Defences
He spends the summer of ‘18 in Italy.
Returns with a tattoo of a cross,
cradled in the crook of his arm.
We argue about God until he cries.
Do you remember being
seven years old?
The boys in the field who called me a bitch?
You: this little bundle
of fury, headfirst into the fight.
They beat the shit out of you.
You didn’t regret it.
You laughed, as we walked back home:
‘It’s just a black eye, Giorgi,
some things are more important
than a bruise.’
I told my mother I hated you, that night.
And then I went to bed,
prayed I’d know you forever.