet, this statement of ‘God is good’ is, in many ways, a tautology. A tautology, in layman’s terms, is when one states the same idea twice and, in doing so, commits a fault in style. Simply put, saying ‘God is good’ is no different linguistically to saying ‘return back to’. The word ‘back’ is redundant here, for the meaning of the sentence does not change with its addition; ‘return to’ says the same in fewer words. In much the same way, therefore, the argument goes that as for Christians, God is goodness itself, so saying ‘God is good’ is, in fact, simply saying ‘God is God’ – which is perfectly meaningless.

For those of you interested in reading more about this theological minefield, I would point you in the direction of the Euthyphro dilemma but, and I can almost hear the audible sigh of relief, this article is not one on theology.

Rather, I would like to propose another tautology exists in the world – one that is perhaps even more ever-permeating than that of God’s goodness. I speak of the concepts of living and loving.

This may seem like a strange proposition on the face of it. Why, using my earlier logic surrounding the divine one could, in fact, perfectly conceive of something being alive without necessarily feeling the emotion of love. There appears to be no contradiction in terms, nor does one possess a linguistic meaning that necessitates the other.

However, I believe most strongly that we, as human beings, are not merely ‘something’ – no, every one of us, from the highest to the lowest, is rather ‘someone’.

‘Someone’, in my opinion, cannot live without love. Many of us are lucky enough to be born with it bestowed upon us by our parents. We develop the feeling as we grow, eventually finding the ability to love others. We grow a little more and obtain the far more difficult talent to love ourselves. Even when we are at our absolute lowest, and we cannot locate the facilities for self-love, when we think that all our love reserves have been spent, someone new enters our life and teaches us that we do in fact have more to give.

Love is, fundamentally, what sets us as species apart from so many others. Other animals may mate for life, such as the dolphin, but no other, as far as I am aware, show the same capacity for unbridled love as we humans. We fight for it; we are guided by it. It provides safety, and pain, and joy, and agony, and it is through all those feelings, good and bad, that we truly know we are alive.

Love can hurt, as life can hurt, but it is only through love that the very act of living becomes possible. We needn’t say that to live is to love – the statement is redundant – both words mean the very same.

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Poetry

Catching a Train 

Catching a Train

Sophie Bex

 

A packed station 

A bustling sea of loneliness 

Little dream bubbles collide 

Cups of tea and roaring fires 

Friendly faces and tight hugs 

The sea disperses, racing, jostling 

Desperate to escape onto the approaching train 

Leading them away to places they long for 

Away from places they long to stay in. 

Panic ensues – 

Quick find a seat, one that’s not reserved, 

space for a bag?

 Chests tighten, heat rises 

The sea dreams once again 

The world racing by as they sit cocooned in their 

little time capsule 

Consumed by their own thoughts 

Unaware that life continues on outside their 

window.



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Poetry

Llysfaen

Llysfaen

Jake Roberts

 

Movement in the cold stasis.

A cat hugs a smattering of 

Snow-capped graves, winding 

Thoughtlessly past mourners, their 

Eyes fixed to stagnant, waning feet.

 

The chill makes to follow her path

So each visage, betrayed, lifts to breathe

A fleeting warmth: life

Pulls together what here is torn.

Unknowing, denying, the cat makes haste

 

Along uniform patches of past 

Congregations, hard with the season, 

Drooping heads and frozen ink,

Deep into balding hedgerows 

And out, still further from our crowd. 

 

Atop a mound, she halts to rest

And watch, as we did, the distant tide –

Morbid sundial, we all sense the time.

Ignorant of the love she undermines,

She pads the frost and waits for mice. 



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Poetry

Poetic of the Going

Poetic of the Going

Emma Large

 

Non poet, you don’t know how

maddening it is to bring back

and back and 

back and back to

margin, when I want to keep my hand

where the blood is, where the throbbing starts,

the sunken place before words only the body knows.

Keep my palm to the membrane from which the heart

swells out like an embryo against its shell,

in that valley before feeling surfaces; remembering

the brown flagstones of your skin, warmed 

in afternoon sun. I unravel us like threads

to keep our mess in my pocket and to touch

their feathered ends, every now and then,

because sometimes I like missing things to

feel I am living,

to dredge last blood for sake of requiem;

though your skin before me now, I wouldn’t touch.

It occurs to me that even our elegy 

wasn’t written to mourn you. Sentiment

for sake of feeling, grieving the going 

over what is gone; how happy I am 

you do not know

all my little cruelties.



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Poetry

Seven Sisters of the Week

Seven Sisters of the Week

Ed Bayliss

 

I see it’s Wednesday. The week will inherit

Me. I’d forgotten which day had me

(it was a cloud covered night) 

Until Wednesday sprung and

Nudged me into her midweek march. 

 

We were strangers – I’d squint

At you all on primary school

Walls and tiptoe my eyes across your 

Two syllables and Saturdays.

Fridays became brilliant corners

That turned always elbow first   

Into weekends fat and satisfied

At home when we’d stir

From its sleep the wet blue clay

At the bottom of the garden. 

Sunday’s cradle curves into

 

Mondays of

Digits and rows and little lit multicolours

All while standing on my toenails –

Again, looking up. 

The next day’s drift tows me through

And back to the street-lighted 

Midweek.

 

I’ll try to thumb a ride 

To the rest of the week,

Star scored and unreached.



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Reviews

Babylon Berlin: Weimar Germany as You’ve Never Before Seen it

By Cosmo Adair.

Hitherto, the television has had little to say about Weimar Germany. Given the period’s well-recognised influence on film (The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Metropolis, etc.), this is somewhat surprising. Especially since it’s such a beguiling period, abounding in themes and tensions of significant artistic promise: be that the sheer decadence of the nightlife, the Cabarets and the Avant Garde; or else the pervasive angst, shellshocks, and nostalgia all evoked by the pernicious ghosts of the Second Reich and the Great War, and then the umbrella under which each of these exists in the historical imagination — what we now perceive to be the Nazi Party’s inevitable rise to power. To exist in that period was to follow a frantic compass with a myriad of poles — the Social Democrats, the Communists, the Freikorps, the Stab-in-the-Back, the Nazis, the Imperial Nostalgics, straight Conservatism, and apathetic decadence. Each of these, it seemed at the time, had a claim on the narrative — but only one of them prevailed. 

But now, courtesy of Sky Deutschland, it’s finally on our screens in all its excess, dirt, and beauty, its violence, anxiety and utter joie de vivre. Let me present to you, Babylon Berlin, the highest budget show in the history of German Television and at the time of its first release in 2017, the highest outside of the English speaking world. It should have been financial suicide; it came before the subtitle-craze, which can — I propose— be traced back to Alfonso Cuaron’s 2018 Roma, and its list of Oscar nominations. It not only led the subtitle-craze, but also became the cornerstone of a surge in the English-speaking world’s interest in German film and television: which has climaxed now with All Quiet on the Western Front, which has swept through this awards season like the blitzkrieg. 

The protagonist of Tom Tykwer’s glitzy adaptation of Volker Kutscher’s detective novels is Gereon Rath (played by Volker Bruch). Part of his success as a character is that he’s a bit of an Everyman figure — not in himself, overly interesting. Gereon is probably upper-Middle-Class; he’s a detective, but his father’s a politician. His politics seem to lie somewhere in between the Social Democrat and the Conservative. Crucially, he is shell-shocked, which means that from the very beginning of the series, the social effects of the Great War loom over. 

In Gyorgy Lukacs’ theoretical work The Historical Novel, he insists that it’s ‘everyman’ roles like this which ensure an effective historical reconstruction: such characters, who interact with everyone aren’t overly intrusive, are capable of “presenting the totality of certain transitional stages of history.” Such characters become centres around which things happen, without forcing their own interpretations onto the reader or, in this case, the audience. This is certainly true of Gereon, and it’s why the plot is so successful. 

His female co-star, Charlotte Ritter (played by Liv Lisa Fries) is a much more beguiling character: a prostitute and police-copyist, turned detective, who adores Berlin’s infamous nightlife as well as solving crimes. Fries performs with gusto — and, I dare say, is the series’ most talented actor. She has a wonderful, affectedly naive pout and innocently flirtatious manner, which not infrequently helps her gain inside knowledge and get out of trouble. That Charlotte could have been a prostitute and become a police detective seems to show how, in Weimar Berlin, such things were perfectly normal and had very little stigma attached. 

Herein lies Babylon Berlin’s effectiveness. It never feels as if it has a political point to score or a moral judgement to make on the past. There’s no tedious alignment of contemporary Populism to the Nazis, and none of the characters are so prescient as to foresee the mortal danger that the rise of the Nazis poses until it’s too late. In the first season, Hitler is mentioned only twice; the perceived danger is the Communists, something which blindsides many in the Establishment from the threat of the Nazis. But the Nazi presence rises and with such subtlety that we hardly notice it. By Season 4, set in 1930, they’re noisy and unavoidable; even when they’re off-screen, their presence is unavoidable. This is how it probably felt at the time. Equally, the series shows how decent people can be swept up by the Nazi influence: be that in the form of Fred Jacoby, the homosexual Journalist, or Gereon’s nephew, Moritz. Fred needs work, having been laid off after the Wall Street Crash, and the Nazi paper is the only one doing well at the time. Of course, we all say that we prioritise our values over everything else; but when the reality of money and living come into play, how many of us would, really, stay true to them? And then, in the case of Moritz, we see how to a young boy, whose father had died in the Great War, the camaraderie and excitement of the Hitler Youth’s Dangerous Book for Boys style of indoctrination appeared to be much more exciting than anything else on offer. 

It’s an excellent show. It’s informative in a way that so many historical dramas aren’t. It reconstructs an entire society—and the audience, somewhat voyeuristically, can watch this world unfold whilst fully aware of what happened. Which is perhaps what gives it its unique atmosphere. And, to the lazy TV-viewer (hands in pants, scrolling on their phone, eating crisps etc. — which can sometimes be, I hate to confess it, me), watching something in Subtitles means you can’t afford to lose concentration. 

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Poetry

Coffee Morning

Coffee Morning

Jake Bayliss

 

Wait for lights at the window;

It’s coffee morning at mine.

Once all meander home

The remnants trace lines

In the leafy script-pages,

Digging, restless for replies.

Soon, a roaming carcass

Will be lit with news

Or laughter as a candle wilts

In some gloomy box room.

We live through sirens,

The hope that they pass,

Burst locks and spectral letters. 

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Art

Zoe Woolland

Emily Hough

In the last few years of painting, I’ve definitely leant towards painting portraits. The more you paint faces the more you learn about proportions and how the features of the face are structured. I looked towards painting on rougher surfaces with oil paints because the process can be a lot more fun and playful. Some of my previous pieces have been done on cardboard and even metal, adding creative textures to the work. Oil paint is typically what I’ve loved to use, especially when doing portraits because it allows real accuracy of tone and shadow. A lot of my inspiration is taken from phases of Covid, including a lot of imagery of mask wearing. In the future I’m hoping to create more colourful, brighter pieces and maybe giving landscapes a go!

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Poetry

Little Religions

Defences

By Elizabeth Marney

He spends the summer of ‘18 in Italy. 

Returns with a tattoo of a cross, 

cradled in the crook of his arm. 

We argue about God until he cries.


Do you remember being 

seven years old? 

The boys in the field who called me a bitch? 

You: this little bundle 

of fury, headfirst into the fight. 

They beat the shit out of you.


You didn’t regret it.

You laughed, as we walked back home:

‘It’s just a black eye, Giorgi, 

some things are more important 

than a bruise.’


I told my mother I hated you, that night. 

And then I went to bed, 

prayed I’d know you forever.


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Poetry

The Rock

The Rock

Lawrence Gartshore

 

Oh rolling hills, oh grassy glens,

thy power and beauty know no ends.

Where men are bold and yet more wise; 

a land ne’r ‘fraid to punch above its size

and repel foreign tyrants who e’er they may be,

from England, to Rome, those who plunder the sea.

A rock to those who know its love

and the promised land to those above

for God’s own land is not in the east,

but in Scotland does he make his peace.