In Solingen there is a flowerbed where there used to be a synagogue
Anna Johns
Johanna catches up with her mother over the phone and I could have been eavesdropping, if things had been different. In Berlin I stutter, mit Sojamilch, bitte. and the waitress says, that will be twenty cents extra is that okay?
When Thea came to England, she must have chewed on the words like rocks in her teeth spoken to her children like tourists. Was English too soft a language to talk about what happened?
When she so quietly left did she know then that she would not go back to Solingen and that someone else’s grandchild would trim the vines on her sister’s grave.
She must have known, not to go looking for God in Germany. He was not there. She would not find him.
I learn conjugations by rote and write verb tables with the words she used to pray with.